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Thinking of cutting lock owners never message her |
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Always horny constantly wanting cock and cum |
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Got really bad flu last night not well |
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Very nice watching hypnosis this morning before bed feels more herself |
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Very weird day of sleep maybe it’s the hypnosis she listens to while she sleeps but hard to sleep |
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Another work week begins...hate sleeping during the day and working all night.
she dreams of her slave self constantly!! |
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Spent the day cleaning a lot really tired |
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Another night kind of tired |
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Thank you Master for reminding her she is owned property and that she is a sissy slut slave owned by Master happily and proudly. she is a sissy slut. Now if only her mind and body were 100% sissy slut she would be so better off and wouldn’t have two voices in her head. she needs to be sissy slut only |
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Thinking of getting ring gag and some restraints for arms and feet then post Craigslist ad and see what men come to use her. Good or bad idea?? |
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Off to another night of work. Wishing she was sucking cock all night instead |
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Long night tired and ready to listen to hypnosis while she sleeps. Maybe help with her conflict existing in her mind sometimes about being true cumslut self |
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Anyone have any tips on wearing plug 24/7 and walking in heels pretty much 24/7. Plug hurts after 3-4 hours when needed to potty out of pussy ass and heels hurt after an hour. Need to get use 24/7 plug or being used. As far as heels hopefully be able to wear that long but once she gets use to it then time to learn ballet boots permanently. That will hurt and she isn’t sure how anyone can be on them that much . Any advice helps |
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Being a cumslut on her knees having both fuck holes in use while restrained and in tight latex and ballet boots is all she dreams about |
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Thinking about what a good obedient cumslut she is |
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so much better after watching hypnosis videos. she knows without a doubt she is a sissy slut that is born to please others with her fuck holes and get yummy cum treats from delicious big juicy cocks |
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Thinking about it but does she need therapy instead of being a sex slave ? Food for thought.. |
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Having plug in her pussy for 7 hours straight isn’t something use to . Now it hurts to potty. she can’t wait till that’s no longer an issue and she can wear it 24/7 when not filled with a juicy delicious cock pumping away in her pussy filling her up completely in and out till she gets that perfect essence in her pussy then hopefully another and another god so horny for cock. Sorry hypnosis still stuck in her empty mind |
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So happy to be talking to her Master again! Interesting that before she has doubts about being a sex slave for life and now she can’t wait. It’s like watching more hypnosis sissy reminded her to not resist who she is and she feels so much better but no where near how good it will be to please serve and obey Master and anyone He tells her to. she also found herself rereadibig old emails from Master. Is that odd? |
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Finally back online after long time off due to work |
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Hoping Master still loves her and still wants her to be Masters slave |
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Been busy day and yes this slave has only one thought right now. Is it better to live the vanilla life or is it much better to be a sex slave for life? slave knows which it wants but most wouldn’t choose to be enslaved to others. Yes it’s a hard life where every choice is done for you, slave doesn’t need to think just obey, lots of kinky sex, bondage and all of those things slave wants for life, ummmm it may be a hard but simple life. slave looks at images and reads stories all the time but Chastity would love if it could hear from one real life slave that could say choosing to be a sex slave was the best decision ever it would destroy the small very small sliver of doubt. slave loves her Master and Mistress and would do anything for them. slave takes ever punishment obediently and quickly never questioning why and dlavd isn’t even in their home yet. Image if she was! slaves Owners have been good so far with answering slaves questions and not lying to her. she truly has the bEst Owners possible. So what is holding slave back....mostly time and money but once that’s done then is there anything stopping her? slave has gone far already. Just one more step....can Chastity take that step? |
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Well slave definitely thinks she is a pain slut on top of being a horny cumslut. Went ten minutes today with rubber bands and clothes pins. The clothes pins really hurt but getting kind of use to the purple balls caused by rubber bands and all the while her clitty was as hard as could get in chastity cage. Interesting to learn. Also something new is Master keeps slave horny often and is getting use to blue balls since unable to cum especially without permission. slave has gotten use to asking for permission with every single thing and the odd part is slave loves it and dreams about new life. Only worry is can slave disappoin Master and Mistress this week and not be allowed to come home! Well besides that there is the fear of the difference between fantasy and reality but after seeing body adjust with time on size of plugs why cant she go bigger? Why can’t her cunt lips do the same to be rid of her gag reflex. So many questions tonight and hope Master can answer them. What will happen on Friday when slave is home with Master and Mistress? |
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Excited and nervous becoming slave for life |
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Hate silence drives slave nuts when doesn’t hear anything |
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Master was quite busy today and gave Chastity freedom for the day while He was busy and not to be disturbed. Honestly this slave hated the freedom felt unnatural and definitely willin to give it up for life. Master should decide all for slave. Definitely ready to become permanent property |
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Thinking and dreaming about Master and Mistress |
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Master sent new photos love the one without balls hopefully her soon |
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Lesson learned for today
Chastity learned its better to obey Master without question and to always be the perfect obedient sissy sex slave girl for Master. Master comes first always and forever. Chastity must obey or Chastity will face punishment willingly and obediently for displeasing Master |
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Today slave punished herself because Master t her to with rubber bands around balls. this slave learned her lesson and will always obey without question |
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Owners today gave slave a firm reminder that slave is there property and slave exists only for Them and not self. slave thanks them for reminding slave its place. Yes it is plugged nearly 24/7 and is always in Chastity 24/7. It reminds slave it's place and it never ever wants to displease them again. It's not worth any punishment mentally or physically. Chastity loves her Owners and pleasing them is what matters most. On the plus side the plug seems to go in easier than it did at first and not much pain except some when rocking back and forth when told to. Mmmmm |
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First night with bigger plug. Wish slave luck sleeping |
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slave was a bad girl today. Master punished slave for being a bad girl. Chastity is thankful to such a wonderful Master that teaches Chastity thankful for Master teaching Chastity her true slave place. slave was disobedient and never will be again. Chastity will always obey without question or hesitation |
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Another night with plug in. Getting little more sleep as slave gets use to always being filled. Feels good and if removed well slave actually feels empty and wanting it back in. How funny about a week ago it hurt a lot and now not too much lube is needed to go in |
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Well practicing with new 7" heels and besides the hill going down seemed to be a natural at walking in them. Don't know why but also seems to be clearer and clearer that Chastity was born to be a slave. How many people can put on 7" heels a then drive home and walk around without falling. Very few if any can say that especially not v balanced person but balanced fine in 7" heels. |
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Got new 7" heels today can't wait to wear them in public just need a black pvc skirt need help if anyone knows anything please let her know greatly important to get one so she can go home to Owners |
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Trying to sleep with plug in not much luck yet but trying can't remove it without per |
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Got new plug first time this big wish her luck
any advice on how to wear long term would be appreciated |
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interesting day but on good note got to wear new black thong and for first time ever a bra black lace. So different wearing one sometimes felt it and other times forget wearing one. Hoping to have big titties to fill them with. was hoping to leave for Owners tomorrow but pushed back a little. It just makes it better for when slave arrives there w its Owners are ready. They really are the best Owners she could have found. Can't wait to be there in person. All doubts, fears, and any worries are gone. Just excitment left!!! |
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So glad and thankful Owners allowed her to cum though anal toy tonight |
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Can't count number of times her clitty wanted to harden on way home of thoughts of being with her Owners. Definitely wish she could touch her clitty so need cum. Thoughts on fucking her pussy with the dildo till she cums. Wonder what that is like and if she needs a dildo with a suct cup? |
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Cage is locked on and keys no where in site. Very horny and frustrated so far |
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