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Mind you, I can not use my paralyzed
sexual organ but it can be easily re-
placed with my DeerSkin Floggers
HANDLE, covered with a condom. Such
that I can still f**k your brains out Girl !
I know from past use of my Flogger, that
you shall cum and cum and cum and cum
on average 4 or more times in a session !
Or in other words, if you let me control
you woman, after a session with me, the
next day, you will be dying to cum again,
the way that my very voice commands
you to, child !!!
Anyway, enough said except for Newbies.
Now Folks, for some odd reason, this
Profile has finally been really approved.
And therefore, I am ecstatic !! LOL
And I just realized this fact today on 1-22-
2018 ! So, if this addition to this Profile is
readable to You, please, at least be
a cool fellow Kinkster, let me know as
soon as You will, that this addition to My
Profile has worked Ms. or Mrs.
Ok Folks, the following site is one of the
most critical to what was once the very
Democracy of our United States ! Just
read the following special awesome site
Written by Curtis Lee Matile from my 3
Bedroom, Brick Ranch Style Home in
S.W. Denver.
OK.. People. Evidently I have been wast-
ing a lot of my time directing this Program
file at the the wrong humans. I just
assumed that a lot more women were
brighter, more cerebral or sharper !?
And, Yes, many Women are far more
intelligent than I am. But they are a bit
rare and I only hope to be with one of
them. She is very special to me, but I
will refrain from describing her since
too many othser men would want the
chance to know Her !
But after chatting with a good number of
the ones who seem like they may be
thinkers like I have been my entire life...
frankly my dears, now I know better, as I
should have surmised ! Which is that most
other humans who chat online are simply
airheads !! So, only if you think that You
have a clue about what I am referring to
herein, should You approach me concern-
ing your own desire, passions or needs !!
Hello Humans. This Profile is meant to Be
be a testimonial, a half ass autobiogra-
phy and perhaps a serious book. If maybe
I find or attract an interested and a very
serious publisher ? It will simply be an
introduction, however, since it shall not
be copyrighted before I complete or send
anyone a complete copy of my work !!
I hope you all understand what I am stat-
ing herein ? But to begin with, why would
any intelligent technically evolved species
on any other planet or moon, not be, at
least observing mankinds history, develop-
ment and so forth, to learn about mankind,
and the planet earth with over 6 billion
intelligent individuals living upon it today ?
Humanity has probably inhabited this
planet we call Earth for at least very many
1000s of years. And possibly was actually
preceded by another race or 2 or 3.
In particular, I will mention, possibly
Reptilian Shape Shifters as David Icke
surmises, and or Martians, Greys,
Venusians, Nordics, and a few more.
This old Cosmos in which we remain
primitive unevolved human creatures
is literally teaming with Life Folks !!!
We are not alone, and probably all the
World Wide Governments know that
this Universe in which we live is no
doubt teaming with many other intel-
ligences, and this planet we now call
Earth, must be ready to accept this
fact quite soon, unless men such as
the power hungry Donald Trump just
end all life on our planet Earth by
creating a foolish Nuclear War
Last Updated at 130 P.M. on The
Tuesday 10 09 2018 and I am
updating this primary profile now,
because I have finally decided that
this Profile, along with the Journal,
is to be a publishable, copywrited
Creation !!!
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4/19/2018
11:15 P.M.
OK Ladies ! I recently received 2 person-
al suggestions by 2 young submissive
women. They were both both quite eager
to wear my Collar. But unfortunately they
both needed money to come to my three
bedroom home here in southwest Denver,
and that girls, will never happen!. I expect
You to be in The state of Colorado & the
farthest away from me that you must be
is down as far south as Colorado Springs !
From there, you may be able to, I hope,
drive your vehicle or flag a ride, or what-
ever you can think of, up to my 3 Bdrm
Brick Home in Southwest Denver !! You
see, I stopped driving a car many years
ago, back around 2001. So, if you don’t
drive, just play with yer own ass wench !
Put yer face between your Legs & Blow
on yer own erect clit child !!!
(to be continued tonight, before I sleep,
perhaps ?)
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4/08/2018
OK Folks. Now actually, as I am
writing this new Journal entry I’m
in a somewhat different state of
“Mind”. LOL . Da fact Is that I am
quite “Stoned”’ or kinda High LOL
“High” on some Excellent Weed !
And Damn, it seems like some-
thing which I may do a lot, to
develop a strong “Habit” of writing
at these kinda “Stoned” Times that
I experience a few times a week
on average ! Sounds like a good
plan to express myself, despite the
current “Straight Laced” President
Donald Trump, which hasn’t liber-
ated really “Kinky” individual U.S.
