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The1LilFuchsbau

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AB/DL... ddlg... long term relationship and commitment oriented. No hook ups, no online romances.

I do not seek just a hook up, tho im not dead set on a relationship. If that happens - awesome. Im a sucker for monogamy, it turns me on and i adore the joy of belonging to someone but.. not a must.

I do seek friendship, a connection, a bond. Honesty, communication, upfront expectations and effort! Actions back words. Be real and legit..with myself as well as yourself.. No games. I dont like my time wasted and i certainly will show respect for your time- please show me the same.


8/8/23*** I had to move back to Iowa due to housing costs. My job is portable so I'm lucky I could bring it with me but DO keep in mind- - my primary goal is to find a way to move back to Spearfish, SD... somehow.

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12/2/2023 1:12:51 AM

Screw this place and fakey flakes. I'm done.


11/23/2023 12:51:10 AM

My birthday is on Monday!! 🥳🥳  All I want for my birthday is diapers 🥺🙏 I promise to share lots of pics with you of me wearing them 🫶


10/15/2023 2:44:44 AM

I'm primarily a little seeking to be age regressed and strictly kept in diapers by a Daddy who also seeks real life experiences and not just online roleplay.

I do not seek to serve someone.  I will not be your slave.  Which isn't to say I'm not open to being owned..

I just want to be regressed and kept in my place as a baby/little and micro managed and kept after and cared for.  Yes I'm still sexual.

 


5/23/2023 8:58:17 PM

Sorry if you have messaged me and I haven't responded!! I had a laptop mishap and something I can use in its place should arrive tomorrow.  It's hard to type out the  length of messages id like to . on a cell phone lol. thank you for your patience! 


9/25/2022 12:34:19 AM

I don't appreciate the ongoing theme of being asked if ABDL or essentially in my choice terminology, little and diapered, is a must for me ......

..... Are you kidding me right now? YES. YES IT'S A MUST.  I have a diaper fetish, not by choice just an unshakable fact that I've come to accept and embrace about myself. Yes, I like diapers to be forced and enforced, and resisting what I know I truly have no say in.. just so he reiterates and reinforces his control over me.. my place and expectations. Sometimes I resist so as to see his follow through..

I want someone to take absolute control of me. To take me into consideration... but otherwise has final say and is consulter before any decisions are made. Because though I be little- I'm a submissive first... I get this satisfaction and feeling of pride and fulfillment from obeying and pleasing my Dom/Daddy.. It's nails on a chalkboards when I find myself having to clarify or establish a boundary because indiana jones Dom is wild'n out and taking liberties simply cause he can and I'm moldable.. but I'm not here to be devalued either. Quality over quantity. Appreciate quality. 

My submission is a gift. My needs are clear and communicated. It doesn't mean im like baby like all the time. I mean unless forced lol, but.. I hate how people want to pick and choose details about me to key in on or disregard. I'm sorry, but it's non-negotiable.. I want to live that dynamic where my diapers are a comfortable topic and I don't have to hide them in shame. If I could help it .. I would... But I ams how I ams. If you choose to disregard this PSA... you're an instigating idiot. NO flybys. NO hook ups. NO games of me clearly communicating only to get a drawn out run around.. Wait .. on second thought. Why am I even bothering. As if a single fuck is taken in to consideration of me and genuine intentions in regards to me.  I'm over it.  Peace. CS, formerly CM, has been nothing but a timesink of disappointment and ghosted or deliberately misled. Nah. Good Game.  My piece has been removed from the board of bullshit and fuckery. 


8/4/2022 11:35:24 PM

Allie X - B*tch

Music worth jamming to ✌️

 


7/17/2022 1:10:11 AM

Hope is for laying in bed late at night..looking up at the moon with your heart full of a disconsolate longing for which, the only bandaid is hope.  Hope, wish, imagine, so that you might feel some small shred of comfort..just  ..barely enough. The relief in your heart lulls you to the sweet escape of cherry picked dreams.. that always prove to be far more fleeting than what you need but it's what you get ... And as the sun assaults your peace and rouses you from all that you hang on to ..thinking on through your day ...just a day of fighting forward away... Can you feel the strain in my sway while I hold my arms crossed and focus on..all that keeps me going..Hopes with no promise of staying.. 


