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Possible starting a new era in my life. Not realy sure yet how to go about it. But in this lifestyle your always evolving progressing in ways you may or may not feel comfortable in but there are always limites and most can be pushed...
I am still very much a slave but to only one man who i love deeply and will always belong to him.


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Well i guess you could say its official on here!! My Master is back on!! Both profiles are stated as couples. I do so love my Master....thank you for this great honor and privilege. Now please if your a switch or a domdomme ask my Masters permission before contacting me.
Thank you
Mastermtnsadist1
Slave mink

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Well its official as of this day I am completely owned and collard by MANOVARE. I bow to and serve only him my Master. He has bestowed a great honor on this humble slave and I will treasure him and this for ever.

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********************SEPTEMBER 1ST 2016*****************
OWNED....NOT LOOKING....ASK MANOVRARE FOR PERMISSION TO SPEAK TO ME..

MISS MINK



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Respect!!!! Protocol!!!!
I am under consideration by a wonderful man. He is in every thought and ever decision. When I stand before him and look into his eyed and kneel for the very first time at My Master feet I will blast who he is from the roof tops if that is what he chooses for me to do. But this is our time to get to know each other and enjoy it. Not into school girl games my life style is no joke its life. So either conduct your self with respect contacting me as you would want My Sir to contact you or your slavesub. If not dont bother for I will not and consider your self blocked.
Thank You
Miss Mink128139



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Not sure really what to say. Tired of the games of so-called Doms play. If your not for real then look some where else. Been poly Master could not controls his house. Done online he lied so lets see what else there is.

I am a subslave I still have things to learn. I am also what they call a 1950s type. There isnt much I cant do running a home. I like pain...when I first started out my very good friend and mentor was teaching me where my limites were. I found most of it therapeutic and calming.

Again still have lots to learn if you question then ask..

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3/30/2018 6:48:23 AM
Its been awhile since i wrote anything here. I just want to praise my Master for all the long hours he has put in and the nights he is so exhausted but he still pulls me into his arms at night so we fall asleep together. You wake up each and ever morning for me each and everyday with love in your eyes and a hug. A slave coudnt ask for better. I love you Mastermtnsadist....i am yours till the end of time.

1/27/2018 7:25:40 AM
I have had a major inlightingment!!! I am at peace with myself and with my Master!!! He has a geat heart and i have a forgiving soul...

12/26/2017 7:13:10 AM
Master and i had a wonderful Christmas. Good food good fiends....are hearts are full and at peace.

12/8/2017 1:34:35 PM
I am loved and cared for in so many ways. Thank you Master. Looking forward to our new home and decorating. Your home with you for Christmas....i love you💋

11/30/2017 7:54:46 PM
Do you seriously not think i am not on to your games? Wish people would give me just a bit more credit than that...lol. Only one person is getting played and it isnt me.

11/27/2017 12:11:27 PM
It was a great Thanksgiving had some laughs! Master ordered a smoked turkey and well it was a quadriplegic!! It was only the breast! Needless to say he was in heaven he is a breast man! Then spent a quiet weekend watching movies and cuddling!! 💋💕

11/22/2017 8:40:21 AM
Wishing All a Happy Kinky Thanksgiving! May your turkeys be juicy and your thighs plump!

11/15/2017 8:03:41 AM
Done...no more. Have fun with your games and lies.

11/10/2017 10:11:48 AM
Seriously off the rocker....smh But what ever flotes they're boats i guess.

11/8/2017 12:14:21 PM
I have picked up the habit of reading profiles as my Master does. I honestly cant understand how rude and discusting some...most of the Domme profiles are! Seriously how can a 21 year old girl exspect respect when she writes so bitchy and point blanks says send money or your not worth her time....child get a job and a collar because you arent old enough to know what it is to own a slave nor what that slave is worth and no i am not talking money! You arent old enough nor been in this world long enough to demand that kind of respect or tribute.... Slave Mink

11/8/2017 10:02:51 AM
The feeling of being stalk is quite funny at times when you know who it is....whats the point? Nothing has changed nor will it. 💋

11/7/2017 10:05:14 AM
It was a wonderfull evaning and night...💋

11/6/2017 7:52:03 AM
One year ago today my Master collard me. We have been threw alot this past year and seem to have come threw together evan stronger. I gave you my mind body and soul that night to do as you please. My total submission as i kneeled at your feet...on this night i do so again with no regret and no fear for i know you love me as you show me many many times each and everyday. Eternally yours... I love you Master💋❤️

10/23/2017 6:50:52 AM
There is nothing like being woke up at 2am....just because he can!!! I am loved....i love deeply.