Residents, here in Mile High Denver,
CO and often turning into more of a
D/s “Switch” much more than a
really Dominant Man. Yes, despite
the Fact that I still have a somewhat
“Above Average I.Q.”, I am certain
that I am not alone to be seeking
either a very Open Minded Domme’
and/or Fine Mistress to share my
Bed with a few times each month,
or a quite “submissive”, yet sharp
thinking, High I.Q. young “Lady” to
come to my southwest Denver, CO
home, and enjoy being “Trained”
to serve this Master Curtis Lee on
a regular, possibly even a weekly
basis. You may not live with me
however, since I am happily, yet
very, very “openly” Married to a
fine looking 2 years younger than
myself “Flower Child”... and now
if you have already read my entire
“Journal”, then you already knew
that my fine, beautiful young Wife,
Pat, has had a real live “Live in”
younger Fella, who lives with Pat
and I, mostly sleeps in the base-
ment, for about the past 15 or
more years now. (By the way, I do
now consider Myself a reasonably
good “Writer” ! So, unless you, my
submissive girl, servant, can “Dig”
such a Bdsm relationship/situation
do not waste your own time or,
mine upon, attempting to be grant-
ed my COLLAR, Child !!!
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9:46 P.M.
tips from mark about having this
Journal Downloaded and to get
it printed !!! Using a Google self
publishing a book It takes me to
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4/02/2018”
7:33 P.M.
OK Folks.. I just finished deleting a
huge collection of submissives from
my quite long list of Possible new
naturally submissive women who
many of whom I interviewed my-
self, personally. And none of them
impressed me enough for me to
decide to Collar them. There used
to be many more serious, anxious
to commit Girls on this damned site
no doubt. But lately there sure seem
to be too many selfish, self centered
young bitches. And I know that is
legally thier Right, but it makes it
damned hard for we Extremely
Well Seasoned quite experienced
Dominant Men, Girls !!!
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3/31/2018
6:00 P.M.
Hello again readers. This very entry
will probably not be as long as I like,
but there was so very much going
on, on this screwed up Planet that
about 6 Billion humans now share.
And, No !!! Donald Trump being in
charge of way to much of the crap
that truly needs to be done, worries
the crap out of me, personally. The
“Donald” is a “Madman”, & not in a
good way either ! Now, Trump lied
his his ass off in order to be elected
in the first place. Not to mention the
fact that the bastard’s election was
undoubtedly fidgeted with by the
leader of Russia or the cohorts or
Alexander Putin !!! Now, Hilary Clin-
ton, was no “Innocent bitch” either.
But there were a number of other
Democratic, & Independent choices
which most voters could have picked.
who would have been far better for
our Nation than rich man Trump. The
wealthy, and the greedy of America,
have never had the experience which
working for a living provides for the
potential Leaders of Our UNITED
STATES OF AMERICA ! The very
word UNITED says a hell of a lot, in
the singularity of the word, itself. We
were in years past, really “United”,
but that very word became obsolete,
when our Country fought in Vietnam !
Honest to God, Folks !!
P.S.- And besides all of those truths,
“Our Country” is refered to as a
Democracy, not a damned Nazi Re-
public, which Donald Trump is trying
to make Our U.S.A. into with his
white superiority, philosophy and
his fucking racist Nature !!!
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3/08/2018
4:10 P.M.
OK. Ladies, I have become even more
pissed at Donald Trump than I was !
Of all the finest Women, that bastard,
Trump could pick on like once a strong
Trump Supporter, “Stormy Daniels”,
“the Donald” continually attacks Oprah
Whinfrey. And It is nearly impossible
for me to imagine a more, open minded,
sweeter, caring Civil Rights Activist,
than Oprah is. She could easily be-
come the next President of our U.S.A.,
assuming Donald Trump doesn’t “Nuke”
the entire little Planet Earth which is so
far, the only “Human Habtitable” planet
that we are absolutely sure exists !
And I will no doubt Register to vote for
Oprah, since she will undoubtedly be
the most Worldwide “Peace Promoting”
Presidential Candidate of all time? Am
I right Girls ? Whether you happen to
be a submissive, Switch, or a Domme’ !
Women are the best Creation of God,
and/or the Goddess !
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3/05/2018 12:15 A.M.
Hello again, people. Tonight is the
most depressed day that I’ve had,
for a few years, at least. It is about
my wife’s refusal to claim her cash,
from her youngest Brother, Dennis.
It was saved for her by Her Brother
intentionally, I assumed, when Her
Brother told me about it less than
a week or so ago. And, damnit,
she knows how badly we need the
money, but she just tells me about
some personal shit, about how her
Brother Dennis at one time razzed
her about marrying me or he just
thinks that I have been too loose
with our Marriage, or God only
knows, what the hell she and her
Brother Dennis are thinking about
me. Anyway, the whole thing has
me thinking about moving out of
our 3 Bedroom, 2150 Sq.Ft. home
and getting set up in a descent,
Wheelchair accessible Apartmentt !
I bet there are very few other Kin-
ksters on this site who would not
support my leaving her vanilla,
ass and her vanilla very well hung
“ Live In” younger Boyfriend ! Any
way, I have had more than Ican
take from this 64 year old bitch !!
