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!!updated profile and pics as of 4-11-2020 !!

To Live and Speak From the Heart

To live an speak from the heart is about intention and motive. To live and speak in a way that comes from the heart...to show honor, respect, integrity, and dignity in all things...to not be guided by selfish, greedy intentions or motives that are ego-driven by our lower natures. Selfishness, dishonesty, resentment, denial, and illusory fears come from the mind. Truth, courage, love, compassion, forgiveness, and acceptance come from the heart. What guides you?

In some Native American cultures, Wolf is represented as the pathfinder, the forerunner of new ideas who returns to the clan to teach and share medicine. If you were to keep company with Wolves, you would find a strong individualistic urge, and they live by carefully defined rules and rituals. They are friendly, social, and highly intelligent and fiercely guard their den. Wolves are the epitome of the wild spirit. Their positive characteristics are numerous. Wolf is the true spirit of the free and unspoiled wilderness.

I like to refer to Myself as a Pansexual Ethical Hedonist Dominant and CollarSpace is pretty limited on choice of gender and sexual orientation. As a Pansexual Hedonist I am open to meeting all healthy and fit HWP DDF genders, sexual orientations, and races who are of an adult age. I do not discriminate but mutual chemistry is essential.

Ive been in the lifestyle on and off for several years now, and like many, I keep getting drawn back since what I am seeking cannot be found in the vanilla world. Attempts to pursue vanilla relationships ended up lacking substance and are personally unfulfilling. I am a sensual, passionate free-spirit Pansexual Hedonist Dominant who is into weight training, meditation, and practices Yoga for physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual well-being. I do not drink alcohol (dont mind if you do) or do drugs and am looking to find someone who practices a healthy lifestyle and is DDF like Me. I dont watch network TV. I consider loud, blaring TV commercials as a of neuro-toxin and I prefer to not be exposed to news media hype either. I mostly watch Internet streaming movies-shows-documentaries from Netflix, Hulu, etc and get news-weather from the Internet. I prefer intimate gatherings over large crowds. Seeks to balance physical, mental, emotional, spiritual health over seeking material things. Pretty much a non-conist...go figure...lol. Humor and laughter are great medicines to be used daily...especially when I can laugh at myself. I have great honor and respect for our Earth Mother and am very environmentally conscious.

I would like to meet those who are authentic and have serious interest in exploring and experiencing this lifestyle...to have limits pushed, boundaries expanded, and becoming more than what they thought was possible. I am somewhat interested in casual play partners but I am more interested investing time in developing a relationship with an exclusive partner. The type of intensity I seek will take time to build a deep level of mutual trust...and who really knows what may evolve? We all have a deep need to love and be loved...to have a sense of purpose and belonging. Life happens and sometimes gets messy. We were meant to be with someone to laugh, sing, dance, and play during the good times...and to be there to support and comfort each other through the not so good times. We were not meant to make this journey alone.Ideally seeking My submissive she-wolf to start building Oour relationship. Interested in meeting a special one who is authentic...who has genuine willingness and a strong desire to explore their submissive nature. Prefer to meet those who are local. Not into endless email exchanges from those with no intention of actually meeting. Please no gamers, fakers, or wanna-bes. Also not into cyber or webcamming.

This lifestyle has way more to offer than kinky sex...the kinky sex is the easy part. It is about Power Exchange...It is about self-discovery and personal growth...It is a combined journey exploring deeper levels of the physical, mental, emotional states and transcends into spiritual realms.Join Me on this ever-evolving journey.

AW

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12/28/2016 11:00:29 AM
The paradox of D/s...

I stumbled acrosss this on another site and thought it was one of the simplest and most profound definitions an authentic D/s relationship.

"There are two very distinct but equal sides. They have existed parallel to one another as long as one can remember. One of no less importance than the other and each necessary to the other. Ironically, independent yet utterly co-dependent from and to one another."

~AW


12/28/2016 10:59:56 AM
Call Of The Wild

Wolf sits on His hilltop
with his nose pointed high.
His howl pierces the air
echoes through moonlit sky.

He knows she has heard Him
His call has been clear
He senses her heart trembling
With excitement and fear

As He looks to the moon
and lets loose a great howl
hears a rustling of leaves
And sees Great Horned Wise Owl

Aho, Brother Owl.
It's your wisdom I seek.
I keep calling to her
But she can't seem to speak

I know she is out there
her desires run deep.
I sense her strong presence
and at times hear her weep.

Brother Owl said Sir Wolf
it is not You that she fears.
It is those from before
who have left her in tears.

she longs for Your strength
and Your courage and trust.
To guide her, protect her,
and fulfill her lust.

To be who she is .
without fear of retreat
To finally trust One
and to lie at His feet.

To be safe and secure
and to feel at ease.
To receive Your firm training
she so wants to please.

she had such great hope
to find someone like You.
Someone who is trusted,
respected and true.

But her hopes have been dashed
by those selfish who lie.
Where they took all from her
and just left her to die.

They cared for her not
but only their greed.
Where they ravaged and took
way beyond what they need.

So You now see Sir Wolf
it's not You that she fears.
she desires you greatly
while she's drying her tears.

This one I've been watching
she's courageous and strong.
she's preparing her heart
for where it belongs.

she'll come when she's ready
and not a moment before
to answer your call
from the depth of her core.

