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mizuno
| Pan Female, 39, Cincinnati, Ohio
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i am MTF pre-op trans. i list as female because i am not a sissy, which is what the bulk of people think the trans tag here is for.
i am asexual outside of kink, toys, maybe grinding. This means if you are wanting a sex slave, please move on.
i have been in multiple abusive relationships this means ive been diagnosed with depression and PTSD. Otherwise, i am a geek, a liberal, someone whose Ds side has been abused and taken advantage of multiple times.What does that mean, particularly in regards to this site? Well, im really very much into bondage (safer s of this, so that means no rope as a main thing, i dont trust it) and latexrubber. By various definitions, i could be called a doll. i am into objectification, but not in a degrading methodology i mean, reduced to an , only able to react, not given a physical choice.i might be able to become more Ds, assuming i could build up trust with the dominant(s) i interact with makes sense, since the things i am curious about rather demand a high level of trust intubation, catheters, chastity, loss of control. But, the times where i am not an or reduced, i really hope for a more equal relationship, though i can also see that time shrinking as trust and time goes on.im a geek. i love games, i love stuff like sci-fi and DD, i play all kinds of things....but avoid sports. An avid Whovian, i really want to see what happens when Moffat finally leaves the show, since he overuses ontological paradoxes.If you have more questions, please feel free to send them to me, as i try to work on this profile if you bitch at me about how theres a trans tag, and i need help because i am listed as female, you can go fuck yourself.
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10/14/2022 8:44:14 PM: So, Journals are back. This means i can type things without needing to update my profile, which can take months. So, obviously, first off, i am still trying. Problems stem in that i apparently am not what most are searching for: since i'm ace, i alienate the hookup group. Since i'm not a doormat or service D/s sub (though service can be on the table, if the relationship works), all the subtle abusers of the former and red-tape lovers of the latter are alienated. Since i'm a rubberist, all the naked lovers and naturalists are alienated. And all of that isn't getting into the trans thing. sigh.
3/24/2017 2:03:50 PM: So, full profile again after i took a chance on someone who only offered vague comments on what things would be like, then refused to say anything more, and rejected when asked for reassurance. All red-flags to an abuse survivor like me. This was someone who couldn't understand where i was coming from.
2/16/2017 11:40:35 AM: This really needs to be read by anyone wanting to talk to me: https://transphilosopher.com/2017/02/15/trans-porn-trans-women-and-the-fetishization-of-tgurls/
11/5/2016 11:11:17 AM: If you think that a sub you aren't dominant to wanting an answer to a question you knew was asked but avoided is 'switching' or 'attempting to top', you don't understand what it is to be truly dominant; you just want free sex and a pre-50s housewife/maid and hide it behind the role. Such as so called 'your dom now'
9/22/2016 6:56:58 AM: Sigh, another day, another idiot harasser. This one, a male sub named iraalgolagnist, decided to look at my profile, then rage at me because i am trans, and not a genetic woman he can try and convince to dominate him, like any other woman who LISTS AS A FUCKING SUB for a reason, they are submissive, not dominant.EDIT: and calling in the wagons, with friend coeli.
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