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"The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others." This slave has discovered his true nature and found the satisfaction and happiness through servitude to others. He has experienced selflessness as he learned to take someone else's will for his own. The more he was able to align his will with that of the Mistress to fulfill her wishes, the more intense feelings arise within him, leading to an ascending spirituality and a higher gratification. This slave has experienced BDSM in-depth including physical, mental, and emotional aspects and discovered the potential to achieve spirituality through BDSM. "There are two ways of spreading light: to be the candle or the mirror that reflects it." Within the context of a power exchange, submission is not primarily physical. While physical submission and stimulation of senses is taking place on the outside, a deeper emotional and mental drama is played within, giving rise to various feelings. It is slave's role to be watchful of himself, his emotions and his pain as his Mistress carefully composes her art. She is an artist; chains, whips, clamps are the instruments which she expresses herself, and slave is the canvas on which she work her art. Through dual cultivation, BDSM is the perfect tool for both sides to cultivate trust, intimacy, compassion, awareness, honesty and understanding; eventually leading to the ultimate satisfaction. "Do not be like servants who serve their masters expecting to receive a reward; be rather like servants who serve their master unconditionally, with no thought of reward." This slave is into servitude of all kinds. He is a creature of intelligence and a fast learner. He will learn his duties and will be ready to be held responsible in no time. He will put his heart into his obligations to do the very best he can. He has an emotional nature, hidden by a calm exterior. He enjoys much and he is thankful for little; easily delighted with signs of being cared for, small tokens of appreciation, or a sense of comfort and security. This slave is into D/s relationship and enjoys sensual domination, sensation play as well as the mental forms of erotic play. It is a self-exploration through making a connection with another human being on different platforms of body, mind, and spirit. He believes female supremacy is the natural order of life. He is curious about life, and always open-minded, knowing there is much more to be explored and experienced. He is not into masochism at this moment. "I'm doing what I think I was put on this earth to do. And I'm really grateful to have something that I'm passionate about and that I think is profoundly important." He is searching for a mature and experienced Mistress who is in touch with her emotions and instincts necessary to establish a meaningful, soul-based relationship. He highly respects woman who are more conscious of their needs as well as their slave's and more responsive to circumstances. He is seeking a relationship based on mutual trust, responsibility, understanding and compassion rather than strict limits.
9/19/2012 10:05:46 AM
In your room Where time stands still Or moves at your will Will you let the morning come soon Or will you leave me lying here In your favourite darkness Your favourite half-light Your favourite consciousness Your favourite slave In your room Where souls disappear Only you exist here Will you lead me to your armchair Or leave me lying here Your favourite innocence Your favourite prize Your favourite smile Your favourite slave I'm hanging on your words Living on your breath Feeling with your skin Will I always be here In your room Your burning eyes Cause flames to arise Will you let the fire die down soon Or will I always be here Your favourite passion Your favourite game Your favourite mirror Your favourite slave
2/7/2012 2:20:09 AM

efendi ve kole, madalyonun iki yuzudur;
birbirlerini tamamlarlar.
biri, digeri olmadan varolamaz.
ustunluk, soz konusu degildir.

insan, en derinde, kendini arayandir.
kimisi onu efendilikte arar,
bazisi kolelikte...

En nihayetinde insan, butunu arayandir.
celiskiyle yasar, denge ve huzura ulasabilmek icin,
bagimliliklardan gecer,
nihayetinde bagimsiz olabilmek icin.
sonunda da kendi butunlugunu farkina varacaktir.

hayat benzerleri bir araya koyar,
fakat insan her zaman zit kutuba cekilir.
O'dur iste, icindeki boslugu dolduracak olan...

iliskilerinin amaci, ictenlik kurabilmek olacak.
hem kendinle, hem de bir baskasiyla;
zamanla kendini taniman,
ve dolayisiyla bir baskasini...

sevgi, bir baskasiyla butun olabilmek ugruna, kendinden vazgecmen olacak.

Hayat maceran boyunca,
defalarca ayni -gorunmez- duvara toslayip duracaksin.
Duvar, sana gorunmez;
cunku 'O' sensindir.
ya da 'ben' dedigindir.
elle tutulmaz, gozle gorulmez;
kaynagini bilmedigin inanclarin ugruna,
'oteki'lerle hayatin pahasina girdigin mucadeledir.

mucadele, surekli bir gerginlik halidir.
hayat, gerginlikleri rahatlatma surecidir.
maddesel ve duygusal arzular da dahil olmak uzere;
cinsellik, en buyuk gerginliktir.

Hizmet, insani kendisinden uzaklastirir -
'oteki'lerin dunyasina acar.
'Sen' ancak kendinden uzaklastiginda,
'Bir' olabilmek mumkundur.

samarrr2
 
 Age: 28
 Roanoke, Virginia