8/25/2017 5:27:15 AM
Why.why... I seem to be floating in limbo so many more times here of late. Not feeling realy where i fit in any more. There seems to be three....i am just one.... Where is my place? Where do i fit? I am here but yet feel alone at the times there should be togetherness. Others need theyre time to he is just one man my Master... So i wait patiently waiting like a stary eyed child for that touch that look that lets my heart know that i am wanted and loved. They seem so far apart at late. My love and comentment is never faltering but i get lonely to that stary eyed child waiting. My sisters all know theyre places they have the most time spent i only a year but it feels like a life time ago we met. That star eye child meeting her Mastet for the first time. All the talks we had and time spent. Where did all that go? Where are we now and where are we going.... ******************************** This is my journal my thoughts my feelings. These words are not to be thrown about and turned into drama. They are not ment toward you her them or any other entity. Just my thoughts so leave them alone. MisMink

4/22/2017 9:15:22 AM
Nothing could be better to wake up in your Master's arms and here laughter in our house again....its been a rough few days been on a emotional roller coaster over things out of my controls. Being a slave in a poly home and off grid isn't easy and will break evan the strongest. It did try but with my Master's love and devotion is bringing my back to stable ground. I can never tell him cause words are not enough on how much I truly love and care for him but show him in my own devotion in service to him....

4/15/2017 7:49:02 AM
Things may not always be easy and I have a bit of concussion over certain things but in the end I know I am loved and cared for deeply. What more could I ask for....A Master who spoils me a sister by choice who I share him with with joy and no issues and living off grid on a mountain building our home for life with our bare hands. Life is good.

4/10/2017 10:39:03 AM
I hope he knows. ....... That this is what he has. I hope He is strong enough. How to Love a Woman who has been to Hell & Back. Author: Kathy Parker The Woman Who Has Been To Hell And Back Is Not Easy To Love. Many have tried. Most have failed. The weak need not attempt, for it will take more strength than you even know you possess; more patience, more resilience, more tenacity, more resolve. It requires a relentless love, one that is determined and not easily defeated. For the woman who has been to hell and back will push you away. She will test you in her desire to know what you are made of, whether you have what it takes to weather her storm. Because she is unpredictable?at times a hurricane, a force of nature that rides on the fury of her suffering; other times a gentle rain, calm, still and quiet. When she is the gentle rain that falls in time to her silent tears, love her. When she is the thunder and lightning and ferocious winds that wreak havoc, love her harder. She is a contradiction, a pendulum that will forever swing between fear of suffocation and fear of abandonment, and even she will not know how to find the balance between the two. Because today, although she will never tell you, she will feel insecure. She will want you to stay close, to tuck her hair behind her ear and kiss her on her forehead and hold her in the strength of your arms. But tomorrow she will crave her independence, her space, her solitude. For while you have slept, she has been awake, unable to slow her thoughts, watching clocks and chasing time, trying to make the broken pieces fit, to make sense of it all?of where and how she fits. She fights her demons and slays her dragons, afraid if she goes to sleep they will gain the upper hand, afraid if she goes to sleep she will no longer be in control. Tomorrow she will be tired, and your presence will smother her. She will need only herself. When she reaches out to you, love her. When she pushes you away, lover her harder. New situations and places and people and experiences will make her anxious. She will be fiercely independent and long to overcome her fears, all the while as terrified as a small child alone in the big world. Sometimes she will need to be courageous, to prove to herself she has what it takes. Other times she will need you to take her hand and hold it firmly in yours. Sometimes she may not know what she needs, and you will need to read her like a book with worn pages and a tattered spine and be what she needs when she does not know herself. When she is brave and steps into the world on her own, love her. When she is scared, but refuses to take your hand, love her harder. She will live in fear of not being enough and always being too much?an endless battle to find the middle ground. Ashamed if the scale falls one way or the other, ashamed to be herself for no one has ever loved her both when she is small and also when she is tremendous. When she feels too much, love her. When she feels not enough, love her harder. Sometimes she won?t hurt and the light will shine from her eyes and her laughter will be a rare and precious melody. But sometimes she will hurt so much from the trauma still in her body; she will ache, she will feel pain and anguish. The light will grow dim and the music will fade. When she is the light, love her. When she is the darkness, love her harder. She will always love you with caution, with one foot out the door. For she does not understand a love with no conditions, one that is powerful enough to withstand hard times. She cannot allow herself to fully trust in your love, and she will keep parts of her heart hidden?the parts that have been hurt the most, the parts she can?t risk being hurt again when she has worked so hard to stitch them together. She will always watch, wait and expect you to leave first. And when you don?t, she has a truth written upon her heart that says you will?it?s only a matter of time, for everyone who loves her leaves her. And so she will seek to sabotage the relationship; she will seek to destroy it, she will seek to leave first, she will seek to hurt you before you can hurt her. This is how she stays in control, this is how she survives, how she will ensure she will not get hurt again. When she wants to love you, love her. When she wants to hurt you, love her harder. Being out of control terrifies her. Don?t ever make her feel powerless, trapped or without her freedom. She needs to dance barefoot under enormous blue skies, to feel sand between her toes, to run with wolves as the wind weaves magic through her hair, for here is where her healing is found. Never clip her wings, for if she has the freedom to fly, she will always come back to you. Love her when it?s easy, and love her harder when it?s not. Love her in a way that will defy all she has ever known love to be. Love her because you understand with every fiber of your soul the gift of her love, what it has cost her to offer you her fragile heart. She does not need you. She has chosen you. Because you have what it takes to survive the storm. Because even when she doesn?t know how to love, you know how to love harder.

