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****Update.....i have closed my relationship and am no longer looking but i am available for chatting**** Just a girl..... Anything Yyou wish to know please message her. First and most important........just because this one is a slave does not mean that You deserve her submission. Being a slave also does not equate to being ignorant either so when messaging girl please have the courtesy of knowing that "Hi" or "im going to fuck you" will not be encouraging this one to write back. This one has been in the lifestyle since she was 18 and she is a trained pleasure slave. This one is not searching to be owned at the moment however she is looking to make Ffriends and possibly nurture a bond if its strong enough. Thank Yyou for reading about her and as stated above.....please message her for questions. Just a girl....

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7/12/2017 1:33:15 PM
It's been such a long while since I've wrote anything. I am at a point in my life where searching for someone true and real has faded into a wish. I'm not saying there aren't some that are true and real but trying to wade through the constant lies and manipulations is exhausting. I entered this lifestyle because of my need to serve. Not because of some person that wants to truly abuse me wether it be emotionally or physically. I enjoy intelligent conversation and I'm very willing to answer questions when asked. I don't take kindly to threats and dishonesty. As always thank you for reading. Have a wonderful day.

10/21/2016 9:55:05 AM
Its been a while since i've put my thoughts to words. Things can change so quickly and in the blink of an eye Yyour life could be extremely different and set to a different or unplanned path. Hopefully in these instances Yyou will have someone to lean on...to turn to....to trust....to rely on....to just be there and love Yyou for the person Yyou truly are. i fully believe in destiny and fate and trust that everything.happens for a reason but its difficult to swallow when Yyour world is completely shifted from one end of the spectrun clear to another. When do You know that Yyou've found the person Yyou were destined to be with? As a slave i once felt that being able to adore and serve someone unconditionally was how i would be happiest but i now believe that in finding Yyourself no matter if Yyou are a Dom/Domme...sub/slave....i believe that Yyou will sacrifice Yyourself for that other person. i truly feel that a Dom will revel in serving.His slave jist as much as she enjoys serving Him. It's scary being raised up to that level of adoration. All the expectations...the obligations....it.raises the question...."what if i fall?" Then to hear Him say..."I trust You...your pleasure matters...you lead I'll follow...I love You and you could not fall if you tried" It"s an amazing feeling and makes me the better for His guidance....love and trust.

3/25/2016 6:52:30 PM
Anticipation...... one of the most exhilerating feelings of my submission. The anticipation of serving Him. His wants....needs....desires.....all of it. He makes me crave to be perfect for Him. He makes me aspire to be more for Him.....His toy....His slut....His girl....His goddess.....so much to want to be for Him....so much pleasure i crave to give Him. He deserves to be worshipped as a God. He deserves to have all of His hearts desires..... and i will strive to be the one He craves to need it from.....

3/4/2016 10:12:33 PM
Failure....dissapointment....not good enough.... Not words or feelings one such as i ever wish to hear from that One that is so cherished....loved and worshipped. That feeling of unworthiness festering in the pit of your stomach feeling so much embarassment and contemt for yourself that you could make such horrible choices to become very little and lose so much. Questions in your mind of "will i ever be good enough to kneel at His feet"....."maybe He deserves better"....."are you fit to serve"......they echo through your mind and blundgen the very core of your beliefs and pride as a slave. They place that seed of doubt within you that grows like a plague.....engulfing every bit of you.....consuming anything inside..... A physical beating for one such as i is so much more......direct and easily processed by the mind. Its given....its over....its processed....you move on. The physical pain and marks fade in time and become nothing but a lesson that you learn from and grow. The pain and marks from the internalization of the verbal aspect is more severe....it stays with you for a long while....sometimes forever....pain....a constant reminder.....

2/25/2016 7:15:05 PM
Time...... Ive found that all my life i waited and ive waited for things that ive needed or wanted. All Along being told that having patience will reward me. All my life ive been told that i could be whatever i wanted to be.....dreAm big they all said. Reality was is they wanted me to be what they dictated to me. They wanted their dreams....needs....wants....passions played out as i served from my knees. To long have i waited and wanted. To long has time ebbed by taking a piece of my dreams with it. Until now......Youve shown me that serving does not have to be from my knees. It does not have to be without my own thought. And most of all serving does not have to be without my own passion and desires. Serving the right Man.....the One that encourages to let my mind go....to use my intelligence to impress instead of my body......the One that has seen the true me and desires me even more......to have Him say....stand by my side and serve......is......freeing.....is perfection.......

2/14/2016 1:47:55 PM
Setting out to find out new and wonderous things about one self is a scary and very intimidating step to make. Choosing to embrace a new future is easy.......to walk the path is entirely different. Evolving....learning....becoming something new is breath taking....freeing.... Choices of how to proceed means the possibility of leaving important pieces of yourself behind. Maybe destroying something you once thought meant the world to you. When in reality you made yourself care because you felt that is what made you whole..... The past.......not an easy thing to let go of..... The future......a terifying but wonderous place to aim for.

1/13/2016 1:32:04 PM
A popular question that i am asked is why am i a slave and not a sub. Then the question directly to follow my answer is well what is the difference between a slave and a sub. My choice to become a trained pleasure slave was due to the fact of who i am inside. I crave to please and be pleasing in service to someone. I crave being pushed to be a better person in all that i do wether it be during a session or in my everyday life. I crave seeing the pride in the One that i serve because ive risen to His expectations. I crave to be free with the one that i serve to show Him His worth as the Dom that i have entrusted to take me places id have never pushed myself. Being a slave means that limits cease to exist....conversations of how a scene will go dont exist. So choosing wisely on Who i give my total submission to is quite important. A sub still has that little bit of power to bargain how she will submit or when it will happen. She still has limits. But in havimg limits.....One can not be truly free to enjoy and explore their submission. Most do not want to confront their demons or dark desires but if you dont then that freedom will never come.

1/11/2016 4:26:26 PM
Things in Oour lives happen for reasons. People come into Oour lives when Wwe need them most. This one appreciates Aall of those that she has crossed paths with. she has learned so much from so many and been touched in ways that have changes her life and way of thinking. The sad part of people coming into ones life is that some fade over time. Sometimes Tthey leave when what Tthey were intended to do is done. Sometimes Tthey leave by choice. Sometimes Tthey just fade. This one remembers all of them and is thankful for each and every one. This one has become a better and more rounded person because of Tthem.

12/9/2015 4:59:31 AM
Someone once told me that to totally be free Wwe must escape Oour own minds. True passion, sensuality and intimacy come once Wwe've accept the light and the dark parts of Oourselves. To have a person see Uus for who Wwe truly are is terrifying and yet freeing all the same. But a bond so strong can then be formed.

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MistressPeach
 
 Age: 31
 Warner Robins, Georgia