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I'm looking for experiences both new and repeat, and open to discussing most things. I'm total bottom and mostly passive (other then reacting to pain or whatnot), and enjoy restraint when I'm playing. Don't mind discomfort or extremes, so let's talk about it, whether it be for a night, a weekend, or a month. Only looking for real time, real life experiences.
Right now I can't host, and my transportation situation is unreliable. I can probably get somewhere local, but past that, we'll have to make arrangements. Not opposed to traveling if it can be arranged.
Hoping to find someone that can push the lines within what we negotiate. If I agree to terms, I stick with them, and expect you to fulfill your end of the agreement. My main interests right now center around helplessness, objectification, and force.
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Due to the large amount of spambots on this site pretending to be (mostly) Mistresses...anyone wishing to acquire time with this slave must post a security deposit to be returned upon arrival of slave. /snark
Or...ya know, you could just talk like a real person. |
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So I've been here awhile, and very few people offering anything but a fap-fantasy message exchange. Maybe what I'm asking for isn't enough for the Masters, Dominants, Perverts, and Predators out there.
So, I guess I gotta open up. What's it going to take? What do you want to do to me, and how long do you want to do it...I want more real-time experiences, and I'm willing to do what it takes to find them...extreme surrender. |
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It was pointed out to me that I don't talk about my expectations and views on safer sex. So I'm going to go ahead and do that. In my previous post, I talk about how I want to be released in roughly the equivalent condition as I was in when I entered into captivity. This means I do not want to catch anything requiring medical treatment.
I find that it's much safer to do that by assuming those you interact with have someone that you don't want, and take the proper precautions to prevent transmission. That way, all surprises are pleasant ones, unlike assuming everyone is clean and getting a surprise.
"But I have test results" you say? Tests only show a snapshot from anywhere from 3 to 6 months before the test was taken (it can take this long for viral loads to reach detectable levels). They can be easily forged and faked. It's not that I don't trust you, I'm giving myself to you for however long we agree to...but neither of us can know, and it's best to be safe when we're doing such a short term dynamic. Tests also don't always include everything either of us may be concerned about ("standard panels" omit several STDs), so while I find them to be a useful tool for longer-term dynamics...for what I'm seeking presently, they're not something I'm willing to use to compromise my position on safer sex on.
So yes...I expect you to practice safer sex with me. If you want to know what that means with me, or know if certain activities are covered, I am happy to discuss that. |
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I've been looking for more and better ways to describe what I am looking for...and so far I've come up with the following:
My primary drive is to find and experience enforced captivity (not only is escape not allowed, it's physically impossible). I want to experience captivity for periods ranging from a weekend to weeks long. During this captivity, I am interested in a near-TPE "no limits" scenario, where I can be used for sexual and sadistic amusement and pleasure of my captor(s), and their friends or guests...my only hard limits being that I must be in a condition for my release at the end of the agreed term of captivity that is roughly equivalent to that which I entered. If that's confusing or unclear, I'd find scrapes and bruises would be fine (even if they may take weeks to heal), but a permanently mutilated or damaged body would not be. If you have any specific questions about this limitation and how it affects your desires during my captivity, I am open to discussing it.
I feel after I have had a few of these shorter experiences, I can better judge if this is something I want to experience for a longer duration, but it would be unfair and unjust of me to agree to something longer without these experiences to base my decision on. If having me as your captive sounds appealing, I look forward to the experience I have with you. I am willing to be transported anywhere in the US to have this experience, as long as I have a way back afterwards. |
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Well, I may have to explain some more about the things I've put on my profile.
On willing to relocate: Right now, I don't see how I can commit to long-term dynamics or contracts. I can see being able to agree to a night, or a weekend, or maybe a month at a time, but then I'd need a chance to return to my life and process the experience you gave me. I am willing to travel or be transported for the agreed upon time frame, as long as I have a way back. And that's how I'm "willing to relocate".
On activities within the Experience(s): There are several things I'm interested in exploring and wouldn't mind arranging having them happen during these experiences I agree to. Not all of them are because I think I'll enjoy them, at least while they're happening. And there are many things NOT on the list that I'm fulling willing to agree to. Anyways, here's a short list, and if you wish to discuss them (and making them happen), I'm down to talk.
- Sharing/Loaning/Gifting (of myself by you)
- Group Sexual/S&M Use (from being a Party Favor to servicing house guests to gloryhole/theaters with strangers, as long as safety is taken into account)
- Confinement (When not in use, kept in a cage or chained to something)
- Strict Bondage
- Forced deepthroat/deepthroat "training"
- Heavy S&M
- Breathplay
- Forced Discomfort (forcibly kept physically uncomfortable, like via temperature exposure, positional bondage, forcing to hold an enema or enemas with irritants like lemon juice, sleep deprivation, food deprivation, forced puking...just examples, if you have another we can chat)
- Electricity
- Sensory Deprivation
- Humiliation, Degradation, and Objectification
- Manhandled
- Chastity (my orgasms don't matter)
This isn't an exhaustive list, but it will give you an idea of the boundaries I'm willing to explore. I don't need a of how you want to use me, but I need to understand what I'm accepting before I commit to a period of use under you. I'm open to agreeing to experiences with almost anyone: age, gender, race, and relationship status (couples and groups are okay) are not major considerations. |
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| Age: 33 |
| Cleveland,
Connecticut |
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