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OK I'm changing this a little. I am very much looking for a woman or couple to control me. I would love to find enthusiastic about sweaters but understand that is far fetched and probably impossible to find. So forced cross dressing would be fine with a heavy emphasis on humiliation. But that is not necessary if not your thing. I just want to be abused and humiliated. It's not that I want it, but it is more like I need it or yearn for it. A terrible weakness in my personality I suppose. Men... I'm interested but I am not looking for a traditional Dom/Sub relationship. A single guy is not that interesting to me. However 2,3,4,5, or more guys who are into heavy verbal and physical humiliation, forced dressing, and bullying a sissy sub like me is. Forced bimbo is a turn on. Bukkake is a turn on. I'd like to be tied down 'dressed', and forced to jerk you off, or have several guys jerk off on me and humiliate the shit out of me. Maybe even piss on me. Wanna have a party? Hi.. I'm Eric, Have you ever heard of sweater fetish? I've had this fetish haunting me all my life. I love thick, furry mainly women's sweaters. To make it worse I am a submissive and love being told what to do. Well, just in case someone maybe a couple or Dominatrix find this amusing, please get in touch with me. I've written many stories on the subject and am willing to share if you have an interest. Read my journal for my 'wish upon wish letter to me' someday that will arrive. Yea, right! To continue, I’m a happy go lucky type perv of a guy who also happens to be a glutton for punishment and humiliation. And I have this really weird sweater fetish that has haunted me most of my life! I love being abused and humiliated, made fun of, harrassed and made an ass of. I am looking for harassment and someone to make me regret making that statement! I am mainly looking for female type people, but I seek harassment from anyone! For some reason I like bully types, male or female. I like being harassed, made fun of, put down, and verbally abused by anyone. I love sweaters, but prefer to submit to someone on Your terms catering to Your interests. Mine are secondary of course! I am seriously submissive even though I use the word ‘I’ too much in this profile, sorry. I melt when talked sternly to or am verbally abused. I like verbal abuse sometimes I do it to myself. Yes, I am a total sweater slut whore bitch! (Ah, that feels better!) My sweater fetish started many years ago when I was around 12. Girls wearing sweaters did something to me. So much so, that I started wearing girly sweaters, and I digress from there. Now I am just a totally pathetic sweater slut who would do almost anything for a sweater ‘fix’! I love dominant people. Age or looks aren’t that important to me. It’s the inner You that I seek. That person who enjoys laughing at someone I guess. The meaner the better! For some reason I do love pleasing and making people laugh, usually at my expense. I have no pride and will do almost anything for a laugh! That may be my biggest purpose in life! My biggest goal in life is to find that Woman who is reading this, laughing her head off with evil thoughts! My favorite scenarios or thoughts are: ‘Oh, so you like sweaters eric do you? Well, then eric should have sweaters, ha, ha, ha!’ ‘Oh, so you like sweaters eric do you? Well, then eric will wear blouses only, ha, ha, ha!’ ‘Why don’t you come over eric. My sorority needs some entertainment.’ ‘Erica, get over here!’ 'Eric, put that cardigan on the way sissys do. Buttons in the back!'

‘Have you done your sweater work today Eric? You'd better have!’ ‘You are warm after only five layers of sweaters? Tisk Eric, what kind of a sweater whore are you? C'mon put this one on now, or else!’ ‘OK, now that you are all dressed up, get to work. My apartment is a mess.’ ‘So you like my sweater huh? Well come with me and I’ll show you the rest of my sweater wardrobe!’ "Eric, what are you doing with my sweater? You are in so much trouble now!’ I could go on and on and on. "OK Eric, time to learn how to knit. You are going to spend all your spare time knitting instead of golfing and bowling. Those activities are way to masculine for a pansy like You!" By the way, I’m not really a TV or traditional cross dresser. I dress only in women’s sweaters that is unless you tell me otherwise Ma’am! Well, hope to hear from you. (Actually no one has ever answered before so why should that change! --- Update... I have actually received replies now. Horray!!!)

At any rate, thanks for reading this. Hopefully someday a woman who enjoys this scenario will reply. (That'll be the day I have a heart attack!) Since I wrote all this some years ago I have digressed. I used to not associate at all with a sissy pansy sweater slut being with men. But now I am interested very much in situations that involve me being used as a sissy bimbo slut sissy doll. I'm still a little afraid so I would insist on condoms. I would love to serve at a party some day as a sissy bimbo slut. eric
3/25/2012 8:13:32 AM

OK I’m different! I have some fetishes that are unusual. I found this site called collarme.com and loved it and put up a profile called sweaterpansy. To be honest, I never considered myself much of a pansy or sissy, but as time has gone on the fantasy of being treated like one has grown.

