We are in a world of change and indifferance and I'm wondering how I
can be in a body of a submissive and still want to be free of everything.
My Heart is to the man I love and his heart is the most wonderful thing I can have in my life.

I look at the world now and I can't believe that we are stepping back instead of moving forward.
It hurt's my heart and soul when I hear and see history being destoryed and we still are having the past make up our future.

I"m a submissive at heart and I wish that people would just get it right for once I am not a slave or pet or anything that they think that doesn't have a mind of it's own.

A Submissive is a person that is allowing another to control them and he or she has the right to say yes or no to the person in control.
A Slave doesn't have that right in any way shape or form.

I might be getting winded here but I'm tired of Tops getting it wrong
when I talk to them. I like meeting new people and chatting with them but please I am very respectful to every one I talk too.

Just because I have a Master doesn't mean I can't do what I want because I have my own mind and it's my choice who I talk or chat with not his....

title: Confused

I know I have been in the lifestyle for a long time but I always wondered why do Masters/Dom's or the higher rank think or want other subs/slaves why can't they be pleased with just one. Is it that they need more than just one person loving and giving them selves to them I'm just curious is all. I love my Master whole heartedly but some times I wonder if they have one sub or slave first do they really take there feeling into consideration or do they just think that sub is not giving them what they want in pleaseing them. If anyone reads this thats fine but if no one does or have a opion about it then thats it.

                                                                                               hopefully pet.