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Bind me tight. The tighter the better.Who am i? That is a question that i have been asked numerous times. i am who i am. But for those who want to know more i will try to elaborate. i am a sub who enjoys the sensation of tight ropes encircling my body. The feeling of helplessness is unlike anything else in this world. i feel like i am free and flying when i am restrained, be it with ropes or with other types of restraints. my body is actually to a point where it, at times, craves to be bound up tightly and helplessly. Along these lines i would like to explore the real of submitting more. The idea of there being more than just being bound is an intriguing one. i am fascinated by the idea of orgasm control, being made to serve another. i have heard mention of limits and have tried to read up on some of the things that could be limits. For me i would have to say that anal would definitely be a limit for me. Other limits i am sure can be talked about before anything happens between me and a Dom. Communication is key in this and every other kind of relationship out there. i just mention anal because i have noticed that there are a lot of Doms out there that expect to be able to do anal and that is just a deal breaker for me.If i havent lost your interest yet, please contact me and we can talk more.humbly,smurph
6/19/2015 10:16:54 AM
Sometimes you have to roll with the punches that life throws at you.  Things happen for a reason, people come into your and go from your life and you just have to let it happen.  Nothing is absolute in this life beyond being born and dying.  Living is a fluid thing that one must just deal with as life hits you.  You fall down, you pick yourself up and dust yourself off.   All you can really hope for is to find like minded people to be there along your journey.
5/21/2015 10:04:29 PM
Life is full of interesting twists and turns.
1/19/2015 12:33:42 PM
Naptime means mommy can be herself. Today we have ankle cuffs too bad I cant wear them all day n try to get stuff done
12/28/2014 9:45:18 PM
Finally found a sitter for my little one for one day a week...that means some adult time (if i ever find a connection again.)
9/17/2013 11:10:04 PM

oh the insanity of buying a house, moving to said house and trying unpack all in 2 weeks time...about to loose my mind....did I mention that along with all that chasing a toddler around the house too?  When can life get back to semi-normal?  when can i have my kind of fun?

9/21/2012 1:51:12 PM

Just had my baby the end of August 2012...wanting to play but having to probably wait until baby is old enough to leave with a sitter or in day care (probably 2-4 months old)

 

8/23/2012 3:27:28 PM

38 1/2 weeks pregnant and I can't wait until this kid is born so I can be tied up again....so tired of not being bound and gagged.

7/16/2012 3:03:27 PM

33 weeks pregnant and pretty much stuck at home again...This time it is vision related, I don't feel comfy enough to drive very far due to vision blurring out.  Might be pregnancy related or might be because I am 4 months overdue for an eye exam.  I guess my playing is put on hold until don't breastfeeding little one :(  So sad

6/30/2012 10:54:21 PM

31 weeks pregnant....i would love to feel ropes around my wrists and ankles binding me.  Blindfolded and gagged struggling to get free...but alas haven't had any bondage in MONTHS......

5/23/2012 7:04:52 PM

Hey  - I am now 25 weeks pregnant (about 5 1/2 months)  So far so good with the pregnancy.  I am even still going camping and will be in Tucson, AZ in late July for a few days.

2/6/2012 11:43:22 AM

So life has brought and interesting twist to what I do.  I am now expecting my first child, I am 2 months along so far.

11/12/2011 11:07:59 AM

The weather is turning colder :(  Perfect time tho to be bound and struggling to keep warm.

9/25/2010 2:40:04 PM
So wanting to be tied up tight and left to struggle. Oh well one of the days i might get my wish
12/18/2009 9:46:44 AM
i just married the nicest most wonderful Switch Man that i have ever had the pleasure of meeting.  Guess that means i am now off limits except with His permission
10/2/2009 4:32:22 PM
i am engaged.
8/27/2009 11:25:06 AM
ok some of you are obviously not understanding my journal posts so let me put it bluntly.  i have met someone on here and am quite happy with Him.  So if all you want is to make me your sub/slave be aware that the answer is an automatic NO because i am already with someone.  Please be respectful
8/23/2009 10:09:32 AM
Life is going good at the moment.  Enjoying the rainy weather here in Idaho and wishing that it would happen more often in the summer time.  Hope everyone's searching are bearing some fruit.
7/14/2009 1:26:59 PM
Life actually looks promising now.  Gotta see where life leads the 2 of us tho.  For the rest of you out there i wish you luck in your searches.
6/30/2009 8:13:56 AM
why once you do get tied up tight you crave it even more?  You would think there would be a lessening of the desire wouldn't you?
6/12/2009 10:26:06 PM
still needing to be bound tightly.  who would think it would be so hard for a gal from a small town with limited vehicle availability and limited privacy at her place to obtain what she craves.  i feel like i am going crazy
3/3/2009 8:16:37 PM
Evenings alone are the worst.  The cravings for sex and being bound seem the strongest then.  This need only seems to be getting worse.  Need to ease the craving soon.
2/14/2009 10:29:41 AM
This is driving me crazy.  Body is screaming for the feel of ropes tightening around it.  Self-bondage is only doing so much and even that isn't enough anymore.  i hate having a crazy work schedule.  i wish it was easier to find someone to tied me up.  my body is craving it badly.  just need to feel totally restricted in movement.
12/20/2008 9:41:54 PM
i wish i was more in touch with happening in my area of the state this holiday season.  i actually am able to enjoy my New Year's Eve for once and have no idea what if anything is happening here in town.
12/7/2008 7:13:31 PM
YEAH!!!!! I saw my doc and unless I have a setback concerning my back I do not have to go back and see him again.  Also in 8 weeks I am basically back to life as normal with just a restriction of be careful.
11/10/2008 12:54:35 PM
Back still seems to be holding up just fine.  I am so happy that my recovery from surgery is going as well as it is, might even get back to life semi-normal here soon
10/27/2008 12:47:26 AM
Back is feeling much better.  I am back at work.  I just have to take it easy on how much I do at work but for most part it is back to life as usual for me.  Thank you everyone for your well wishes.
9/30/2008 3:40:14 PM

I see the doctor for my follow up visit tomorrow.  I am feeling pretty good so don't think there is anything to worry about.

9/22/2008 10:32:07 AM
Well i'm glad that is over.  I had back surgery on the 16th and am now recovering.  This is the easy stuff.
9/3/2008 1:45:36 PM
If I had known in April what I know now would I have moved to Idaho?  Yes I would have.  My mother may drive me to insanity.  This town may drive me to boredom with lack of things to do.  However she is family and this is home.  Plus having mom to give TLC while going through a medical headache never hurts.  I go in a week from today to see a specialist about the bulging disk in my back.  Even tho I have no clue about what he is going to tell me, I know I am not alone.
4/30/2008 10:34:57 PM
well i did it i moved.  i am now in S. Idaho for a year or so
3/19/2008 8:11:10 PM
Life is full of changes for me.  Right now i am in a sort of limbo stage.  not sure i staying in MT much longer but also not sure where i might end up living next.  Idaho is one possibility as is Oregon, and Nevada.
10/14/2007 12:59:03 PM
To know what one wants and to get what one wants is 2 different things.
MistressMilly
 
 Age: 22
 Rotterdam, Netherlands