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i never know what to say on these profiles.... so pardon my rambling. i am in service to a Sadist who provides humiliation, degradation, physical pain and suffering. He will not be involved with an intimate relationship. i am on here seeking a woman that will complement the power exchange dynamic i am currently involved in. She would want to cuddle, kiss and..... fill in the blank. i'm active in the Central New York community to include SDS and the Black Diamond. I AM NOT SEEKING OR ALLOWED TO PURSUE MEN!!!!

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7/19/2013 9:37:51 PM

thoughts on slavery... and ownership.

 

 

1) slaves used to be captured.  Someone would scout the ideal slave out, and bring them to a potential owner.

In this community, i have sought out the One, maybe i have been doing this backwards for a long time contributing to my own insanity?  So here is a new thought, if a Dominant is interested in meeting me, perhaps HE needs to do the seeking, traveling etc? 

 

i wonder if books such as the Marketplace have any reality basis to them?  i.e. are there places one could go to be trained and possibly auctioned off at the end of such training?


Who knows?


6/24/2013 5:08:27 PM

As I continue to grow and learn how to make the best of each day, I try to turn my thinking around.  There are times I struggle with emotions and my purpose in life.  It has been a while since I have served someone completely, in the way I long to serve.  The entire package.  Many seem to think that it is just sex, and that is one of the first things they talk about.  Don't get me wrong i love sex, i love being the right person's whore.  However, I don't like feeling used, being a one night stand and then not be able to look myself in the mirror the next day. 

 

So here is a story to help the reader understand where i am coming from.  Trust is built by feeling that two (or more) people can count on each other, knowing that when boundaries are defined and maintained, they will be ok, loved, cared for and cherished.  As a submissive this means obeying, listening and knowing that the Dominant has my best interests at heart, that He or She truly wants the best for me.  They care about all of me (mentally, physically, sexually and emotionally).  There will be times of struggle, there will be bad days, life happens.  So when this person treats me like an object, treats my like His or Her whore, or as a masochist, He or She will be there for me. Will care that i cry, will care that i may or may not experience subspace and/or sub drop.  I have had this with a select few, they truly care one way or the other.  This is what i am looking for.  i see it in other relationships - it is happening - so therefore this type of relationship is not a unicorn.  i hope that one day i may find my other half.

 

So if You see my profile and are looking for a one night stand, or some quick sex, i am not the right person for You.

 

 


6/21/2013 4:32:33 PM

A Veteran is someone who at one point in their life wrote a blank check payable to the United States of America for an amount up to and including, their life. That is beyond honor and there are way too many people in this country who no longer remember that fact. Copy and paste this to your journal if you are a Veteran,... know a Veteran, Love a Veteran, or Support the Troops! May God Bless Them All


12/17/2012 9:04:38 PM

i would love to hear from anyone that has either trained someone or been trained on how to be more optimisitic in the morning and NOT hit the snooze button repeatedly.

 

i'm in a vicious cycle, of being awake until 1:30 or 2 AM and then not being able to get up in the morning.  i know the tips, move the alarm clock, turn the numbers around when i can't sleep etc.  Perhaps i just need another form of morning motivation.....


12/3/2012 8:59:08 PM

i really wonder if New Years Day really makes a difference?  2012 has been a crappy year for me.  i have moved 4 times, i have been in 4 car accidents caused by me.  i started wearing bifocals and am having medicines changed.  Could this be effecting me physically i am not sure.

 

Yet through it all i keep hoping that i will find my knight. Be he in tarnished armor or shining armor, whether i need to kiss a bunch of toads or not, i am still hopeful my other half is out there somewhere....


9/2/2012 8:45:37 PM

New thoughts on Daddy Dominants.  For the longest time it felt like incest to me, the idea of calling someone that was intimate with me, Daddy.  However, now i think of how i  crave being punished and having a daddy type person hold me afterward sounds pretty exciting.


6/27/2012 9:08:38 PM

Sometimes i wonder what is wrong with my brain.  No matter how vanilla a scene i am in, i am not sure how to turn my kink brain off.  Then the thoughts spew from my brain to whomever is around me.  Causes trouble.  Sometimes in a good way.

 


5/27/2012 3:09:43 PM

It has taken me a while to come to a conclusion that if a Dominant on here is not into public play or public BDSM education, i am not interested.  i am finding a family, i am finding that i enjoy public play, and that those who seek knowledge will continue to grow. Stagnant water is ugly.  How often do You see pictures of that?


