1/5/2018 11:49:39 AM: This....https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_ub7Etch2U

12/1/2017 2:56:28 AM: and another birthday gone...just like every day only exception was 2 people said happy birthday to me...I feel selfish for wishing that anyone had at the very least given me a card- a candle on anything would have been nice to blow out for a birthday wish.....thank you universe for confirming how much of a piece of shit the world around me feels I am...happy birthday to me..fuck it all..who cares anymore...

11/4/2017 10:01:35 PM: So I did an experiment- I changed my age to 99, I removed any pictures on my profile that had any of my body parts showing, and changed my location- ALL of which SHOULD NOT MATTER ONE BIT if someone actually reads my profile and messages me. I went from getting anywhere from 5-20 messages a day- to zero messages in an entire week. This tells me that even though you people read my profile and claim that you understand I'm not looking for anything but some gaming friends- it still matters what I look like, how old I am and where I live...WHY???The info I changed should not matter at all if you respect the fact I'm only looking for friends to game with. Just goes to show you that those that did message me either didn't read my profile like they claimed or they think they can get more out of me than my profile says I'm looking for despite the fact that it is very clear.In conclusion: you people suck....I just want to blow some shit up with some people, why the fuck is that so difficult?? 

6/23/2017 7:05:32 PM: Super sucks being alone all the time and its depressing. I so don't want to be a Debbie downer....never going to find someone that wants to game with me...as easy as you all keep telling me that should be- well it isn't. People are nice, chat with me a bit- message back and fourth for a while...then disappear...or if they actually get on BNET they converse with me a few times, possibly play a game or two...then disappear....so tired of feeling this way...

3/28/2017 12:12:17 AM: So here I go again, added a couple people to battlenet, only to have them perpetually 'away' and never actually gaming or chatting. What is the point of that? Not even a message, weeks on end- add- then never communicate again. Did you think I was lying when I said I am a gamer? Did you not really want to game, you just wanted to see if this was all some clever wording to trap and seduce unsuspecting geeks and nerds? How the fuck am I supposed to be a needy stalker that devotes all my attention and time to you if I can't even get a conversation real time? GOSH!