It is a submissive creature longing for its place.
I have lived a long time hidding from what I feel inside. I have spent years, decades even hidding who I am. This person inside craves to serve all. I never see but the true heart of someone. I search for a teacher, owner, ruler, or guidance giver to help save the servant in me.
4/23/2024 8:42:53 PM: Have been dreaming.
Dreams all consist of black latex hoods chains and extreme bondage. Also always wearing a collar with a pentagram attached.
What foes this mean.
3/23/2024 7:12:06 AM: Hello
I dont know why I am here anymore. I know what I crave but when it comes it is not at all what I expect. I can be treated the way I want and expect and after I have a depresive type atate and fill ashamed. O dont underatand it.
Im at my wits end
2/24/2024 7:20:32 AM: Why is it everyone thinks that intrest and likes are set in stone.
Change is a building block of life. Trying something new is betyer than sitting around and wondering. People list likes thats what they are likes a manifestation of pleasure. But if a sub or slave is true to their heart and of place a Dom/Domme could instruct and teach them and like the end result.
Life is taking uncomfrotable situations and making them either fun or terrifying.
Just a thought.
2/9/2024 10:29:09 PM: I dont know where to begin. I sit here and remember thing that Im not sure happened. Some I know happened a long time ago and some more recent. I apear that Ive had some type of breakdown.
