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A mediocre Master tells, a good Master teaches, an excellent Master explains, but a True Master inspires." Master i adore You!
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. ♥

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7/12/2013 5:36:13 PM

excellent days ahead. Master and i are in the process of buying a house and we are super excited. i know i am ready to move.


2/13/2013 9:54:33 PM

tomorrows valentines day and my Master got me a dozen roses and a portable dvd player for long trips in the car. im excited. and he is taking me on a mini vacation over the weekend to spend quality time in a hotel and doing all those nasty naughty kinky things.. ye ha... im more than ready. oh and my birthday is sunday. ill be 51.


2/6/2013 8:26:40 PM

MAN life is good!!! I am so very happy. these days everything has come together so nicely. i am happy to serve my Master Kevin and i have the bestust friend.  I work and am enjoying my job though at times i get stressed. Part of life i guess. i am just gonna hold on to this feeling and ride it out.


2/6/2013 1:51:27 AM

Kevin and i are up. its almost 4am. I couldnt sleep and i woke him up tossing and turning. long damn night. going away for vacation in the summer. i an all excited. I may not like living in north dakota but i sure love traveling to all these places i have only ever read about. i love my Master. we are suited to each other very well.


1/26/2013 1:45:30 AM

its been far too long since i have written anything here. seeing the program about 50 Shades of Grey made me think. I miss out on so much because no effort is put into my D/s relationship. I do have a loving and caring Master and i long to please him in the ways he likes. I want to be able to see the pleasure in his eyes when i am obediant. but i need him to want it also. I need him to walk to take me in hand and treat me the way he knows i need. My heart is into the service but i need it to be reciprocated. i need him to want to spank and beat and treat me like his slave...not a part time toy. in the past i have been told i was a dynamite slave. i want to be that slave again. in my heart i want to serve to the best of my ability,


1/5/2013 4:23:57 AM

yes. it is new years and a good one at that. sitting here a lil after 6am contemplating the day. its gonna be a busy one. we are headed out of town for a bit. Master is just waking and i am ready to get on the road.lol  oh well. have a good day!


9/9/2012 7:40:15 PM

yep. its that time again. we have decided to stop looking for a slave...now its a boy and girl slave we want. Master is happy with his girl but i am getting older and cant keep up with things.. YEA RGHT! so anyhow.

Now to get the bug off my back. 18 year olds do NOT make good dommes and Doms. i am sorry. there is too much knowlesge to be gathered to be able to do right by a sub or slave and the youth of this world are only looking for a fling or just some fun. forget it. grow up and get an education.


2/8/2012 10:09:20 PM

its time to search out a sister slave. only one will be chosen and she will be a sister and not an object of affection for my Master. I will NOT share his love. sorry but that belongs to me as i am his life and soul mate. anyone with other ideas can keep on trucking!


5/19/2011 5:29:52 AM

wow... North Dakota.. here we are. both working and enjoying ourselves. life is getting better. i have gotten a few emails from a Master i served at one time. it feels good to know i am trusted and allowed to speak to someone from my past and who my Master knows i still carry much affection for. trust!!! always a great feature for a Master to have in his slave.  love beats all though...and theres lots of it between He and i. thankyou Master for your love and devotion to my heart. you do take very good care of it.

i love you.


1/25/2011 6:35:08 AM

Well...life is interesting to say the least. i have fallen in love with my Master all over again. He is the best man i have ever known...loving sensitive and strict. we dont scene as much as we would like but the respect is there now, more than ever.

 

Master Kevin your slave loves you deeply.

 

 


8/26/2009 12:21:16 AM
yep... life changes us. to the One i thought i would never be able to stop loving.. know you are still loved but i didnt die after all. You taught me well and taught me much about me. now i have traveled on roads i never thought i would again... done things i would never have thought i could... and found freedom. Though i still think of you sometimes.. with love and respect i know i can move on without having to sit here and dwell on the ...what might have beens. i hope you are happy and getting what You need to make you happy.   dont forget your promises you made to me. keep in touch and You OWE me lunch. so i expect it before the snow flies again...

