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I have realised from a very early age that theres something different about me.
Even at primary school, I used to have strange fantasies about the teachers, which continued on until secondary school. When I was in Junior 4 (about 10-11) I had a teacher who was really strict. I probably wasnt developed enough at that age to be aroused, but I was certainly captivated by, and in awe of her.
As I grew older, I also realised I was different as I wasnt interested in the adult publications that other normal lads my age were into. I knew I wasnt gay so I wondered what was wrong with me.
When I was about 19, and I was in Germany serving with the Army, I went into an adult shop and saw magazines featuring Dominatrices and was blown away with what I saw. It was at this point, and in the following monthsyears that I realised what my niche wasis.
So I have realised that I am completely submissive towards women, and firmly believe in the concept of Female Supremacy. I have often fantasised about being a permanent slave, although I am in the Army so this is not really feasible at present. Also I realise that fantasy is not the same as reality, and Im not naive enough to think that its definitely what I want, having never experienced it. Also Im pretty much a novice. Ive had partial experience, but not nearly enough to warrant a thorough understanding.
So what am I looking for? Well Im not too sure. I am aware that submissive males are ten a penny, and vastly outnumber Dominant Females, so although finding a Mistress would be ideal, I am realistic enough to know that it would be very difficult. Friends in the scene would always be welcomed, as it would be nice to meet people with the same (or similar) interests as me. As you can probably imagine, I keep my interests largely to myself.
Well, thank you for reading, whoever you are and good luck with whatever youre looking for.
P.S. As Ive been in the Army a long time - I take instruction rather well.
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