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**** I am no longer owned. Seems as though I never really was. It was all lies****

**** 2/20/2011 update..C'mon people, we all have preferences whether it be tall, skinny, big, blk, white, asian, bi, gay, ect. Let me have mine. If you dont like what you read on my page; fine, thats your opinion Please do not email me and talk about how I will get what I deserve and how a black man is going to treat me. I have been married 3 times to white men, believe me a blk man can not treat me any worse than I have been treated by them. I am attracted to blk men on so many levels so this will be my choice. I dont go to your page and see something I dont agree with and email you. Just move on, I'm not hurting you or anyone else with my preferences. It is very hard for me to be respectful in my responses when you are talking crap to me, so don't expect it from me if you are not giving it!!!! Also, if you include a pic of your dick when emailing me I am NOT going to respond. Just so you know. Thank you for your understanding. *******
I will make friends with anyone but when the time comes I will have a Dominant Black man that is aged 35-45 or so.. This is my preference if it offends you then please just pass me by.

yes that is me in the pic and thats as close to see everything as it will get. :) Dont send me pics of your naked self. There is more to me than sex or what you have to use. Those that send pics like that are saying this is all about sex and is a game to them. This is life not just kinky sex. I am not ****BI so don't invite me into your circle**** I have no desire to join. I do not want to be a third person to you and your Dom. I am naturally submissive. It is in my heart. Just because I am submissive doesn't mean I dont want and deserve love and respect. I wont deal with the games and being lied too. I think conversation is very important in any type of relationship. I'm not looking for anything serious at this time. I am still learning about the lifestyle. I have had a Dom and was told we were a couple working on a relationship and as well as live the lifestyle, turned out it wasn't true for him. I gave it my all as I do with all relationships, but I can promise the next guy will have to show me he is serious. Words alone wont get it.
6/8/2012 6:18:45 PM

 moved to San Antonio Wednesday. Started work today. Got approved for an apartment today. Move in tomorrow. Have no furniture but that will come. Things are starting to look up. I still want a different job that pays a little more and one that I will like. 

1/3/2012 12:02:08 PM
i am planning to move to San Antonio. Any one with information that they could give me on jobs that pay at least 10 an hour, i would appreciate it. I have experience in retail, administrative assistance, and workin with people with intellectual and developmental disabilities. I have been a supervisor in the last mentioned experienced job. Thanks for any help..
12/25/2011 5:42:58 PM
I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas. For those serving our country home or a far, firemen/women, police officers, EMT's, and anyone else in this line of work...Thank you for all you do every day. may God bless you all!
11/29/2011 7:54:26 PM
life is good at this time. I have a Master, who respects and cares about me. He talks to me when i'm feeling down or insecure. He doesn't get mad. He understands what i have been through. His patience with me has helped me to see there are good people. It feels good to have someone who treats me good. I pray it continues for a very long time.
11/5/2011 11:00:31 AM
so many doubts...i just dont know
10/16/2011 10:31:22 PM
can it be true? Could i have found a Dom who really wants the same things I want? One who communicates with me? Tiny baby steps and we will see. Patience is the key.
10/12/2011 9:20:22 AM
question: is it normal to want/need a session without intercourse to remind me of my place, to make me feel like the sub that I am? Without having a Dom (yet) i am still me and my submissive self but not to anyone. Does this even make sense? Does anyone understand?
10/11/2011 2:32:41 PM
not feeling too good. Have sinus infection AND allergies. I am taking meds but they dont seem to be doing anything yet. Thank you 4 all the congrats on the job. I am still looking for another job. 14hrs a week just doesn't pay any bills.
10/3/2011 10:00:23 AM

I got a JOB!!! It is not what I wanted but it is something. At least there are advancements and hopefully something better will come soon. I am so happy to be able to pay my little bills at this time. Thanks for all the support and prayers from friends here. 

9/24/2011 10:30:54 AM
ok i get emails telling me not to explain myself ect. I need to say this for the real Doms black or white who have been cool about my choice but try to tell me not all white men are the same. I totally understand that and its the same with black men. I am attracted to black men because of their color, ther strong willed ways, their confidence ect (not thugs..MEN). I didn't make my choice about race, the so called Doms who emailed me and dogged me out telling me how black men are going to treat me ect. I only put that about white men on my profile so those wanna be Doms will see i have been treated pretty bad by white guys too. I talk to some really great white Doms. I just have a preference. Why cant I have what I want without being talked to in a bad way? I dont judge people or comment on what they like. Heck i even have a preference in the age range and other things, but only I get dogged because i like black men. This is 2011 people, get over the race thing. There are wonderful people out there of all races. Talk about being open minded? How can you tell me that when you aren't?
9/22/2011 10:12:06 AM

 I have figured out that jobs are like Doms. There are so few out there and so many looking. They get you excited and make you think you are the one then give it to someone else.

9/11/2011 7:58:29 AM
God bless America!! Remember those lost and the families left behind. Dont ever forget. God touch the service men n women, police officers, firefighters, and anyone else who protects us daily...
9/3/2011 1:23:19 PM
loving my fortune for today: Never fear! The end of something marks the start of something new...in bed. How awesome is that? Lol hope everyone is having a fun and safe holiday weekend.
8/31/2011 9:36:04 AM
been looking for a job every day. Have had some great people on here trying to help or just offer positive support. Have my first interview tomorrow. Am really excited. Of course i know its not a job yet but sure feels good to finally have an interview after all the resumes i've put out.
8/25/2011 12:31:08 PM
i arrived in N. Houston on Sunday. Been looking 4a job every day since. I have learned i cant trust anyone to do whats right or depend on anyone but me. Moving forward, things will be good.
8/19/2011 2:29:02 PM

Will be heading to Texas tomorrow. May not have internet for a while. Be back online as soon as I can. :)

8/13/2011 8:43:40 AM

Thank you to the Dom who sent me well wishes this morning. After all the mean nasty emails from so called Doms (now blocked) this week it was very nice to read something positive. I don't get why if you don't agree with me you just don't move on and leave me alone. Saying mean things doesn't make you a better person but it sure shows me that even people who claim to be Doms/Masters are very shallow. Have a great day everyone, I plan on doing the same thing :)

8/6/2011 8:28:42 AM

On 08/20/11  I will be moving to TX. Just north of Houston. This is something that I feel will eventually be a great move, but I must say I am scared. I dont do well with change. I am hoping to get settled and meet people who are like minded. I would like to find groups and/or munchs. just be around people who know this lifestyle is real. 

7/25/2011 3:21:51 PM

A Dom says they want me to be theirs and they are into communication. How can you say you are into communication, when you dont speak for days or weeks at a time. Then when you speak to me you expect me to do things you ask...hmmm. If you want me to be your sub you have to talk to me. I really do believe communication is important in getting to know someone. The more you talk the more you learn. You cant learn that person in just 2 or 3 conversations no matter if they are 2 hours or 5 hour conversations. 

6/4/2011 9:39:29 AM

6-4-11..I was told I am not a real sub because I want a relationship that consist of me and my Dom. I dont want to be shared or to share my Dom. I was told that is part of the D/s lifestyle. Well I am a true natural submissive, I would obey my Dom, but I still have morals, wants and desires. If having those makes me not a submissive as far as you are concerned then so be it..pass me by. 

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