You know who YOU are.
be well and happy.
mouse

7/17/2009 10:05:24 PM
sitting here tonight listening to an old friend and Doms music he wrote and recorded makes the old memories come up. makes me think of a time long ago when we were together and there was lots of love and adoration between us. something came between us and we just walked away from each other. there was bitterness and some disturbing emotions but eventually  it passed... now theres an emptiness that just seems to ..sit there.  we talk about the past sometimes, we have some fond memories. we had lots of fun.. but now its just the past. only the past and no where to go with it.  i guess this is life.

7/13/2009 8:55:03 PM
well shit. life does go on..even after its all said and done.. there is a reason to breath. its called life.. and finally after all this time.. i think i may have found one. a life that is..cause there sure as hell aint nothing in here to look forward to. lol

6/27/2009 6:02:46 AM
You can not stop the fury of a storm. You can not quench the flames of fire. You can not defy the grip of death. But you can endure. You can overcome. This is what makes you stonger."

6/19/2009 7:36:03 PM
no stronger words than i hate you ..can be said to anyone. i love you doesnt even count as something hard.

you know who you are and you know i hate you so much it is killing me minute by minute. you think you help me by staying away but you are wrong.. so wrong. all you are doing is destroying whats left of me. whats left inside me thats either slave or sub...its like its disintegrating. slowly im becoming.. nothing again.
you say theres someone out there for me.. yea right..someone who wants to abuse my heart by telling me they love me. that they want me in the worst way only to walk away.
dont worry... life goes on. some times things in this life come as a surprise. i think my time has come. time for me to walk MY path. MY way.
fuck everyone who thinks they know whats good for me. now its ME who is working this out. no one else.

5/31/2009 5:27:25 AM
well.. anyhow

5/22/2009 5:18:05 AM
wow i never get mail anymore. hmmmm... not that im complaining.

5/21/2009 8:35:36 PM
i wish i had the body these girls do in the adds for the fetish pages and girly stuff.. damn. there are some nice asses out there.. heh..i missed the boat somewheres


5/21/2009 7:01:51 AM
well another twist in a sometimes twisted mind... life just got more interesting.

5/20/2009 3:19:16 AM
well now. another one bites the dust. 

5/6/2009 9:25:57 AM
yes i am thick headed.. but sometimes.. things come to me after all.

4/27/2009 5:03:54 AM
there are so many wanna be "doms" out there. where are the doms with balls? where are the ones who will seek out and stay with the sub who professes love to them and who wishes only to serve them? yes i am angry because there are so many of us willing and able slaves and submissives who want to serve a real Master. a REAL Master who knows how to be a dominant. one who knows how to treat a loving sub/slave with all his heart whos not afraid to show affection and caring and love. to those wanna bes out there. you really should grow up. we are women who love... not just objects to be tossed back into the heap when you are finished with us. yes i am angry... im allowed to be i am human. if you dont like it dont read this.  sometimes in life we have to go thru the fires to be refined. enough is enough!

4/15/2009 3:11:29 PM
i guess there is to be no more collar...

4/14/2009 12:59:00 AM
cant sleep... so many things going thru my head.. my legs hurt too.. damn restless legs.
who knows 

4/13/2009 7:41:59 PM
well... i have found something within me again i thought was gone. im afraid of the dark again. i thought it was gone but its not and here i am...feeling scared and alone and ...i dont like it. damn

4/13/2009 7:09:35 PM
sometimes.. things dont seem to be what i had hoped.. who knows. life is difficult at its best. sighs.. heh lifes a bitch.

4/6/2009 6:57:32 AM
its been a good change. things are smooth and we are sailing right along.
Master listens to his slave and lets her speak her mind respectfully. this is how it should be.
now on to another new day. who knows what it will bring!

3/29/2009 12:17:10 PM
i am now velvetpassion{LW} LoneWolf is my Master. if you have any issues with this.. take it up with him. past is past and its time to move ahead... dont try to give me advice and know that Sir Mellow approves of this union, so leave Him alone also please. we will always be friends no matter where we are or where we go.