So I wrote to some dominant couples who happened to be looking for submissive TV’s, and to my surprise I received a reply which was intriguing!

‘Well hello whore.’ It started out.

‘After looking at your profile, possibly we could interact with you. There are so many fakes out there. Don’t reply if you are.

You have such an unusual fetish! It sounds like so much fun. Our imagination has just gone wild. As you probably know by having read our profile, we get off to unusual feminine fetishes like yours. We are going to have so much fun, if you do as you are told.

Answer some questions and we’ll get back to you.

How many sissy sweaters do you own? Describe your favorite type sweaters and describe in detail the favorite sweater that you own.

Your profile states you have other fetishes. List no less than 10 other fetishes or sexual weaknesses you have.

How many cocks have you sucked?

When are you available to meet? Our time frame will be no longer than 2 weeks of your reply to this letter.

Are you at least willing to pay for our expenses in meeting you? We might have some special things we’ll have to purchase for our meeting. You will be responsible for paying for them and maybe a little bit more. You will pre-pay these before we meet. If you have a problem with that, don’t reply.

Once you enter our meeting, there will be no way out.

Do you mind having others look on or possibly be involved?

Are you claustrophobic?

Limits?

Are you married or have a significant other?

Your reply within 5 hours of reading this or you will never hear from us again.’

And that was it. I actually trembled as I read it.

This was exciting to me, but a little scary at the same time. Well I had nothing to lose so I replied as honestly as possible.

It was a stressful two days before I received another reply from them.

‘Bitch, Our paypal address is wergoing2fucku@yahoo.com.

Send $250.00 within 24 hours. If you don’t have an account, make one. You will find that will have been the best money you have ever spent. We have reserved this coming Sunday especially for you. We will meet at McDonalds on Main street. You can’t miss it. You are two and one half hours away. You will be here no later than 10AM. If you are even five minutes late, you lose. You might be smart to get there by 9:30. Have breakfast as you wait for us.

Send us a picture of your normal self so we know what idiot to look for.

Now it’s up to you. We’ll see how serious you are now.’

My heart was pounding so hard by the time I had finished reading the email, I was trembling at the same time.

I was a little concerned about just throwing the money away to a fake, but actually they didn’t seem fake. I read their profile again, and was 99% sure they were real. So I sent the money and my picture.

We wrote back and forth a couple of times, and I was happy for that. Their tone towards me was belittling, and dominating, just as I liked. I was to bring the sweater I had described as my favorite. And of course they re-emphasized that I was to be there on time or they would leave.

I left at 6:30 in the morning just in case.

I ate breakfast and had a feeling someone was watching me. And actually there was this man that seemed to be looking in my direction a lot, but he was alone and, well I wasn’t sure. I was trembling by this time.

Then the same man was joined by a woman wearing a tan mohair sweater and I knew. I smiled at them. But they didn’t acknowledge me, making me wonder all the more.

At exactly 9AM they both stood up and approached me.

"Well whore, it’s time. So this is your beloved sweater you hide in the seat next to you? Pick it up, drape it over your shoulder and follow us." The woman ordered.

As we approached their car I asked, "Want me to follow you in my..."

"Shut up, we didn’t tell you to talk, you fucking bitch." The man yelled as he slapped my face.

"Get in the back." He ordered.

His beautiful wife got in the back with me. Immediately I was ordered to get on the floor.

"One by one you suck and lick each and every one of my toes, then the soles of my feet, and you keep on massaging with your hands and tongue until I tell you to stop." She said.

And I didn’t stop until we drove into a parking garage for a condo.

Once inside their place which was very nicely furnished, the door was key locked.

"No way out now sissy. Ha, ha. Now get those pathetic manly clothes off before we cut them off with scissors." He said.

Once naked they laughed at me and made fun of me, especially my privates. Even though I didn’t think they were that small.

They laughed as they wrote on my body with magic markers things like whore and slut, and defamatory things like magnifying glass needed. By this time already my face had been slapped several times.

Then I was forced to shave all the hair off my body except for my head. I really didn’t want to do this, but they truly forced me. I didn’t want tell tale signs.

They then forced me to wear a corset. I didn’t think I needed one, but they did and pulled it tight in the back. This was followed by a pair of black mesh stockings and a garter belt.

Then I was forced to wear a pair of pink panties that looked dirty. Then a large bra with forms to fit in them. I mean this bra was big.