So be patient Sir Wolf
I'm telling you true.
Search deep in Your Spirit
for what you must do.

Thank you Brother Owl
you speak wisdom and true.
I believe your deep truth
and now know what to do.

I will wait for her then
when her heart is prepared.
I'll not force her nor hunt her
like those she's been scared.

In time she will come
with petition for me.
In full submissive posture
when she's finally ready.

So I'll sit on My hilltop
at My most favorite place,
showing patience, understanding,
with respect and with grace.

So My howl will go out
every night long and clear.
Knowing she will come freely
when she's conquered her fear

~AW


12/28/2016 10:58:03 AM
Wolf Medicine

The wolf has been much misunderstood and maligned in history and is not the vicious intruder of western fairy tales.  The wolf is a shy, yet very sociable creature with strong rules of behavior.  Fear of the wolf is perhaps born when its eerie howl raises the hackles on our neck and in our souls.   Maybe we do not fear the wolf at all, but only the wild nature within ourselves.  To American Indians, the wolf is said to be "teacher" medicine. We study wolfs ways of hunting and their social structure.  The wolf is associated with the Dog Star, Sirus and some cultures belief humans came from this distant star.  Wolf populations are threatened in the lower 48 states, but abundant in Alaska and Canada.  Wolf has much to teach us, if only we will listen

Wolves live in a communal structure like humans. The Alpha Male and Alpha female lead a strict social order.   Next in the order are Beta wolves who do not breed and serve as nursemaids for pups of the pack.  The Omega wolf is at the bottom rung and is the 'scapegoat' in situations when the pack is being attacked.  Often the Omega wolf is forced not to eat when food is scarce.  If wolf has entered the forest of your mind, it may be to teach you that all things in nature have order amid chaos and to accept your duties in life, whether they be leadership roles or otherwise, with humility and strength.

The wolf spirit teaches us to have balance between your personal needs and those of the family and community.  Wolves are absolutely committed and loyal to the pack and find their place within the group.  If wolf exhibits these traits, it may mean that you must examine your function within the community and loyalty.  It may also be a sign to bring better balance to the varied interests of self, family and community.

The hunting techniques of wolves served as an example for many tribes who copied them.  Members of the pack form 'tag teams' who take turns chasing prey to exhaust the prey before themselves. Packs are known to have run over thirty miles a day in pursuit.  Cooperation in achieving a common goal is the message conveyed here.

Wolves have developed many ways to communicate by body language and vocally.  Facial expressions, tail and ear movements, body posture, teeth bearing, eye squinting and scratching are part of their vocabulary.  Vocally, a wide variety of growls, yelps, whines and howls make up a sophisticated system of communication.  Wolf language helps the pack to identify and locate its members, establish territorial boundaries, give instruction, request assistance, sound warnings, teach the young, and generally to bring cohesion and unity to the pack.  If a wolf or wolves have entered your psych, you are fortunate to have an animal spirit who knows the importance of communication and one that will find many ways to make their messages know to you.  This ability to communicate may be a sign to hone your own speaking skills to effectively relate your feelings and ideas in a good way - to pray, sing and dance in praise of the blessings of the Creator.

When a lone wolf is seen the wild it symbolizes freedom.  When seen in a pack it represents community. If wolf appears to you alone or in a pack it is asking you to acquire the same within your own life.  

The primal and piercing howl of the wolf sometimes is marking their territory boundaries.  If you hear a wolf howl it might be telling you to stand your ground and defend your boundaries.

Wolves have great stamina and strength. They do not fight needlessly and often avoid fighting whenever possible.  Wolf teaches to know who you are and to develop strength and confidence.

Wolf is associated with the lunar influences and energies that rule psychic perception.  They teach us to respect our emotions and face the darkness within.   

The wolf is ritualistic.  It knows the importance of regular lunar howling ceremonies and daily social rituals designed to communicate needs and express feelings.  The message of your wolf spirit may be to honor the forces of spirituality and connect with the life forces of Mother Earth.

We all should discover and learn from our animal spirit guides.

~AW

12/28/2016 10:47:51 AM

"Wolves are good at relationships. Anyone who has observed wolves sees how deeply they bond.  Even though they clash, even though there is dissension, their bonds carry them over and through harsh winters, plentiful springs, long walks, new offspring, old predators, tribal dances, and group sings. The relational needs of humans are no different.

While the instinctual lives of wolves include loyalty and lifelong bonds of trust and devotion, humans sometimes have trouble with these matters. If we were to use the archetypal terms to describe what determines the strong bonds among wolves, we might surmise that the integrity of their relationships is derived from their synchronization with the ancient pattern of all nature - what I call the Birth-Life-Death-Rebirth cycle. The Birth-Life-Death-Rebirth nature is a cycle of animation, development, decline,and death that is always followed by re-animation.

Unlike humans, wolves do not deem the ups and downs of life, energy, power, food, nor opportunity as startling or punitive. The peaks and valleys just are, and wolves ride them as efficiently, as fluidly, as possible. The instinctual nature has the miraculous ability to live through all positive boon, all negative consequence, and still maintain relationship to self and others."

excerpt from Women Who Run With the Wolves - Myths and Stories of the Wild Woman Archetype by Clarissa Pinkola Estes, Ph.D

~AW


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