3/29/2009 5:33:20 AM
time for changes.... all good things come to those who wait.

its a time of new life... spring is here. time to live again...a new adventure.
more news to come.

3/25/2009 7:08:29 AM
today i came home tired. worn out and cranky. my head hurts and i wanna go to sleep...so. i think its a good time to lay down. too much work and no play makes me a mean little slave. goodnight

3/23/2009 7:04:19 AM
well GOOD MORNING!   and yes i yell it cause.. i am OFF work.  tomorrow i have to go to harrisburg for a conference... i have to drive and ..well i do not like driving city traffic. specially at rush hour. sucks! but im a biggy girl now and i will learn how to be patient with other drivers and well i will have someone with me who will make me laugh when i get pissy. so.. tomorrow is going to be a very interesting day to say the least.
it is also a sad time for me cause the other house i have been working at, will no longer need me, the house i have as my regular work house needs me more. its nice to be needed... but damn. these kids have to grow up and learn responcibility.
ok im done ranting now. have a good day!

3/22/2009 5:41:10 AM
well... today was a day for firsts.. and i feel very very good. and its only 8:40am!
well im off like a prom dress..gonna get my day started.

3/19/2009 6:52:58 AM
i am laffing now.. i just got an email asking me if i would piss on a man. there was a time in my life many years ago i would have done just that.. then stepped on him because of what has been done to me in the past... but my perspective has changed as well as my attitude.  though i will never allow myself to be abused as i was then... i do have a certain amount of respect for the male species.. as long as he  or they..respect me.  and they earn it. im no door mat. nor do i allow myself the luxery of believing every lie im told... guess i have grown up huh? feels good to say that.

3/16/2009 9:52:54 AM
well.. things seem to be easing up a bit. work has took a turn and twist but we can deal with that too. life in general is ok.
my sugar levels were outragios for awhie and i got sick but things seem to be evening out.
the diet is better too. eating stuff im supposed to instead of candy and junk all the time makes me feel better. but i feel like im in withdrawl from come things. i keep telling myself if i eat junk im going to croak...
well back to work

3/12/2009 7:02:02 AM
sometimes we have to die.. to live. this week i have died a million deaths in many different ways. now its time to start breathing and functioning on my own. i know i need to grow up and get my shit together. its the only way i will be able to make me happy again.. if that is possible.  i know that i know there is one love in our lives that God gives us.. i know i had mine.
to love and lose is better than to never love at all.. somebody said that ... they are right.
i love you Jesse.. with all my heart and i always will. please tend your garden well.

3/11/2009 4:51:17 PM
shit happens.. life blows.. who cares

3/11/2009 11:35:10 AM
today i feel lonely. i took my heart back and have it locked up tight. though someone else wants to take me as His... i need to let go of the one who i feel would be the love of my life. He needs His freedom so He can take care of home.  i fight with myself every day and today... i think i won the fight. i am letting go.  
i do not want this other person hurt, not by me or some stupid act i commit. i will not totally submit until i know its right. He understands and for that i am glad.  He is patient. and that shows me a lot about his dominance.  but.. i am in no hurry to wear a collar. it will take work. and trust. 

3/9/2009 7:32:01 AM
today i left go of something... someone that i truly thought i never could. not because of greed or the need to control, but because of love. being a slave is hard  on its own... being one in love is harder yet.  service first you say? well... you are right! always service first. the rest you try to leave behind. its not that easy for me. never was... and i don't know how to make it stay that way. how to make emotions just stop and the slave part of me encompass my being. i just want to ... breath.

3/8/2009 5:36:51 PM
sometimes you want something so bad you can taste it... even though you know you cant have it.. its dangling at the end of your nose.. you want to reach out and touch...taste.. feel.. but you cant.. this is sheer torture... torment that hurts the heart.. grips  your soul...to think.. if i can just  taste the sweetness of it though.. one time only...imagine how good it can be... where would i be then? 