"We noticed one of your other fetishes was large breasts, so we thought you should have them as any slut would!" She said with a smirk as she pushed the forms in.

"And now look what we found for you Christina! And yes your name is Christina from now on! This is perfect, don’t you think?" She said as she held up a woolen red turtleneck dress. It’s already broken in, look at the jizz stain down here. There’s another one. Ha, ha. I found this one in the back at the next to new store. This one is filthy dirty and who knows what else is on it. Just perfect for a dirty whore like you Christina! Ha, ha." She said.

Put it on now.

It did smell and actually was nasty. It came down to my knees and had a black belt that tied at my waist.

We figured this would go perfect with your pink mohair sweater. Put that on now Christina. You are a fucking whore.

From there she made my face up with rouge and lipstick and eye shadow making me look just like a street whore.

"To finish your dress off, well you said you liked long hair. Look what we found at that store, Christina. This is the longest, thickest wig I have ever seen in my life. Look at it, it’s going down past her ass. Holy shit. You are the essence of bimbodomshit! Ha, ha.

Yea, that had never been washed or treated either. You are truly a filthy whore, Christina.

"Oh and here.. A filthy dirty ski cap just to make you all the more filthy.

Walla.. And here she is the whore, Christina. You look so fucking hot! Literally! Ha, ha.

"Oh, here almost forgot, put these on. Some filthy dirty mittens. Oh, and last but not least some great whore shoes." Ha, ha.

And she made me put on a pair of red three inch heels. I have no clue why, but they fit.

And then as if on cue, they both lit a cigarette.

"So you like being an ashtray? Get down on your knees whore. Stick out that tongue whore."

"Oh, hey honey, didn’t this piece of shit say that this was her favorite sweater?" He asked.

"Yes, she did."

"Oh no I just burnt a hole in the sweater." He said.

"How terrible. Oh no I did too."

"You are such a filthy pig Christina. Look you have holes in your sweater now. Oh look some ashes on it. Here let me fix that." She said as she spit on the ash that was on my favorite sweater. Then she rubbed it in causing a dirt spot.

"You know this one is still missing something. Wait..." She said as she opened a box on a table.

"You are such in luck you dirty whore. Look what I have here. An old dirty, filthy cum filled rubber. Oh look I dropped it all over the front of your sweater. Oh, sorry, you would have rather had that go in your mouth?" She asked.

"No, no, please." I begged.

"Oh fuck Christina, it is time you sucked some cock. I mean, that is inexcusable for a filthy dirty whore like you. You want to suck your first cock today don’t you Christina?" She asked.

"No, no, please." I begged again.

"Plenty of time for that dear. After all, you are here all day and some wonderful friends of ours will be joining us shortly. You know we have to go out for a while so we have to put you away for a while. You won’t mind, you aren’t claustrophobic." She said.

I was pulled up off my knees and walked over to a very large, thick box.

"Oh look, we are in luck, there is padding. More of those fucking filthy sweaters I found. Well you paid for them, whore. Get in." She ordered.

I was now concerned, but knew I had no choice so I did as I was told. And then more sweaters were piled in the box until I couldn’t move and they closed the top of the box. Then I could hear them taping it. They taped it a long time.

It was hot in that box and I’m not sure how long I was in there. But finally I heard some noise, some people talking or something. And then the box cutter started cutting the taped box open. I cringed hoping the blade wouldn’t get me.

"OK Christina, time to entertain. Come out now." She ordered.

My head came out of the box and I really didn’t like what I saw. There was an exposed cock right in front of my face.

I continued to stand up and to my horror saw a number of people in the room waiting for their entertainment.

"OK Christina, time to become a woman." She said with a laugh as I noticed everyone in the room was wearing a sweater, and everyone in the room either had an exposed penis or an exposed strap-on.

So as promised they didn’t force me to suck a cock, however I was fucked in the ass by all of the strap-ons. I was at least jerked off on by most of the exposed penises. Well that’s not all that happened that fateful afternoon. And they had been right as I was humiliated beyond belief.

Before I was allowed to leave they made me swear I would return and suck cock the next time. Although I’m not sure about that!

Well if anyone out there would like to treat me this way, please let me know. I am seriously looking for more experiences.

12/11/2011 6:57:23 AM

Knitting classes on-line.  OMG... i'm going to learn how to knit!!!

10/23/2011 9:37:03 AM

I'm looking for someone who enjoys whoosssess like me!  Hmmm... maybe there is no one out there that enjoys controlling a guy like me into becoming a pathetic piece of shit whore.  i want to dress as You like, eat what You like, and forced to do things that no normal human would do.  Somewhere out there you are?  i hope so!  i can just imagine what you would say to me in your first message....

