7/18/2017 2:08:16 PM: It's a different life since I last journaled here. Married my Daddy Dom, moved to the country and now we're looking for a girl for me to play with, whether on her own or as part of a couple. Looking at my old journals will give just a shadow of who I am now, looking forward now that there's some stability in life!

1/1/2010 6:05:55 PM: Time to grow up?No, not quite, but the little girl is taking a huge step. I'm buying my first place -- a townhouse in the Haverhill, Ma., area. Great things coming in the year to come, but as the last closes, I can't help but think of the one thing I now feel is missing. Someone to kiss at New Year's... and all through the year! Maybe next year.

9/24/2009 6:39:44 PM: My Daddy My Daddy will see me as the sum of my parts. My Daddy will understand that when he asks me what movie I want to see, there’s a good chance it’s going to be from Disney. He’ll appreciate that I want to be read Where The Wild Things are and then compare it to the big screen interpretation. He’ll laugh along at the Muppets, or at least not think me strange for laughing every time Kermit says he was almost gone with the Schwinn. My Daddy will be proud of what his little girl does during the day and when she comes home he can figure out whether she wants to be coddled and cuddled or teased and 'tortured'. My Daddy will understand that tears are just part of being a little girl. Babies cry when they’re tired or hungry or just out of sorts and this one does too. Daddy won’t sigh or get freaked out about it, but take his little girl in his arms and hold her until it’s time to make her smile again. My Daddy will know that ropes and cuffs and gags and all involved have a place in my life, but so do diapers and bottles and pacifiers. My Daddy will understand that sometimes being a big girl is hard work and I have fears of things that many people do every day without thinking about. Daddy will support me and see how he can help me grow. My Daddy will know that part of being a Daddy means coming over to help caulk a shower and will know how much it’s appreciated when he does something as simple as carry in the groceries. My Daddy will come to know what it feels to have a little girl’s undying love, to be the one who can do almost no wrong. Who wants to do and give and submit because those acts are just a way of showing how much she love him.

9/24/2009 1:26:29 PM: Wondering what's waiting just around the riverbend.

8/2/2009 3:25:59 PM: Half a day for a female sub on CM ...*approx 24 emails in 12 hours*15 unique users, only three I've had conversations with before, only one I've exchanged more than a handful of emails with and actually looked to hear back from*2 writers who continue to send another 2 or more messages after being told not interested, including one person who wants measurements*1 who has written to me several times before and yet sends three messages because it's been more than three months since I've said no.*2 who say nothing in their profiles or have inactive profiles*1 request to send naked photos so he can judge more*8 senders are from another part of the country from what I've said I'm looking for*6 are at least five years older than what I've specified I'm looking for