Trying to find and understand my submission. I have had the opportunity to experience one Dominant, who I grew very fond of; but due to a conflict of interest we had to end rather  abruptly. He introduced me to taking and finding pleasure from pain; I crave it.

 I enjoy exploring all avenues of bdsm. I tend to find myself being sweet, and  affectionate such as a little girl would her Daddy. From time to time I am smart mouthed, witty, and reluctant, like a brat. Then I find myself playful and adventurous like a puppy or whatever animal I am told to be. I desire to feel; pain, ecstasy, helplessness, needed and everything else that goes into submitting to one.

I prefer someone who is local. 

I am in a (open) vanilla relationship, he is fully aware, and understands.