 

'You fucking piece of shit moron... Here I am, now you are going to be scared aren't you?  Too bad.  If you actually have the balls to answer this, you are going to get what you wish for, sissy.  Oh and then some.

 

So don't hesitate, you reply only I need your phone number and personal email address.  Oh, and also your real name and where you work.  Once we get that out of the way, then we'll meet and start some serious training.  Hop to it!'

7/20/2009 11:36:21 AM

Wanted:  Dominant woman who likes to knit!!

12/22/2007 6:20:12 AM

Sweater Goals for 2008

1) As always my first goal is to find a ‘Sweater Mistress’ who enjoys my weakness for women’s sweaters and who would encourage and tease me into becoming even more of a ‘sweater sissy’. And punish me when I’m bad. Possibly she would knit herself and help in me to learn to knit better.

2) To continue my knitting and possibly knit 2 bigger projects and several smaller projects. I would especially like to knit a ‘dream sweater’.

3) Devote more time to my sweater picture collection. Adding many pictures to my already huge collection.

4) Break my record wearing 25 sweaters at one time. Only this time I would like to do it with the help of others. It’s too hard to get all those sweaters on by myself. Possibly video the ‘event’ and submit it to Guinness.

5) Explore my sweater sissy side more. But I’d never do this myself. I would have to be ‘made’ to do it as it is just to embarrassing!

9/27/2007 5:05:29 AM
I have been procrastinating on knitting my first sissy sweater.  I've found some that I really like, but am a little confusted as to how to start.  I'm particular on the sweater that I knit as I really like some, but I don't have a good pattern for them.  If any dominant woman is in my area and could possibly help, well.. help!!!!!  Please help!!!!
4/17/2007 10:10:46 PM
OMG I received a couple of messages today.  What's with that?  I'm used to longing for messages, not receiving them!  Wow, this is great.  But no one insulted me.  I think I'm going to cry.  Wait...  I'll go get my crying sweater on.  It's water proof.
4/14/2007 4:45:43 AM
Well, I guess I met none of my sweater goals for 2006.  I guess that's why I need a dominant Woman to help me with that if she wishes.  Although sweaters are actually secondary to my finding a dominant woman!  (I can't believe I said that!)

Think I'll go and knit before I say something really stupid!!!
12/15/2005 4:53:33 AM

Sweaterpansy’s Goals For 2006

Number one goal: Wow would I love to find a Dominant Woman who was amused by my fetish and who decided to ‘let me have it’. Someone who would be interested in mutual trust within a one sided relationship. Someone who is aggressive, persistent, and somewhat abusive. Someone who finds my sissy sweater fetish amusing and who feels maybe I need to become more of a sweaterpansy!

Preferably I’d love to find a woman, but a couple would be fine. Or how about a lesbian couple who hate men. Or how about a knitting club. Or how about a sorority of which loves harassing ane abusing weak men. LOL I digress. Well, you get the idea. I know I’m grasping at straws here, but if you like to laugh at someone, you have hit a goldmine because I’m weird!

Number two goal: Well, actually this is my most realistic goal. I want to do one hour of ‘sweater work’ each and every day. Seven days a week, 365 days a year. What is sweater work you ask? Good question. Well I have this sweater site that I don’t work on enough and I collect sweater pictures on my laptop which aren’t organized enough, and I write sweater stories of which some I never finish, and well, I could go on and on. Actually there is enough sweater work to fill 18 hours a day 365 days a week, but I have this job and vanilla life that get in the way. I wish my job was knitting or working in a knitting shop! I’ve tried more hours of sweater work, but it never seems to work out, so I’ll start out realistic. Maybe it’ll lead to something. Oh and I’d like to do sweater plans at the beginning of each week, sort of like lesson plans that teachers do. Would you be my Principle? Well I’m going to try to accomplish this whether I find a Sweater Mistress or not. But if you want to check up on my progress feel free to write at any time. I’ll answer anyone, and I do love harassment!

Number three goal: Knitting. I’ve been knitting this scarf for three months now and I only have around twenty five rolls. It is fun to do, but I can never make the time. It’s my first knitting project in trying to learn to knit. I want to eventually learn to use a knitting machine and become good at it too! But I guess for this year 2006 I want to finish the scarf and maybe try to actually finish a sweater too. I have something in mind for a sweater and can’t wait.

