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I've been looking for a dominant woman or a couple that will completely enslave me for a long time. I don't see any point in freedom, I have to submit to someone. A lot is conceivable. You could turn me into a Rubbermaid, or a normal gimp, or whatever. The main thing is that I can serve someone in rubber and chains on my knees with a downcast look.
Maybe there is a rich woman or a couple who already have so many slaves that another doesn't matter, or someone would like to get their first slave.
I'm not into pain at all, that's why when I get punished with a whip etc. it actually works. My dream is to become a faceless, nameless slave who reads the desires of his owners from the eyes, unless of course it is required that I look at the feet of the dommes for the rest of my life.
Unfortunately, I only got one weekend of experience in BDSM. I'm so screwed up that nobody can imagine, and that's why I would be the ideal slave. Normal people don't just give up their whole life for someone else, only freaks do that.
The corona pandemic made me aware of how much I need it, I absolutely have to submit to someone, my submissive mindset craves it, I would give everything to be allowed to kneel in front of a woman to lick her boots or feet clean.
It is my dream to become a slave, there is nothing I want more than to submit to someone, I don't want to have to think anymore, I just want to serve and obey.
Should my future owners actually be out there, who could imagine offering a real nature-longed slave a place to sleep (cage etc.), I ask them to think about what a huge pleasure they would give me as a slave. It is my greatest dream to be a slave, not thinking, just obeying. I'm not very intelligent, funny or anything, I'm just a slave raw diamond, honestly, I dream of not having to say anything other than yes, mistress or yes, master.
Yes, I am completely serious, I would like to disappear into a dungeon or cellar or dungeon and never be released again. Permanently caged or chained, never without a stainless steel collar, stainless steel arm and ankle cuffs, plus a rubber suit, butt plug, chastity belt, maybe even catheter and tubing if medical knowledge is available, mask, gag, mittens, chains. I don't need more than water and bread, a few vitamins every now and then, should be enough for food. I would probably be very deficient in vitamin D with all that rubber. I would like to be the picture-book slave with a bald head, then I should be forced to train to build muscles, so i can work harder.
If anyone can imagine keeping and training me as a slave and driving out my last will. Please get in touch, I would definitely be ready for a test weekend somewhere in Germany. I would even sit in a car blindfolded. If that makes me a slave. I am straight but as a slave you have no sexuality, so if a normal couple man and woman considers this, I will of course suck the man's cock without batting an eyelid if I am asked to do so. But not necessarily at the first meeting. I just don't want to end up as a slave of a male only household or something like that.
I live near Stuttgart in the Esslingen area, but I would travel all over the word and relocate to become a slave.
Oh god I sound so desperate, but that's how it is, in freedom I won't be happy, I have to be in captivity, I have to be enslaved, there is no way around it, I can't think of anything else. I am so incredibly unhappy because I am free, it wears me down that I am not allowed to obey anyone.
Taboos children, scat, blood, itching agents (nettles etc.), CBT, needles, prohibited extremes.
I could also imagine serving a mistress or couple outside of germany. My english is good enough to come by.
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