And I would, of course like for
any other “kinky” young Woman,
to take thier time, get to know,
me as they feel that they would
like to do, and hopefully become
my “Main Sqeeze”, and/or may-
be, even my new wife, Ladies ?
As you all can see, from my pro-
file and my long “Journal”, I am
intelligent, very orally advantaged
both ways ! With my “Speech”, &
with my tongue on your erect clit,
or the sweet wet lips which Your
delicious “Cunt” or Your Butt will
possibly offer me, fine Young
Goddess !!!
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Ok.. Folks.. things are beginning to rock !
Besides our little planet earth, which is
rocking a bit from the increasing power
and the decreasing distance of Planet
X a.k.a.- Nibiru, from our tiny, little
planet earth. What am I talking about ?
Only the biggest “Coverup”, probably
in history !
Do a little online research for yourself,
you fools ! And then you shall soon
conclude that I am absolutely correct
about Nibiru or Planet X ! The most
important men in our world, such as
Donald Trump, Putin & China, and
Britain, Japan and Germany, Saudi
Arabia, & nearly all other countries
on this planet which over 6 Billion
ignorant humans share in these “Last
of Days”(Refer to Bible Prophecy
Folks !)
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2/27/2018
11:30 A.M.
Holy Mother of God ! The Donald Trump
Conspiracy, is being exposed on my TV
far more completely than I could’ve ever
imagined, as of Today, Tuesday 2/21/18.
That lying mother fucking bastard Trump
will no doubt spend eternity in his own,
self created Hell !! And the bastard can
eat Satan’s shit forever too, as far as I’m
concerned !!!
I just finished a bit of research on Donald
Trump’s type of “scum” ! And I will list a
number of the bastards in this particular
entry, into my “Journal”, here and now !!
Al Capone, Jack Sharkey, Lucky Luciano,
Machine Gun Kelly, Frank Nitty, John
Gotti, & finally Frank Costello, who was
considered ( the Prime Minister of the
Underworld !!! )
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2/11/2018
9:24 A.M.
OK, Folks.. although this fact that I
just learned today, about Donald J.
Trump, is just as bad or even worse
than all of the others, which I have
written about in the “Journal” for a
very Long time now ! As I just did
learn today, Trump is also conn-
ected to a vicsious, insidious group
of people, known to most folks this
day as the Italian Mafia ! My old
man, again, was of Italian blood,
as you may recall from much earlier
entries into my Journal. But my Dad
& I never valued the damn “Mafioso”
like Eliot Ness, played by Robert
Stack, in the TV series of the fifties
knew the “thugs, murderers, hit men
& other foolish criminals, like Frank
Nitty, Bonnie & Clyde,
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2/07/2017
9:40 A.M.
Jesus Christ, once again folks ! I just
read one of the newest UnAmerican,
Nazi plans to stop legitimate truthful
views & opinions which prevent any
judgementalism, or criticism of our
selfish, egotistical current President,
Donald Trump !! It is the act of a
real “Dictator”, too much like Adolf
Hitler, that fucking white racist & sup-
remacist is ! Vif you still support that
bastard Trump, then you should be
considered a true “Trader” to the
United States of America. And as
I see it, you should be hanged by
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2/05/2018 11:30 P.M.
Yes, it is finally the end of the line for
Donald Trump ! I am very pleased to
say. That lying bastard was sure, the
stupidest President, along with tricky
“Dick Nixon”. Neither of those two
Bitch’s had a clue between truth and
outright damned lies either. And they
both lied through there damned teeth.
So, I just hope to God, my Lord Jesus
and the Holy Ghost, that, that lieing
peace of crap, is gone from the White
House very soon !! After all, this nat-
ion, which close to 250 Million of we
real Americans, definately should not
have to submit to Donald Trumps,
very twisted moral code, or ideas of
what his very close friend, Alexander
Putin, who is probably still in support
of the KGB, like Trump supports the
Ku Klux Klan !!! And he is also like
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2/02/2018 10:00 P.M.
Thank the Lord, my God, Jesus & the
Holy Spirit ! As of earlier today, I do
now finally see the fruits of the truth
seekers, about the multiple lies of
our current President Donald Trump !
Listening to the lying bastard on CNN
write now. He is an excellent liar, tho,
damn him. But I now believe the “jig”
is up. His 100’s of lies are being ex-
posed, finally !! So, now I have no
doubts whatsoever, that “the Donald”,
will be successfully “ Impeaceed with-
in the next 2 to 6 months or less.
Just listen to CNN News, soon, Folks.
And what am claiming herein will be
confirmed. He sold his damned soul
to the devil, along with selling out the
entire country, that most American’s
Love & respect, our United States of
America. And we can only pray that
our U.S.A. somehow makes it thru,
the “Great Tribulation” spoken of in
in the Holy Bible !!!