2/25/2009 7:02:09 AM
life is too short.. get out and play.. live breath and be happy.
sometimes things come at you that make you sit and think and go back over life experiences.. why hold back? we only live once. how are you going to know what it feels like if you never try it?
just dont hurt anyone along the way. treat others as you want to be treated and for fucks sake.. love a little!

2/19/2009 7:26:50 AM
yep sometimes you just have to say no and move on... don't let someone bull doze you into things you dont want. make sure you know how to say NO! then do it!
today i was hurt once again by a self professing wanna be dom. girls.. watch your back.. make sure you know what you are submitting to before you allow your heart to get broken.  i have just about had all i can handle and this SPOILED LITTLE BRAT SUB.. which i am NOT...is not going to let it happen again ever!

2/18/2009 2:30:40 PM
today i found my disk Sir Mellow made for me when i was with him. it contains his sssa script. smiles.. i downloaded it and have been having a blast playing with it since. i sure hope He dont mind..weg... i like playing with stuff thats His.

2/17/2009 2:27:43 PM
the words of this slave honor me well...

Just wanted to say "Hi" since I checked out your profile.  Your journal caught my eye and had to read more.  You say things only a slave can feel.  We do have feelings and need the security that only a true loving Master can show. 

Slave Lisa


  thankyou  slave lisa.



2/12/2009 8:09:40 AM
sometimes we endure things in a past life we would never allow ourselvesto endure today.... we hurt, we heal, we move on. time heals all wounds.. so they say.  but who can tell how long those wounds take to heal and for what? only to  set out to be hurt again and again.  its human nature to crave love and devotion from another human being...but why does it have to always end in pain somehow on either side? where is the fairness of life? 

2/11/2009 4:10:07 PM
http://www.eroscillator.com/eroscillator/testimonials.aspx          check this out.. and tell me im not getting one.. yea right!

2/8/2009 9:24:31 AM
wow... someone yanked my chains.. eh.. so who's perfect in a not so perfect world? who cares what other people think? its whats inside that counts ... the rest is just icing on the cake.

2/6/2009 8:19:44 PM
well well well NOW i have been torqued to the max! a no one insulted me tonight.. so what if im chunky... i got heart and personality.. i got brains and know how to use them. i got common sense and a great sense of humor.. who is this snot faced old geezer of a  SO called dom to tell me i am a turn off??? just because im a big girl!  don't judge the book by the cover they say... dont look at the outside and expect the inside to be sour! i am sweet and kind and loving and if you dont believe it.. tough!
and thats all im gonna say about that!!!


1/31/2009 8:35:34 PM
i have had more offers this past week, men wanting to Dom me, women wanting to  well you know what women want to do.  i don't know. Parts of me wants to run so fast and far away. other parts are lonely and want someone to play with. i guess those parts are pretty obvious. BUT i know if i hold on the right One will come along and i wont be lonely anymore.

1/28/2009 8:12:19 AM
well... i do have to go to work after all. soooo i will drive safe and be slow and all the good stuff. You all be safe!

1/28/2009 5:59:40 AM
we got ice... we got snow.. and we got a day off work damn it. i need to go to work, this stuff has to stop. well.. anyhow i like staying home too... oh well may as well enjoy it.

1/27/2009 6:57:20 PM
yep... its snowing outside... theres an ice storm coming. just what are we supposed to do with all that ice and snow? i sure am glad i have the option of staying home from work.. it can get pretty nasty out there... hope everyone who is in this kind of weather is smart enough to stay home!

1/26/2009 10:04:58 PM
Yea thou i walk thru the valley of the shadow of death.. i shall fear no evil.. nothing shall befall me that i do not ask for and nothing will give me fear that i can not conquer my damn self! so back off vultures and let me breath! this slaves not done yet! 

