6/24/2017 5:49:53 AM: I want to thank E/everyone that gave me advice in my recent questioning of 'faith'. Some maud than others. I apologize in advance to all the Dommes I interact with in the future. Once bitten twice shy sort of thing. I realize my defenses may be up just a bit more. No diaper spect intended. Also I want to say thank you for the true sense of community. Regardless of the advice I was truly overwhelmed by how many responded. In truth I never thought anyone would read what I post. It was more a stream of conscious thing for me. Just a place to write what I was thinking to myself. The fact so many responded floored me. I have removed the consideration from my profile. I think I just will enjoy all of Your company for awhile.

6/20/2017 5:14:26 AM: A dilemma. When in a relationship do you concede your privacy? Is two weeks too soon to surrender ones email and account information? I feel backed into a corner. On the one hand I wish to please on the other I am wary of so much personal information being handed over. Am I being silly or just cautious? When is the right time? Personally I have no issues with surrendering my email and account information but I feel that should come at the end just like a marriage. Anyone have thoughts or suggestions?

6/19/2017 8:22:14 PM: Ok so rough evening so this will be short. How wonderful is not that kisses can make ones toes curl. Not kisses from a mom or dad. But kisses from HER!!! Those can melte. Those can weaken me. Those can make me be better than I am. Oh and did I mention they can curl my toes?think about how tuned in one must be to experience such sheer rapture? Imagine that power. It is an addiction. Please more get more. I so want more!!

6/19/2017 3:17:05 AM: Thank You everyone who sent notes liking my Fathers Day posts. So this morning just feeling really good. I'm sortta out of anything to say but will let you all know even though I'm back on orgasm denial I think I can manage it better this time. Of course that's easy to say after just a few days. I will say this. I like the constant dampness between my thighs. It has become a comfort and reminder of my sexuality. Will see how that goes.

6/18/2017 7:08:07 PM: What a wonderful day. In the end it's all about family. The ones you trust the most. The ones you live the most. I realize some have issues with their family but they are your blood. They are the ones that will/should always stand by you. Perhaps there was a falling out. It behooves you to extend the olive branch and try again. Befor you realize it they may be gone. For me I cherish every moment I have with my daddy. I hope if you're reading this you do the same with yours. I can only say when the right One comes into one's life may they live you and care for you as if they were family. That's all a sub/slave should wish for. I know I do.