P.S.- Now, regardless of whether
you understand what I say herein,
or not, may God the Father, the
Son, and the Holy Spirit, Bless
you and lead you, to the truth !!!
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2/18/2018
1:02 A.M.
Yes, Folks.. As of today’s CNN News and
also from MSNBC. I am finally believing
that that Lying, White Supremacist very
bigoted, lying fool, Donald J. Trump, is
not only satanic, but he is just a human
equivilant, of Satan Himself. I can picture
the bastard in my “Minds Eye”, actually
devouring a live beating heart out of any
other Human Being’s Body and Soul.
Just imagine it Friends !
In the name of my Lord, Jesus Christ, I
Pray ! Honestly, folks ! And even if you
voted for that fool, racist M.F.er, although
I feel sorry for just how much of a Fool,
you were to vote for such a stupid evil,
cheating lying Bastard as the Donald is,
I may not be able to have any faith that
Jesus, the Christ, will ever forgive you or
that creep ! Now do a quick read of the
book of Ecclesiastes, and of the complete
“Sermon on the Mount”, from one of the
Gospels folks !! And, yes Fox News lies
continually too !!!
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12/25/2017
10:59 P.M.
Alright Folks. regardless of your political per-
suasion... Conservative, Liberal, Left Wing,
Right Wing, Independent. Whether you are
Straight, Lesbian, Gay, Domme’, Transexual,
Bisexual like I am or just one kinky Mother
Fucker. You must admit, finally, that Donald
Trump is an A- Hole !
Just think about it Folks !! Trump has sold
his damned soul to Satan a.k.a. the Devil,
the Darkness, Evil... the Evil, Satan !!!
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12/16/2017
4:00 P.M.
Hello once again readers. Today, I am extremely
concerned about the Political situation our
Country is in !
Donald Trump is such a selfish, greedy bastard,
that most Americans should be praying for him
and going to thier Churches each week, and
asking thier Pastors, Priests or Rabbis, or what
ever Religious or Spiritual teacher, you Respect,
and ask them to please, “for God’s sake”, speak
A.S.A.P. about Your desire to see an end to the
Donald Trump Presidency ! I met The Lord my-
self way back in 1968 at a Billy Grahm Crusade
being held in the Auditorium of the Moody Bible
Institute in Chicago, Illinois, way back then !
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.Jesus Christ !.. Donald Trump and his greedy
right wing “mother fuckers”, and the extremely
wealthy, upper class citizens of the U.S.A. will
now be given extremely low Federal Tax rates,
just like the King and his “upper classes” who
were referred to in the very famous story of
“Robin Hood”. And from what I learned simply
reading my Bible, over the years since I was
officially “Born Again”, in ‘68 at a Billy Grahm
Crusade In Chicago is no doubt that my Lord
Jesus the Christ, despised the greedy “money
changers” as they were referred to over 2000
years ago, and today in 2017, our Country,
our U.S.A., is controlled by a damned, greedy,
demonic, a hole called Donald Trump. Now,
wake the Hell up all true Americans and im-
peach that damned, greedy Money worshipp-
ing, Donald Trump !!! That bastard in very
likely to be the 666 numbered Beast, which
the Apostle John Prophesied about in the
Book of Revelations ! And was also described
in Daniel and a number of other Bible Books !!!
Seriously Folks !!!
Curtis Lee Matile
a.k.a.- matile1951@gmail.com
in southwest Denver
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11/22/2017
11:20 P.M.
OK Ladies. I am rather despondent
at this point in my life. Due primarily
to a few important realizations in
my life lately. First of all is my very
own nearly life long lack of sexual
satisfaction. I was more or less a
Physics and Mathamatics nerd in
HighSchool. No dance dates, and
not even any sexual activity other
than often nightly masturbation. So
anyway, that led over time to my
increase in a depressing “Inferiority
Complex”. Kinda like Charlie Brown
fell into. In fact Charlie Brown was
my favorite Cartoon Character from
the age of 13, until today !! LOL...
And that is not really funny, and is
no fucking “Joke” !!!
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10/22/2017 6:00 P.M.
Hello again all ! Nothing much has
changed in my life yet, And things
are still accelerating on the down-
side for the idiocy of the President,
Donald Trump. And not surprising-
ly !! “The Donald” is nothing but a
“Dufus !” And most folks realize it
now. Hilary Clinton, may not have
been any better, but she knew how
to be a Lady, and she was really
not as guilty of as many lies about
collusion with the U.S.S.R. & KGB,
like Donald Trump, undeniably
used to his advantage in his elect-
tion !
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10/25/2017 at 8:05 P.M.
OK... Girls. The latest bad habit that
most of you paranoid chicks have is
to be in too much of a damned hurry,
to move into a good Masters Home !
It is like “Poor me. I am just an inno-
cent little virgin girl, just outa school,
so please good Master, please Sir ?”