7/3/2022 5:15:51 AM

I've lived in SD for two years now and love where I live.  You just have to understand..Ive made peace with accepting it's not likely I will find what I seek. Not in the REAL WORLD. Everyone can have their fantasy imaginary games..  I don't want to play make believe. I wanted the dynamic and power exchange and all that comes with it. On easy days and hard days. Fun times or not so fun times. I wanted to live it. I met a Dom from on here who..wasn't any more real than anyone else.  I give. No more. It doesn't exist. No one proves anything and resents you ask them to too.  Like that's not kind of sketchy af....?! No folks get indignant. Psh. What about me. What about how many of you have played me for a fool or taken me for a ride.. Nahhh... Peace.


3/31/2018 11:23:06 PM
Thinking of having shorter hair for once.. now that there’s a bit less of me?? Hmmmm

3/22/2018 2:13:25 AM
As much as I feel wary of letting someone in.. there's nothing I crave more than physical touch right now :( what's wrong with me...

3/17/2018 3:52:04 AM
Slowly starting to feel more and more like myself. I have lots of free time so, please let me know if you're interested in meeting and hanging out!! Also exciting news: I've lost enough weight, no more special stores for decent clothing.. #ihadadream #livingthedream #ieatsmarter From sz 26 pants to sz 14 ;)

2/13/2018 12:34:44 AM
Lost.. ..letting someone in as daddy is so deep and personal and meaningful. I don't feel like I can keep doing it. :'( when things end, as they always do..I lose a little partbof myself.. but to not be little is denying my nature. It might be worth it if I can spare myself that sort of heartache :/ idk what to think anymore.

2/6/2018 1:36:51 PM
I work at a gas station in northern Iowa, think you can find me? If you ever run in to me, ask me how my garden's growing. Then I'll know ;)

2/6/2018 12:34:11 AM
One of the last things my abuser said to me was "No one will love you once they find out how broken you are" .. crushingly true.

1/5/2018 3:05:49 PM
Fact: Listening to Dio will always, ALWAYS cheer you up <3

1/2/2018 3:04:16 AM
If I were to be honest.. it still makes my heart hurt now and then thinking about how I am more for passing time than anything else.

12/26/2017 11:57:50 AM
Holidays kept me overly busy, I'll be around finally again tonight..

12/22/2017 1:24:30 AM
I carry so much guilt and shame over hurting people before I started therapy. I was never in a good or stable place because I couldn't think. Which kept me overwhelmed and on edge. I hated it and I couldn't stop it. Now that I can, it makes me cringe so hard. Another good reason why I can't see dating anyone. I've hurt and I've been hurt.. I don't live in the past, and that's not who I am anymore. I can't grow and become a better person if I can't learn to live here and now. And each day moving forward.. if you're someone I've hurt.. I'm so, so very sorry 😩😢😢

12/16/2017 1:26:48 AM
Lol some of the people on here.. Seriously.

12/10/2017 8:01:39 PM
I started therapy nearly a month ago, and I don't know.  More often it leaves me feeling  torn up and fragile... I hate acknowledging what I've been through.  I felt optimistic last week, and this week I feel like.. eh. What does talking about things really resolve? Done, over with, and how anything has ever made me feel makes no difference because it doesn't factor in or change anything.  What's the point.  I just feel torn..

11/30/2017 1:45:03 AM
I jus have to get over feeling lonely and missing having a daddy 😢 easy for him, should be easy for me.

10/28/2017 11:49:04 PM
I just want to be happy and not so lonely all the time.. How difficult is that? :/

10/28/2017 12:43:22 AM
Diapered in bed with my stuffie and snuggle blankie. Alks I need is a Daddy...

10/7/2017 10:39:04 PM
My life feels like chaos without someone in charge of me :'(

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pureblonde
 
 Age: 28
 Norway