1/25/2009 8:56:59 PM
 Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world... (Marianne Williamson))

1/25/2009 2:13:28 PM
well today it started snowing again. its cold out there and i know that tonight i will sleep well.  my heart is truly and completely healed now. i am whole again. it took a long time and lots of lost sleep, but im me again.  not a shadow anymore.  like me or not.. this is me.. and i will always be... me

1/24/2009 10:55:33 AM
i got myself in a huff today... someone insulted me.. not only insulted but downright pissed me off. sometimes you have to get to know a person to know their heart.. this person judged me because of my sense of humor.. after all.. who in their right mind would use bull nut clippers on a human? i wouldnt think of it. my idea of humane treatment is much easier and smoother. and besides im a slave.. slaves dont do that.. we have Masters who take care of those things.. or good friends! sheesh anyhow.

1/24/2009 6:18:41 AM
this winter has been hard on everyone. we all have out issues with the weather...whether it be snow or ice or the damn cold.. pipes freeze.. houses flood.. money flows.. in one hand and out the other. but we  always have to keep in mind... shit happens. .. how we handle our attitude gives us the out look we deserve.. so hang in there and hang on... somethings got to break soon! SPRING!!!!

1/15/2009 2:41:22 PM
i can breath now!  all is well.

12/27/2008 9:34:39 PM
time to move ahead now. no sense wasting time sitting around while the world passes me by.  there are some things i just have to do for me.  ME.... the one person in my life that will have to give a care no matter where i am in life. the one person who has to take care of ME... maybe one day.. there will be a new side to ME... and HE will come along and fulfil that part thats missing again. til then... i am me and like it or not.. thats how its gonna be !!!

12/20/2008 10:26:43 AM
forget dreaming.. live in the real and the now. its too hard to sit and expect things you want badly to come your way..its better to accept life and go on living. 

12/6/2008 2:25:04 PM
every day that goes by brings something different. some good some bad. guess tomorrow is never a sure thing but its nice to dream.

12/1/2008 8:40:49 AM
Well alright! life has righted itself and things are starting to come together. now i have to get this health thing right and taken care of then i will be on the right track!

11/22/2008 1:49:44 PM
things arent the way they are supposed to be in my life. its supposed to be better and more exciting and less stress being a slave... not so. things weigh so heavy on me now and my body hurts where it didnt before. im afraid... not knowing exactly what to expect and how serious it is.. who am i going to talk to? where am i going to hide when things get rough? i dont have answers...

11/17/2008 11:39:35 AM
Sir Mellow and i decided the time is right to  slip away from each other and do what we need to do for our families.. Dont be sad for us because we still have mutual respect and love for each other and will always remain friends. its just how it has to be. now.. its time to move onward! New adventures to be had. 

11/8/2008 2:48:15 PM
i am actually able to breath now... 

11/3/2008 3:04:11 PM
sleep isnt so hard to do now.. seems thats all i want to do.. that and eat. self destruction is a bitch. i think im moving away from it and into something different. its a hard walk..but i'll manage. 

10/28/2008 12:03:43 PM
sometimes we have to accept things the way they are.. and move on. i dont want to. i want to make this life go backwards to the very beginning of  what made me happy and start over and try to do things differently..maybe then i wouldnt  have to go thru this inside me.. the pain in un bearable at times. sometimes i think .. will this pass.. will i make it thru this?  i dont know. 

10/26/2008 1:07:48 AM
the nightmare came true.

10/17/2008 5:05:03 AM
it was a rough night.. got some stuff taken care of... and a good friend straightened out i hope. sometimes we lose focus on whats important in life...and allow our imaginations to run away with thoughts...causing them to really get out of control. pain comes from those kinds of thoughts. not only to ourselves but also to the ones we love. i am practicing real hard to not allow myself that "pleasure" of letting the imagination go to the wrong side of thought.

10/15/2008 11:57:30 AM
just keep in mind... life shows us... what goes around comes around... every one pays their dues at some point in life. 

10/12/2008 3:58:53 AM
each day brings me something new.. something better than the day before. changes that make me feel so much more alive.. so much more....of everything good. there will always be days where  life will suck! but... the good days are out numbering the bad lately... thanks to my Master.

10/9/2008 7:11:19 AM
ahhhhhh..sigh of relief.. He is back. i am one happy slave.
last night was good.. even the bad part was good cause He is here with me. its something different to be able to strive for some one elses pleasure instead of my own. it makes me stronger inside. i like this feeling.

