1/21/2017 2:37:20 PM: http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.?viewkey=ph580e3548195cb This video sums up my mind, just eliminate the word black but keep the big cocks part.

1/20/2017 3:50:27 PM: This is my demon, what keeps me up at night, what makes me feel lust one moment and extreme regret the next. This is what has held my mind in constant pergatory. I don't know what to do. There's only three ways out. It feels so good, but it feels so wrong.