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Freshly waxed but hate smell of the chemicals afterwards. |
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You are patient with me. I wish we could have met Saturday. |
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What It mean to submit. For me it means that I am fulfilling my role to bring pleasure and service to the man who is my Master. While still uncollared I am loyal to Him. While boundaries are known and tested I have my complete faith in while I mean all His needs I am loved and cherished. I need to feel His touch to know if I please Him. I want to greet Him each night as He comes home, naked and kneeling waiting for His approval. While I am currently bare and without a mark I long for His mark whether it be by ink or *gasp* brand. Once I become His completely there will be no other. |
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I am going broke buying batteries |
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A bullet can be a girls new bestie :) |
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single and happy but really need a job. Is anyone hiring????? |
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I have a new man in my life that has taught me a lot in a very short amount of time. But I was very bad and fell asleep without at least telling him good night.I know it is a very simple thing to do but I was exhausted. He was very upset with me especially since it was so early that I crashed and he was worried. So since he was upset with me he decided I needed to have my first punishment. As punishment, I had to endure a clothespin on my clit for a minimum of 20 minutes. It was so painful but started to numb after a while so I managed to hang on and fulfill the full 20 minutes. I must say though, I have learned my lesson. I will never fall asleep without telling Daddy good night even when I am exhausted. It leads to too much pain later. So to make sure I don't get punished again I will always let him know that I need to get some rest and some sleep. I think that is the safest bet cause I do not like pain. |
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Fantasy are so much fun to think about. One of mine involves being tied spread eagle to a bed and blind folded as my Master takes his time and prepares to shave me bald from the neck down. Once I am bald he will then lick and tease me until I am allowed to cum but I won't know what he is using or who is watching me as I never noticed the camera set up in the corner. After I have cum Master would keep me tied and clean me up. Then he would fit me for a chasity belt and he would remove the blindfold for me to see him lock me in the belt and place the key around his neck. Then I would feel a snap of the leash on my collar as my arms and legs are untied. I would then be lead to another room where Master would offer me up to his friends as a toy as my mouth would be available to those in the room. I would serve these others to please my Master as he reserved two holes for him special. Master would be pleased when I was covered in cum from his friends and then he would take me back to our room and be rewarded with his cum in my special holes. |
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People often wonder about how happy I am when I am submitting. And it does make me happy because I know that the one I am submitting to is hopefully pleased with me. To know that I can bring a smile to his face or maybe even a laugh. It is good for both of us and I know growing the bonds of trust and belief in each other that I can do anything He asks and I know I am cared for and watched over. If I am to be on and hands and knees or if I am to be stands or anywhere in between I am happy knowing that my obedience is pleasing as that as a sub I strive for to please Him. That is what makes me very happy. I wonder if the little things that I do go noticed I love to please but I know when I make a mistake and am punished I am happy that I am being shown the correct way and hopefully will learn from my mistakes. I am happiest when I know He is pleased and we are in a perfect harmony together. A sub pleasing her Dom is the happiest place she can be. I hope that very one that read this is pleased but espically that special one out that there made this request. I know it is a day late but due to illness this isthe first chance I had to finish it. Peace. |
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So I was got an email from someone here and talked a few weeks and then the next step meeting. That was a complete waste of time...Some "Dom" he didn't show up and he took down his profile. At least have the courtesy to say you aren't coming. Oh well, I reckon I am better off. |
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OK so it has been like a year since I have updated :) I have been busy living :) Still no Master but meeting very nice people. |
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I thought I had found the right Dom but again I am diappointed. What is it about him? I wish I knew. |
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Hey if you are reading this. Thank you very much I appreciate the time that you have already put into me. I have to say how nervous and excited I am about trying to find the right person to call my Master. I am excited about the possiblities but nervous about the unknown. |
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Promises and more promises but what did I really get....hot air |
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Some day your the bug and some day your the windshield. But as a sub I clean up after both. |
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Hi, this is new for me to journal so I'll start simple with hello :) |
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