10/6/2008 10:39:30 AM
soon to be back with my One. i cant wait.  i have been working at reading and trying to remember everything. its hard to do sometimes with everything on my mind.  this too shall pass.. i have been told many times.

10/4/2008 1:51:23 PM
its been a few days since i wrote anything. have been extra busy at work. while my Master is away i elected to keep extra busy with that and reading my stuff to work to be a better slave.  i am patiently waiting for His arrival back to the home... our Hut. 

9/30/2008 7:43:26 AM
its the last day of september. hard to believe winter is upon us. i do not look forward to snow and ice. i know theres no one here to help with the shoveling so im gonna have my work cut out for me. lol lots of ice melt.
oh well spring will come again in a few months. who knows what this winter will bring.. hopefully lower oil prices. damn!

9/29/2008 8:23:52 PM
well hangover is done and gone... and im still alive. guess thats a very good thing..
Masters going away for a few days... i will have plenty of time to catch up on my reading and goign over my "book" as my Master calls it, and practicing how to be a good slave while Masters away.. smiles.. i will make Him proud!

9/27/2008 10:39:25 AM
this thing isnt so bad... writing every day.. well this morning i woke up feeling ok.. for a little bit. then it smacked me in the forehead like a brick. a hangover. not just a little one.. it was a bad one. im 46 havent had one in a long long time.. thought i was beyond that. HA.. i guess with age things do reverse themselves at times. hmmm well my sex drive is in full swing... so thats a good thing... my ability to NOT have a hang over is not in FULL swing..damn it.. oh well... 

9/26/2008 6:24:49 AM
i am learning every day something new about myself. my level of commitment has changed. things i would be afraid to step out into..  i am no longer afraid of. i know that sometimes i will battle the self esteem issues, and the insecurities.. but i feel safer knowing i can talk about them with my Master.He wont condemn me for how i am, He accepts me for me. and.. i can share my toys... weg!

9/25/2008 9:54:08 AM
well... sometimes life hands ya apples and cherries.. i got the lemon in my life. a brother who is an ass... not my brother...but .. someone i thought a lot of at one time. seems to be the trend.. help the ones who take advantage and screw the family..  eh we'll get thru this. one way or another!

9/24/2008 3:01:55 AM
every day i smile. every day i feel more alive. im not alone. im freer than i have ever been.  if this is what living feels like.. i never wanna give it up!
last night my Master was very gentle... and He showed me another side of Himself. to be trusted with this part of Him, makes me know i am secure.
thank You  Master.

9/23/2008 9:28:00 AM
i am learning more about me every day. learning that i cant be in control  that i have to let go. making mistakes i will surely pay for, but still .. in my heart... knowing.. He's there.  He's not going to leave. i can rest.

9/20/2008 1:26:11 PM
sometimes you have to put yourself on hold and back up.. life trips us up sometimes and it can hurt an bruise. right now.. the bruise isnt pleasant.. but it will heal.. some way some how... it will heal.

9/18/2008 4:51:55 AM

well i can honestly say... my Master has out done Himself this morning and made me  smile so hard it hurt..lol i am SOOOOOO fortunate! how in the world did i ever find someone so very much like me? someone who knows how to make me smile... who knows my moods and seeks to find answers to issues that bother me. so many dominants are just there for sex and to use their slave/sub. i am just so very lucky! and i will strive to make my Master happy as His slave, His friend, His lover, i am so totally His! heart and mind!  thank You Master... my MASTER


9/17/2008 3:27:00 PM
well surprises never cease to amaze! today  my Master and i were paid the utmost compliment i think we can have. someone was in the auction room and said.. boy its like being in Sir Mellow and {velvetpassion}SM's living room here.  we like to make the room as possitive as we can.. and as comfortable as possible. we must be getting somewhere with this.. to have been complimented in this way.
thank You Master.. for teaching me all the good things You have.. to help brin gout this joy in me. i adore YOU.

