This sounds a little confusing to some but....Here we go... I am a tall man, submissive only behind closed doors. I have this dominant side, well sometimes. I have a couple of hard boundaries that I won't even attempt for anyone. Those are anal (any part) and public humiliation: I'm your typical Alpha Male but I love being submissive.I was a in training to a Mistress that didn't last long. It was my second time attempting to be a sub. My personality is dominant but not cruel and demeaning to others. After I asked my Mistress not to publicly treat me like a sub, she pushed the limit, including my temper. And no, I didn't "just get over it." I love strong women with a passion but not one who can't respect my limits. This happened both times as a submissive, or in training sub. Another one is Financial. I understand though, times are hard, but if I can't pay bills because your in need, well.......you know! There are plenty of pay pigs out there for your enjoyment, by all means, have your fun. lol I have always been in control of things around me and things that effect me. I also try to control the things that I cannot. It's like punching a brick wall, but if I feel that I did something to the structure then I'm cool with that. The submissive side is another story. I started out as a session boy. Plenty of trampling (skinny to BBW), smothering, body worship, one sided wrestling, foot worship, breath control all types, pressure fetishes, the list can go on. After this last time being in training to a Mistress, i figured it was the last time. Who knows, if I find a Mistress that's on the same page, with the same interest, why not. I 'm not into Poly, I'm very concerned about catching something. lol I'm not lifestyle but far from Vanilla.
6/17/2011 9:30:57 PM
I'm currently searching for some real time play. As easy as it sounds, its definitely a task when trying to find someone compatible. I'm not 24/7, so these choices are cut in 1/2, not to mention my hard limits.