Well, I ain’t buyin’ that kinda crap no
more, you damned little bitches !! So
now confess your sins or spend time
in D/s Purgatory, ‘til you get smart !!!
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10/07/2017 Update 1:12 P.M.
Nope, that chick is owned by a damn
Mistress too. So she needed money 2
get to me in Denver, just like all of the
others so far ! (Refer to the prior
entry below) I guess by now I should
know and stress the fact in my Profile
that I will never pay any Chick Money
to come and live in my 3 Bedroom
2100 Sq. Foot Ranch Home in Bomar
Heights which I still share with my
“Vanilla Wife & Her Vanilla, ex-Navy,
NCIS Agent Boyfriend, who my wife
deserves, due to the fact that she
has held together our Marriage, for
the past 46 years now. And of which,
I am justifiably “Proud”. How many
Male Masters can attest to such ?!!!
OK.. Finally ! I may have found a real
submissive young woman who wants .
to wear my Collar. Her name is Renae
Richards. She is unfortuneately owned
slave. She is bisexual like I am, & she
is owned by a Domme’. She wants to
be released but her Mistress wants
$100 to release her, to me. She said
that, that is all she needs, is her $100
and she will then be able to move to
our home in Denver, and live & work
like Irv does, to pay for his keep here,
in the 3 Bedroom home of Pat’s and
mine. So, I think that this offer to get
this fine young chick to simply wear
my Collar as my real time slave,will
be, or certainly should be agreed to by
my Wife Pat and Her Boyfriend Irv,
who served in the NCIS way back in
the late 70’s & 80’s under Ronald
Reagen, by the way. Irv is a critical
family member now !!! So, if you can
not understand that 100% “Open”
deal in my family then you should
just “FUCK OFF BITCH” !!!
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9/23/2017
10:15 P.M.
Hi there once again, Lady's ! And yes, I
am now determined to find a real, true
female now, more than I have before,
since most submissives don't seem to
understand what they want in the first
place !! Some whom I had met, long ago
seemed to know, but in these, Biblical
"Last of Days", very few folks of either
sex or both seem to have a clue what
is real, what is not or which they want
in the first place. But again, it seems
so as if regardless of their fantasies or
dreams !!! Think strongly about exact-
ly what you need, dream of and want
Girls !! And the price that you are going
to pay, for a trip to my home, here in
S.W. Denver, Ladies !!! It won't be free,
and I shall not pay for it either !
There are way to many dishonest folks
in this screwed up world which over 6
billion alleged humans live in today !!!
And, yes I say "aledged", due to the
fact that there are no doubt, various
inhuman or non-human, & even Alien
Beings, who have infiltrated this little
planet Earth. Some are "Shape Shifters".
Others are Greys. Some are Draconians.
Some are even Angelic !
(Refer to David Icke's work). Demon's
are very real ! Simply ask a few know-
ledgeable Catholic Priests !! And other
Folks committed to God, the Lord Jesus,
and the Holy Spirit !!!
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9/19/2017
9:30 P.M.
Hello followers. I have been even more
pissed at Trump over the past few days.
Or maybe it has been a week or more
now actually. At least since when I skip
days & evidently I fail to recall what the
topic that I was planning to cover that
is among the reasons I know I guess
that Alzhiemers is setting in. The reason
that I am so pissed though is because
It is clearer than ever, that Trump does
not care 1 iota about the condition of
the Air, the Water, the horrid pollution,
destroying our wildlife, our sea life, our
Children's future ability to survive and
make technological progress for clean-
er air for all life ! In fact, I happen to
know, that this old planet Earth which
over 5 or 6 billion humans still share,
has most likely been through all of
this stuff before, and we folks are all
subjects of a kind of "Deja Vue reality" !
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OK Ladies ! Here in, I am going to
lay down the rules for you and also
for every other Submissive "wanna
be" online who approaches me, as
well as every other young Lady who
I approach. I am not an easy Lay ! I
was very many years ago, but that
got old, before long, and therefore,
I refuse to play any "Mind Games",
like that again. Not to deny the use
of such things as "Mind Games" in
many aspects of our lives, since my
all time favorite Musician, & Mentor,
& Hero as "A working class Hero is
something to be, If ya wanna be a
hero, well just follow me." - John
Lennon
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9/09/2017
11:10 P.M.
Foiled again ! The chick whom I last
chatted with was just another waste
of my time, since she wanted "pay
4 play", just like most of the others
on this damned site. But it may not
be so bad actually, since I honestly
know, beyond any doubt that this
old planet Earth, which over 6 billion
of we alleged humans now share is
in the process of total destruction,
anyway. So now, unless the right
young submissive Chick has a fairly
"open" mind. And will agree to wear
my Collar, despite my nearly 50 year
100% "open" marriage to a 2 year
younger Chick, then this is no doubt
a useless venture for me anyway.