5/14/2012 9:51:06 PM

So where are all of the Masters?

 

Is it an unwritten rule on this site that Masters/Doms/Tops are to write their profiles with no punctuation or capital letters?  Ever hear of a spell check?

 

Sorry i am cranky tonight.


5/1/2012 7:30:29 PM

i have wanted to explore another part of me, but have no idea where to start.  i have limited sexual experiences with another woman.  How can i expand this horizon?


3/22/2011 8:36:54 PM

Today i got a message from a high school classmate with an invite to my 25th High School Class reunion.  Then i got a message from a Dominant that was younger than that.  So here is my thought, if you are within 5 years of the year i graduated, you are too young for me.....


3/17/2011 8:32:15 PM

Word of the day:

pro·pin·qui·ty

[proh-ping-kwi-tee]

Show IPA

–noun
1.
nearness in place; proximity.
2.
nearness of relation; kinship.
3.
affinity of nature

; similarity.
4.
nearness in time

.

 


2/24/2011 8:28:44 PM

Are there any OWNERS in Central NY? or within a three hour radius? If so where are You hiding?????


2/7/2011 5:57:04 AM

When do we know if a relationship has the possibility of growing to more than a play date?  There are definitely thoughts from the beginning if this is the person i can see my self growing and developing with over time.  Is it worth the risk of possibly becoming attached to be released later? Hmmm and if that happens start all over with new rules, new expectations?  i am not sure.


1/19/2011 11:30:57 PM

She is waiting to kiss my hand
But she will wait for my command
My chains and collar brought her to her knees
She now is free to please

Woman, be my slave
That's your reason to live
Woman, be my slave
The greatest gift I can give
Woman, be my slave

Before her surrender she had no life
Now she's a slave, not a wife
Her only sorrow is for women who live with lies
She's taken off her disguise

Woman, be my slave
That's your reason to live
Woman, be my slave

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/pleasure-slave-lyrics-manowar.html ]

The greatest gift I can give
Woman, be my slave

Your body belongs to me

Woman, come here
Remove your garments
Kneel before me
Please me

Woman, be my slave
That's your reason to live
Woman, be my slave
The greatest gift I can give
Woman, be my slave


1/19/2011 7:04:29 PM

"Pain"

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain


1/18/2011 8:13:41 PM

Tired and lonely leads me to say and do things i might not do at other times.

 

Could submission be an addiction?  The need to serve another, the need to feel cherished, cared for, owned, used... the list goes on and on.

 

i continue to seek. i find some, part maybe not all. Are my expectations too high? Am looking for love in all the wrong places? i don't know. Patience is not easy for me. Maybe some day.


2/12/2010 8:20:37 AM
Labels affect the way people look at us.  Whether it be Master or Dominant, slave or submissive, girl or boy.  When seeking one online, does it shape how we approach one another?

If there were a DSM IVr for BDSM, what would the characteristics of each be?  Do Masters own a slave the moment they meet? Do Dominants take longer to decide if they want long term?  Is it even possible to expect long term from a first meet?  What are a slave's expectations of a Master?  Hmm things to ponder.

1/17/2010 9:36:08 PM
i have often wondered what the appeal is of females being ordered to shave their pubic hair bald.

As i have often been told some Master's will not perform oral on a girl.  i can understand shaving if He will do that however if not, why shave?

The hair could be pulled causing pain.  i imagine being controlled that way.  Also when i have shaved in the past, it kind of reminds me of before i became a women, and had my first menses.  Just a thought from an adult girl.....

12/28/2009 9:09:06 PM
Sometimes we come to a crossroad in life. Do we hang on to those who meant something at a different point in life, or do we let go? How do we know if we are with the person we are meant to be with? Is it like the game girls learn to play as they pull the petals off of a flower...he loves me he loves me not? i am lonely, sad and tired tonight. Things that don't help my emotional state. And i imagine a faceless man coming into my bedroom, pulling me out of bed by my hair, pressing my back down onto the bed, being told not to move and then being spanked. Starting softly then the intensity becoming more and more painful. Then as i start to cry and beg for more, He stops, and leaves me on the bed like that. i hear the door close and He is gone.

12/20/2009 10:39:06 AM
My mom died on Tuesday.  Although she has been sick for a long time, it is still difficult to loose a mother.

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