The longer i am on this site, the more bitter i become. i am not sure why it seems human nature is such that some can not feel good about themselves unless they are tearing down someone else. why they can't remember when they were taught if you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all.
the longer i remain here.....the less true to who i am i become.....
why is it when someone is floundering, trying to figure out where they stand or kneel or where their head space is, others feel it is necessary to push until they push a person completely away from a lifestyle that is supposed to be more open minded and more accepting? Or talk so much shit that the person trying to figure things out gets to the point they say fuck it? Why ask a question if all you really want to do is prove a person wrong, belittle or berate them?
i suppose, i have come full circle and chosen walking away rather than moving to my knees again for someone who isn't worth my time or effort or allowing another to destroy me to the point of no return this time. |