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PitchBlackbigezyoungdom63ABLACKDOMMastergnVa
i have been duped twice on this site. wasted a lot of time on one...as a result, if you are not willing or can not meet face to face within a short amount of time, i am not interested. meet does not mean fuck or play, it means simply meet. perhaps a soda? or an adult beverage?



i was trained as a Gorean slave and spent 7 years in the same collar.



as a submissive, i know i need a firm hand, discipline and yet i too need that Daddy kind of person. i dont want anything to do with poly lifestyles....i have been there done that....burned the t-shirt the instant i had a chance. as a surrendered slave, i have few hard limits, this just happens to be one of them.



i am still evolving, still growing and learning. i am in no way limitless. i am, after all, human with likes, dislikes, emotions and fears. there are a few things i know i simply can not do and some humiliations or degradations i simply can not handle. i need, like most, to feel safe, secure and dare i say loved? valued?



oh yes and i should mention too, i am a fat girl, no not phat....fat. i am not a BBW, as someone so eloquently pointed out, that is a politically correct way of saying fat chick. Additionally, to some, BBW brings up thoughts of certain attitudes associated with the BBW so i would prefer not to immediately be labeled with that attitude....



please dont contact me if You are looking for a side piece. if You are married, have a vanilla girlfriend who doesnt get the lifestyle, already have a slave or a sub or simply couldnt or wouldnt be proud and able to introduce me to Your friends, we are probably not going to be a fit.



Thank You for taking the time to read my profile.



girl wishes You well and enough.
6/4/2017 6:04:22 PM
i thought i had made this abundantly clear in my profile but in case it isn't.....
i am a fat chick.  BBW LARGE not thick FAT. 

if a large woman is not what you are looking for....don't look here.....i don't hide that i am fat, i don't try to pretend i am someone i am not....

it doesn't bother me if you don't want a large woman.  i understand everyone has their preference.  but if a BBW isn't what you can see yourself with....but don't contact me.
simple right?

Thank you.
6/14/2015 3:20:37 PM
Is anyone else having MAJOR difficulties with this site?  Like taking forever to load
4/19/2015 9:49:58 PM
I don't understand how someone can have one of the most beautiful sayings I have ever heard as their profile picture and then be such an ugly ugly person inside.  So nasty, mean and abusive.
11/17/2013 2:26:34 AM

The longer i am on this site, the more bitter i become.  i am not sure why it seems human nature is such that some can not feel good about themselves unless they are tearing down someone else.  why they can't remember when they were taught if you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all.

 

the longer i remain here.....the less true to who i am i become.....

 

why is it when someone is floundering, trying to figure out where they stand or kneel or where their head space is, others feel it is necessary to push until they push a person completely away from a lifestyle that is supposed to be more open minded and more accepting?  Or talk so much shit that the person trying to figure things out gets to the point they say fuck it?  Why ask a question if all you really want to do is prove a person wrong, belittle or berate them?

 

i suppose, i have come full circle and chosen walking away rather than moving to my knees again for someone who isn't worth my time or effort or allowing another to destroy me to the point of no return this time.

8/6/2013 6:23:53 PM

Once upon a time...

7/4/2013 4:49:51 PM

why do i get so scared and why does it have to be so hard?

6/8/2013 4:35:56 PM

sooo i was told today because i know myself well enough to know i can not and will not be part of a poly household that i am "stuck in the vanilla world" and "have no business in this lifestyle"

i thought part of this lifestyle was about self exploration and learning about who you are and what you like and don't like.  i thought being in touch with myself enough to know that i would not be happy in a poly home or sharing on a continual basis was growth.  but apparently it means i am not supposed to be in the bdsm community........well according to him.

some people might call me narrow minded because i can't share well but i think dismissing a person's feelings and accusing someone of being "stuck in the vanilla world" causes more harm to this lifestyle than one who knows they aren't able/willing/ready to do something does.

Just because someone has 20 years "experience" as a Top/Dom does that give them the right to belittle someone who doesn't believe as they do?  Does it give them the right to dismiss someone as being stuck in the vanilla world because they are open about not wanting to be poly? 

 

7/7/2012 7:52:58 PM

In Scottsdale for the weekend.  After the week at work i had....i needed a minimevacations LOL

6/18/2012 4:05:34 PM

Well that was a waste of a week and a half.  i really must learn to listen to my instinct when it throws up red flags right and left.

 

 

6/12/2012 9:30:52 PM

Why can't people just be honest from the beginning?  And why is it that Some accuse the person they are speaking of of doing exactly what it is they are doing?   guilt? to divert the attention away from their wrongdoing?  i guess i will never really know huh?

4/18/2012 8:07:57 PM

So tomorrow after work, i head to Phoenix.  Will be interesting to see what happens.

Lilmisspainslut
 
 Age: 21
 United Kingdom