9/16/2008 1:06:30 PM
life can be a surprise sometimes we never expect.. i get a surprise every single day!

9/15/2008 10:15:14 PM
he concept of puppy play is that the bottom or submissive is turned into an object, in this case a puppy. The top or dominant becomes the owner and it is the playing out of this dynamic. The bottom or submissive is not allowed to talk, as puppies do not talk. Puppies bark or whimper. The submissive is also taught certain hand signals and voice prompts. Puppy play involves feeding the bottom or submissive in the way a puppy would be fed and the bottom or submissive becomes a puppy in every way, even down to sleeping on the floor on a pillow or blanket or in a cage with controlled bathroom breaks as well. he collar and leash is definitely very much part of the play here, as this is one of the main ways to control a puppy. Puppies go for walks and sometimes these "owners" take their puppies out for walks too. There are even some obedience schools for submissive puppies out there with real trainers. This is very often a private arrangement within a group of people with the same interest.Some puppies have dildos for toys and can beg for it to be used by the "owner " just as an example of how it can be eroticized, in case you were wondering.

Toys and equipment you can get for this type of play would be feeding and water bowls, a collar and leash, dog toys such as bones drilled through at the ends to make a really interesting gag, a plate with the puppy's name and address on it, a cage sometimes and there are even puppy suits with zippers at all the right places, whistles, butt plugs etc. Most of the toys you would need you can get at the pet store for a steal. Some of the others you can get online. Puppy play has evolved into a real science. 


Since your puppy can't talk, safe words are replaced with hand signals or a series of barks. The puppy is given lots of praise when it does something well and gets punished when it has misbehaved. Punishment should not be withheld when it has been earned, just as you would not do that with your real puppy. Puppies require a strong hand to be trained and taught how to please their owners. Do not back down when it becomes obvious that your pet is less than obedient. Be consistent with rewards and praise too. Do not confuse your pet or your pet will not know when you are serious about something that needs to be done. Also remember that puppies cannot stand on two legs and can't cook or brush their own teeth. You will have to take responsibility for that. There are ways of dusting and cleaning that your puppy could conceivably manage, so there you could be creative. Listen to the whimpers and barks very carefully in order to avoid any distress with your pet. Also make sure that you set your alarm to ensure that bathroom breaks are not too scarce. You do not want your pet to have health consequences because of bathroom control activities. Puppy training has become really popular with some dominants and masters to help their submissives know what it means to be completely dependent on another and also to teach them how to respond to non verbal and verbal clues quicker and more effectively. Some submissives have been taught their place again by just incorporating a few days of puppy play into the relationship every few months. Being a puppy gives one lots of time to think and this also helps when a submissive or slave has lost their way.
There are also people who take this much more seriously and the girl becomes a puppy girl when she enters into the relationship. She might have some periods of "time out" during which she could discuss problems and other issues with her dominant, but she remains a puppy for the rest of the time. I would not be happy with this, but as we say your kink is not my kink and I will respect each person's right to his or her kink.

Above all else, puppy play is fun and it is a fun way of being taught to obey without talking back. It is also fun going out to buy what is needed. Enjoy your journey into this delightful aspect of role-play and humiliation play.





9/15/2008 10:00:32 PM
i guess in my world there are worse things than dreams and nightmares.

9/14/2008 12:34:10 AM
its 3:30am almost... i havent slept alot... the dreams are here with me again. i felt the ropes and the burning and the cutting, and it woke me in a terror, my heart was beating out of  my chest til i could still it enough to know im safe and no one can hurt me again like that. im not looking for pity.. im looking for outlets. something to put these thoughts and dream and nightmares in to.and seal them forever.  maybe my Master... Sir Mellow can tame them and stash them for me... He is strong enough ... and more than Man enough to take care of me. thankyou my Master. i adore YOU.

9/12/2008 9:17:17 AM
sometimes we have to learn things the hard way. lessons we thought we learned.. but really just skimmed over things. wanting to get to the end of the lesson, we tend to miss more important details in our desire to accomplish those thing we think are more important. guess where i am ? ah huh .. back where i need to be.