However if you believe from personal
research on Google, that Alien folks
are real, and that our little Planet
Earth is soon going to be "History".
in this Doomed section of the Solar
System. So anyway, if you do not
have Substantial Financial Independ-
ence, then do not dare think about
approaching me ! And I don't care 1
iota, if you have future inheritances
waiting for an elderly relative to kick
off or anything like that, since you &
I will both need substantial funds to
possibly survive the Cataclysm when
our Mother Earth suffers from the
extensive damage which Planet X
will cause, probably in less than 1
more year, Ladies !!!
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9/04/2017
1:25 A.M.
Wow... I think that I just met the
closest thing that I have ever met
to one of my true "Soulmates"
during my entire life ! It happened
maybe 3 or 4 hours ago, But she
is quite submissive, eager to learn,
plus being a real "10" in the way
of beauty, and sexiness ! I won't
show her name right now, out of
fear that some "better Dom" will
hit on her !!! But will be telling my
friends and my family about her
very, very soon, since I intend to
proudly Collar her and train her
to serve me for the remainder of
my life in this world, and hopefully
in God's Realm forevermore as
well !!!
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8/28/2017
9:00 P.M.
OK Folks.. since it has been nearly
2 weeks now, since my last entry
into my Journal, I decided to put a
few new paragraphs in it. And also
despite, the fact that I still have a
a good number of other "Names",
with varying styles and subjects that
I express myself about ? This one
still seems like my favorite, among
the fewer that I have not deleted &
stopped using. One critcal reason
why is because this particular one
seems to have a more psychological
and intellectual nature. I am only a
Highschool Graduate, with less that
a year of College, and a mechanical
oriented mind, since my primary
work experience was as a Union
Sheet Metal Worker, before my
spinal cord injury, way back in 1975.
Now... that does effect my sexuality
too, but I try to ignore being para-
lyzed from the waist down, by re-
remaing active doing UFO Research
using my 2012 IPAD. I had even
begun a factual book about the UFO/
Internet Conspiracy or Public UFO
"Disclosure", back when AOL still
supported 100% free chatrooms. You
see, that was way back in 1995-1998,
before the "Powers that be", stopped
true, free speech on AOL. The
excuse that they used in order to do
that, was, aledgedly, due to the poss-
ability of a planned "Attack upon Our
America" by Osama Bin Laudin, none
the less !!! The right wing back then,
in the early 21st Century, was evidentl-
ly desperate enough, just to begin a
war in the Middle East, to create a
fictional "Terrorist". And that lucky soul
happened to be Osama Bin Laudin.
No joke Folks !! I have been research-
ing 9/11 since very soon after it did
happen !!!
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Hi Folks ! I am not sure what I want to
write about this morning, yet ? But, I
know that it will probably be about the
newly revealed "RACISM" of President
Donald Trump ! By God, they are talk-
ing about it on BLOOMBERG Financal
News Network ! I watch that particular
Nework 5 Days each week, since I am
a very active Investor. And it is not a
Politically oriented station at all. In fact
the Investors Commentators & other
Professionals there, are of a multitude
of Political Choices, from quite Conserv-
ative, such as those who constantly do
watch Fox Business News to the many
Liberal ones, like CNBC, & Bloomberg,
and of course The Nightly Business
Report, on PBS !
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Hello once again followers ! I hope that
each of you is doing well, during these
trying, times, of what surely does seem
like the very end of times, or "last days",
as referred to in the Bible, other books
of faith, religious Prophecy, & probable
other Disasters, which have been key,
often to Ancient desciptions of "the last
of days" leading to WW3, and also a
real WorldWide Nuclear Holocaust !! If
you happen to read this over the next
few days, or even weeks, and you make
a practice out of real "Prayer", then I will
herein suggest that You definately Pray
to your God, regardless of which special
Religious Faith your Philosophy Honors.
Whether it be Judaism, Islam, Christian,
Native American, or Wiccan, Druid, or
Buddhist, or any other common or un-
common Faith Folks !!!
Extremely Seriously,
Curtis Lee Matile
a.k.a.- matile1951@gmail.com
or UFOWITNESS@collarspace.com
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Hello again folks ! I am feeling fairly
"chipper" today, so this Journal entry
my be longer than the last one was !
It will be, newer, deeper, info about
Planet X... a.k.a.- Nibiru, especially
since the reports seem to be much
more abundant, and also,much more
"Detailed", just as Nibiru gets closer
to our Planet Earth !! And, alas, also
I sense that the major Political Power
players, are somewhat lost, about
what they will be able to do, to prepare
for this Planet Earth's Civilization
being very unable to handle the
inevitable Earth Changes !!! Therefore,
the best thing, which I can imagine
most of common Folks should do, is
to carefully, explain to your (over 13
yr. old children) just what your opinion
of the PlanetX catrastophe, means to
your entire group of friends & family !
No doubt, this is insufficient advice
upon this topic, and hopefully, I shall
soon, develop the strength & talent,
which I will likely need to complete
more of this World Wide Warning.
