10/26/2017 7:04:03 PM: Sad and alone. I have found way too may nut jobs. It makes me wonder if it's even worth it. I just want one. One who will be strong for me outside the bedroom and bend to my wishes, needs and desires inside it.

4/19/2017 8:37:03 PM: So they disappear once I'm in town wow a chance to meet and they cower like rabbits

4/10/2017 11:34:16 AM: Kneel before your mistress. The bedroom is her domain. Feel her touch upon your body, allowing or denying you pleasure. Understand that she will always look out for and protect you. You are hers. A bond of trust so deep, you feel cherished in her arms.

4/9/2017 3:43:48 PM: I am lost without a PET to own, control, love and cherish. Someone that appreciates me as much as I do them. Someone to spoil, punish and bind to me. To share a trust so deep that the ties are impossible to sever. Someone to walk beside me outside the bedroom, to pick me up when I am weak, to show me the way when I am lost. Someone to hold me and protect me as I would them. Where is my cowboy, my knight someone to hold me in the dark of night. Where is the love of a lifetime? The one who accepts me for who I am? The one who is like me, broken and battered, but willing to try one more time?