9/11/2008 6:17:03 AM
well today is a new day... um happy and content and feeling REAL good!  got me a GOOD Master... mmmmmmmm

9/8/2008 10:17:25 PM
well its a little after 1 am. cant sleep.. been rocking and rolling back and forth most of the night. lots on my mind.. too much actually.
i need sleep... but im waiting... smiles.. it will come to pass..this sleep i crave.

9/8/2008 12:35:14 AM
sept 7th is now the best day of my life.wait.. i stand corrected.. the 2nd best day. the day i took His collar was the 1st. i have met the most wonderful Man. This man honors me with His patience as a Master, as a Dominant , as a Friend and last but not least.. a Lover. our hearts were pounding, and the feeling of being one was apparent when we looked into each others eyes. though we remained physically distant with each other, as  we know we must retain certain boundries we have set for each other... it was still an emotional and mental connection. when we   hugged we felt that electricity..and it made us both shiver. to know i was able to make this Man feel this way...validates i am still a woman to be desired. not just for sex or physical pleasure from the act of dominance but for me. YOU my MASTER... YOU honor me and i appreciate all You have done to give me back something i lost a long time ago. me!

9/6/2008 1:48:17 PM
waking up with a smile isnt hard.. especially when you have such a wonderful Master as i have. just know Master.. YOU are the BEST!

9/5/2008 2:52:21 PM
though the walk was hard.. the course was rough... Master Sir Mellow.. is now my One and only Master who i will serve with all my heart mind and body. i will give Him my all every day... i will take care of Him, and i will make sure He smiles every morning when His eyes open. i will strive to please Him as only a good and true slave can.. i am now SLAVE... not submissive... my Master's slave.... respect my collar... and you respect Him.  If you have any issues.. speak to my Master. Sir Mellow

9/3/2008 6:41:01 PM
wandering in... thinking hard thoughts... very hard to relax tonight. trying to figure out some things. why cant people let people be happy? why do they sometimes try to make things go goofy? jealousy is not a welcome thing in my world.. and i refuse to entertain it. i just wish people would look into their selves and find the thing they are missing that makes them want to disturb something that is almost perfect... and thats all i have to say about that!

9/1/2008 4:19:48 PM
today went rather well.. i didnt do much at work other than relax with my guys. i have a knot in my neck that feels like a golf ball.. so in my infinate wisdom i went to walmart and bought extra strength BEN GAY! well let me tell ya.. that shit BURNS like hell. i cant imagine girls wanting to put that stuff on their cootch. it has to hurt like hell.  i nearly cried before i got it washed off my neck. no more of that stuff. i need a good old fashioned neck rub... hmmm is there a big strong handsome   Dom out there who would work this out of my neck? mmm

9/1/2008 5:19:26 AM
its been a rough 2 days here... lots of thinking and head hanging and trying to figure out where my mind  is. sensation overload i think. been thinking about this week coming up a lot. trying not to over dramatize it in my mind..smiles... it needs to rest. im missing my One.. terribly and i think im being taught something very important right now..

huggss my One.

8/29/2008 9:50:34 AM
cindy: and you know..all this time i have been really good about .. being patient with the collar and all..
calmdom: Yes...you have been.
cindy: im getting allllll giddy now.. hard to focus more than before..
im practicing total obediance...how am i doing Master to be?

8/25/2008 7:04:36 AM
well another day dawns bright and im up and moving. my night went really well thanks to a certain Dominant Man i know... smiles. im ready for the next step in our relationship. do you think maybe i will settle down and relax soon? geez! smiles...

8/22/2008 5:40:07 PM
finding someone is not always the easiet thing to do. in these times it is hard to trust... let alone obey someone . if your heart is in the right place...and your mind is settled on what you wish for in your life.. it will come to you. you may have to kiss a lot of frogs but... in time. it will all fall into place. mine has... and i found my Prince...no more frog kissing.. thankyou Sir Mellow for coming into my life and bringing me back to my path........... its been a hell of a journey so far.

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 Age: 37
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