Especially a brief list of professional
and at least one of the best amateur
researchers. Now, unless you realize
just how serious, that I am about this
Information about Planet X, then plez
do not be careless about who you
do share this information with, Folks !!
Only share it with very psychologically
stable, mentally healthy people. This
information, would not be healthy for
the "Masses" of "Earthlings", since
the vast majority of "Mankind" is most
likely not really capable of adjusting
to the idea of the soon coming des-
struction, of this little little "Maximum"
population planet Earth or "Terra", as
I happen to have known an alien upon
our Planet Earth, who was observing
Humanity, way back in the late 90’s !!!
Their screen name was Arkletsr, and
their intelligence was unsurpassed !
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OK.. People, this is intended 2 allow
those who are interested in some of
my interests, such as Serving a hot,
open minded "Kinky" natural submis-
sive Woman, with my Collarspace.com
access, which I have had since 1996,
which was when I stumbled upon the
"Collarme.com, site which, in turn was,
how I 1st learned about the "D/s Life-
style". And in turn, that discovery, was
in large part due to the "Free Open
Chat" which was available before the
9/11/2001 G.W. Bush propaganda,
which created the U.S. Defense ability
to declare War upon Afghanistan, al-
long with the support of Saudi Arabia,
who's "Sheiks", were whom Bob Dylan
referred to as selfish, greedy bastards
basically !
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Ok... tonight's entry into this Journal,
will possibly be by far, one of the most
important, and critical, so far in this
Journal. Also this Journal should be
written from My own "Minds Eye" that
will very likely be very well written
while I Exercize and/or Develop, the
possibly "Heaven Sent", very surprising
but also very true, as I recall the some-
what "Classic" TV Series, "The Little
House on the Prairie", &.also the other
2 Michael Landon TV Series, "Bonanza",
"Little House on the Prairie".
The one to which I refer, is/was, as of all
the philosphies that I despise, is possibly
the worst, most dangerous to very many
of the innocent people ! And combined
with the thousands and thousands of
"Spiritually Evil", Egotists. Old Souls like
my very own soul, no doubt should really
expect to be tempted to the "MAX", but if
in "possibly infinite ways" to "Fall from
Grace". While if I were closer to the true
Creator or the "I AM THAT I AM". Then
I just might be ok, becoming the lowest,
little cock sucker of the Creator, who is
an extremely highly evolved Entity !
Now, only an above average, very smart,
High I.Q., human "Soul" will, even know
to what I refer. So, if you happen to be a
"Spiritual Stoner"/Oldtime "Jesus Freak",
like I am, then You & I will know that,
even as the worthless, Hell bound Sinner
that I am, I understand and readily admit
my own fuckin' guilt. :o(
Signed as Curtis Lee Matile/
A.k.a.- UFO Witness, "Oral slave to be..."
P.S.- Please, Goddess & God's... Lord
help me !
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OK.. Now I am making a 2:45 A.M.
entry into this Journal, mostly due to
the fact that I am listening to 850 am
KOA Radio on my "Copella" small
clock Radio. And that is a habit of
mine each Sunday Morn, since it is
then that the extremely excellent
host George Noury hosts his show,
& what he covers there is definately
of great value to me, since I did wit-
ness that UFO way back in 1974 in
Joliet, Illinois. And Nouri is among
the best available UFO/Alien and
the most knowledgeable about
similar stuff who is available over
the Radio !
I suggest that, if any of my readers
have similar "Interests", that you
find a local Station to Your own home,
with George Norri's show being, in
fact, broadcast in your own Area &
definately listen to it. I gaurantee,
that you will learn a lot about spiritual,
Universal, sometimes spooky stuff
which you will want to share with
many of your friends and Family !!!
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Now, the next step which I would like
to take with this "Journal", is to see
that it is "Copyrighted" in time to be
my legal Copyright. For now, it is not
protected by Copyright, as I under-
stand it. And I refuse to ask a lawyer,
since I am generally a "spendthrift" !
Therefore, if you, Ms. or Sir, happen
to know anything about Copyright's,
then please do let me know what I
am facing in respect to Copyright's
upon my intended Writings ?
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OK Folks... this Journal Entry shall be
about what I think of Donald Trump,
and possibly how that fits in with UFOS,
and Planet X or Nibiru. Donald Trump
should never qualified to even run for
the Presidency, For one thing, he was
way to friendly with Alexander Putin !
And, in fact that may be exactly how
he won the Presidential Election in the
first place. Personally, I am not even a
voter, with the exception, of registering
to vote for Ross Perot, when he was
running. However, I did not really vote
for Perot, due to my handcap, which
has been Paralysis from the waist
down since 2/14/1975, due to a Sheet-
Metal Job Construction Injury. And, yes
I have been disabled from that injury
ever since then. It still has not healed,
so I still cannot stand up or walk. But
I still do, of course, love my life !!!