Number four goal: I am such a fucking sweater pansy now it is somewhat pathetic. I haven’t always been this way. I was much less pathetic before and sort of hid in the closet. But as time goes on I have tended to become more of a ‘sweaterslut’. For some reason I like that! But I need someone to help and give me direction. Visit my site ‘wooljunky’ for proof! (You have to add the period and com to get there.)

Long term goal: Eventually I’d like to become a complete and utter sweaterpansy. I’d love to buy a knitting shop or business of some type. Maybe a sweater store. I’ve only seen one sweater store in my life. It would be so nice to be around sweaters and knitting all the time rather than my shitty job!

2/19/2005 4:19:19 AM
I added some pictures today.  Hopefully that will get some response!  Please, I need abuse!!!
10/31/2004 7:50:55 AM

Still I have found no one.  I hope someday to find a very dominant, mean, verbally abusive, controlling, taunting, task Mistress who would enjoy laughing at me, and forcing me to become even more of a sweater pansy than I already am!

Are you out there Ma'am?  Hello, anyone home?  Someone has to be out there!  It's really lonely here!

I hope you find me some day, Ma'am!

7/11/2004 7:39:38 AM

Imagine a room that is moderately sized, and cozy. A room where the rug is white, and extremely shaggy and soft. A room that is kept impeccably clean and neat.

Imagine a room with a bed in the center. The bed is made up with white angora sheets, and a white mohair blanket. The pillow covers are made of angora.

Imagine a room where hundreds of framed pictures hang. The pictures are of models wearing your favorite sweaters. They cover each wall in three neatly hung rows. Additionally they hang prominently in the attached bathroom.

Imagine a room with two huge foot lockers that are positioned at the head and foot of the bed. They are full of sweaters and other knit garments of course. And yet more knit garments that are stored in another two huge bureaus that sit next to each other along a windowless wall at the right side of the bed. On the two bureaus are four of your favorite sweater pictures, framed of course.

Imagine a room where there is a huge open walk_in closet where two rows of sweaters, sweater dresses, sweater coats, skirts, and other knit garments hang on either side of the closet as you walk in.. The closet is huge and above the sweaters is more storage space which contains hundreds if not thousands of knitting books, magazines, patterns, pictures, and other sweatery literature. And there is more literature below the hanging sweaters. In some of the boxes is yarn and knitting materials. The closet is positioned at the foot of the bed where four or five steps place you inside.

Imagine a room where on the left wall of the bed is a large working desk with a computer that stays on all the time. It contains only sweater pictures and sweater literature. It is connected to the Internet, but will only connect to sites that are

related to knitting or sweaters. When idle the computer's screen saver constantly flashes sweater picture after sweater picture from your huge collection of JPG sweater images. To the right of the desk is a console with a stereo and 27 inch television. The television's purpose is for one reason, and that is to show sweater videos, knitting instruction, and absolutely nothing that doesn't have to do with sweaters. The television is controlled from another room.

Imagine a room where the wall at the head of the bed contains the small bathroom with shower. And in the corner between the bathroom and the computer desk is a knitting machine.

Imagine a room where nothing exists except for thick, fuzzy, furry, soft, cuddly, warm sweaters, sweater dresses, and other knit garments. Nothing else except for utilities related to sweaters and knitting. Nothing at all.

Imagine a room where there are no windows, only a door, and the door is kept locked with you inside.

Imagine you are there because of the women who are holding you hostage in that room. Their motive is to study you to see how long you can last taking their orders, which are only related to learning to knit, organize your huge sweater collection, organize your huge sweater literature and picture collection, and your huge .JPG sweater image collection. And to maintain and further develop your sweater web sites, which is where they found you in the first place.

Imagine a room where nothing at all else exists except for your fondest obsession. There is nothing else to do, nothing else to see, nothing else to wear, nothing else to be except for the sweaterslut you are and will always be.

Imagine.......

7/5/2004 10:13:08 AM
I'm sad to say that no woman has contacted me as of yet.  I am more than just a sweater fetish.  I am also a sub.  And to be honest although I love sweater play, It's not necessary if a turn off to you.  But doesn' t there have to be a woman who is amused by my fetish out there?  If there is, I hope you find me!
6/30/2004 5:17:47 AM
Wow a journal!  This weekend I'm going to do sweater work as usual.  Will be working on my sissyish sweater site wooljunky.com.  My main goal is to find a woman (or women) who are amused by my fetish and possibly force me to do sweater work more than I do now!  I'll put a picture up soon!  So many sweaters, and so little time!
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 Age: 22
 Denver, Colorado