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Hello again Readers. Now today, I
intend to cover a few new topics,
including lots of stuff about one of
my primary "Mentors" or "Teachers".
The Artist whom I refer to is the
"Peace Activist", John Lennon. I
began following Lennon, way back
in the 60's, when He was simply a
member of the Beatles. Back then
John was still married to Julia, and
his son with her, they named Julian.
Anyway, to continue on my Love 4
John Lennon, now. John promoted
peace throughout his Adult Life, &
he strongly "emphasized" his stand
about worldwide "Peace", after he
had Married Yoko Ono. And also,
there is not doubt that they both did
emphasize that topic in their music !
"All we are saying in give peace a
Chance !" Which remains one of my
absolute favorite songs !!!!
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Ok.. Folks...
This Journal is intended to be far more
that a just Political opinion !
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OK.. Now to continue some more of what
I feel is at least one of the most critical
things which every human being on this
damned planet Earth (or Terra, as some
other species refer to it as) should know
concerning UFO's began way back in '74,
back in the city of my birth, Joliet, Illinois.
It was a summer evening outside of our
second floor apartment, in an old 2 story
home maybe 1/4 mile west of the Canal,
which divides East Joliet from West Joliet.
Two cool Texan Brothers, Mike & Robert
lived downstairs. Admittedly my Nephew
Jimmy & I use to share some weed with
the 2 Texan brothers, downstairs or in
our upstairs appartment a few times a
week. But mind you, I was straight when
Jimmy Matile & I decided to walk a block
north to the local 7-11 store to get some
munchies. We were both simply staring
up at the stars in the sky, when one of
the stars appeared to be moving lower in
the sky. Anyway, we both remained quite
focused upon that one as it came closer
from the south. And as soon as we were
both compelled to begin running in an
effort to see more of the UFO, but then
the damned thing accelerated like a bat
out of hell and it disappeared over the
buildings across the street, north of
West Jefferson St. in just a matter of less
than 30 to 45 Seconds. Plus it created
absolutely no exhaust and also no sound !
We were both astounded !! But my
nephew must have smoked a bit too
much weed, over the years, since he no
longer remembers it ! Go figure, huh !!?
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OK Readers, this Journal is going to take
a whole new turn beginning today. And it
will, I hope be read by some very impor-
tant people, before it is too damned late
for this old planet Earth and all life upon
it ! WW3 will do that, for probably one
million years or more and the friendship
between our new President, Donald
Trump, and Vladimir Putin, could very
well make WW3 happen, anyday now !
As many of those who read this Journal,
and more. I know, I often talk with them
by phone, of UFO's, Alien Life Research,
Time Travel, and a number of other un-
common topics. In fact, many years ago,
due to memory issues which I had back
then, I even had a tape recorder hooked
into my phone line. And though it might
be better if I still did, it is a little bit of a
pain in the ass, to keep up with crap like
that. But, back to what I was telling you
about. My strong interest in UFO's, Alien
Life, Time Travel, Ghosts, and more, of
course !
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Hello again readers. And thanks for
continuing to read my babbling, LOL.
To me it is much more than "babble"
however. I am very serious about
UFO's and this old planets connection
to them, and no doubt thier highly
evolved pilots. From years of research,
books I've read, but mostly my own
personal sighting of one way back in
1974, in my home town of Joliet, Illinois.
I will most likely write more about that
UFO in the next Journal entry.
But the thing which is far more import-
rant to me before continuing that
extension of this Journal, is my need
for an experienced real, submissive
Chick in my life, & possibly a 24/7 live
in sub only ! If you do happen to have
experience in dictation, & some secre-
arial. skills, then you shall be highly
valued by this old Master !! And your
age must be between 21 and 30, your
weight must be less than 111 lbs. with
eyes of green, grey, or blue, at least 5'4"
tall, and naturally blond hair. And you
also must have a hairless cunt daily.
And, if you are not certain that you can
meet those requirements, then do not
dare waste my time, child !!!
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11/7/2016
OK Readers. I doubt that there will be
very many of you (Since reading is not
really as common a practice as it once
was) who shall read this Journal which
I am writing. And unfortunately, too
many U.S. Citizens still have not even
learned to read or write. It is so very
sad that our once extremely intelligent
Nation has become more like a third
world country, isn't it Folks ? What the
hell happened to the education system
in America ? Yes, most of us have the
technology to learn, but what percent-
age use that increasingly new tech-
nology very close to its full potential in
order to help develop a peace loving
Planet of 6 billion humans who share
this very old planet Earth ? And why
the hell have so very few humans just
attempted to "Give Peace a Chance"
like the talented musician and non-
conformist "John Lennon" often sang
in his songs, books and music about ?
It is too easy to blame "Satan" like
Saturday Nights infamous "Church
Lady" use to do... LOL... Although, of
course, it is still a very funny sketch !
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