3/25/2017 1:47:32 PM
I am so happy. I have a amazing Master and now a new slave sister that has joined us on our mountain home. I don't think anything could break my out look on our life. Peace....Trust....Love...Honesty These are the things that hold us together. Tell no lies and keep no secrets that's our moto. I just wish others from past lives would realize that I am a rare breed and my Master will back me up on that. I see were others are blind and being female I know the games. I love him and he is poly as I am and my sister slave. We except and welcome honest partners in our family. But when you start out at actuations of your past with Master or sister to try to come between or cause dout all your really doing is making a fool out of yourself.....smh We are strong and getting stronger.....

2/3/2017 2:14:49 PM
I guess these journals are suppose to be kink but in some ways this one isn't..... Its amazing to take a break and sit back and watch the view unfold before my eyes. To hear the laughter and comradeship unfold before me. See my Master bought this property out in the mountains. Its beautiful !!!! We came out here with my grown children and we are building this compound that when done is completely off grid. Self sufficient and self sustainable. There are deer hogs turkeys not counting rabbit and squirl. We have yet to find the pond....lol Peace..drama free... Can't get any better in our eyes!!

11/16/2016 8:54:01 AM
To start off with I am not to sure what this journal posting is for. With what I have read from others its a cross of rants love lost and accomplishments..... So here goes... I am apart of a poly house. Master and two slaves. My daughter is also here but not apart of these dynamics. I am a quiet person when it comes to personal thoughts and can express my feelings in writing a lot better than voice. Things have been up and down a lot but my Master has always assured me it will get better in time. Slave one has had 14 years and others have treated her wrong. I get all that and being who I am can honestly see all sides. I am a very patient person some say I have the patients of Jobe... But now it has come to lite that I no longer have any private communications with Master....all my PM's has went to her email at least the ones threw here. Non about her just my personal thoughts a little flirting and when him and I talked about my last journal and I said a family if three ...all hell broke loose with her... But I don't include my daughter in stuff like that...duh...really? I did here on this one because of that issue. But anyway...there has been a lot of little things ...a lot! I am feeling a bit lost and unsure exactly what or wear I am suppose to do or act. I can't put all this in the right words or text it seems...every time I try it makes me out sounding jealous and I am not! I have never wanted her spot just peace and belonging. Family.. So when I say poly is hard it is. Everyone has to have they're own time with each other times to express they're needs and not fake fronts. There's been so much hurt here and fear from others past that non here can see what's right before them.. I guess I am just feeling needy right now. So I stay quiet and do the things expected of me and let old dogs lay..waiting for the time he notices that things are not right with me.. If I am lucky enough and he reads this I do want to make it clear that I am not leaving by the sound of this journal just needing...something what I don't know anymore...a hug a touch... Moments in time that are remembered between us. Idk anymore... Just a bit lost.

11/8/2016 7:43:55 AM
Poly....I am poly but yet I am mongamus ...I serve only my Master but there is more than that. We are a home of 3. Trials and learning as I go but it isn't easy and some days I just want to stay in my room and shut the world out except my Master but hiding away doesn't solve issue now does it? I am a rare breed. Meaning I can see all sides of the picture. Doesn't make it any easyer to deal with the issues at hand but a better understanding of them. Don't let any one fool you because poly isn't easy. Everyone involved has to work together as a whole for it to work. There going to be days that you just want to scream and walk away....but you can't that's not who you are your not a quiter you serve a amazing Master. Looking into his eyes each and everyday lifts you up from the dark and you grow warm in his praise... Can you really walk away...? No....I don't want that!!! Just peace and to serve him for that is worth everything to me. So I bite my tongue I turn the other cheek and passively stand by as others act out for I know that I am loved and wanted. That one day there will be peace...my Master has said so. And therefore I bask in the honor to serve him.. either way I am his....

11/6/2016 7:55:51 PM
I am on top of the world right now... I have officially been collard. There's no turning back Evan if I wanted to and I don't. I am his and his humble slave for the rest of my life. Thank you Master you have bestowed a great honor on me this night. I love you and bow to you always Master 💋

10/24/2016 8:56:13 PM
I was lost...Then I was found. This is something I truely believed for a long time. I have made bad judgments and they have taken they're toll. I don't trust as easy I don't open up easily. Then you came along....I tryed to explain my life in the worst ways. To push you away... you didn't need my drama etc ect....but you were persistent. Here I am..I belong to you. You know me better than I do all most all the time. We share with out Evan speaking you know my feelings. I sharish the time we have and look forward to many years to come. I am not so good at putting the right words to the feelings at hand but I believe this says it all...Master Feeling lost and unwanted in a place unrecognizable anymore cast of shadows, memories, nothing feels real nonexistent a heart that has grown cold but yet to be bitter , a soul seeking love a love that will never die but forever bound longing , dreaming, for so long and still nothing Is this punishment? Pain deserving? To never love again? Can the cold heart be warmed by a true soul? is there a true soul to be found? so tired from the restless journey... Does one give up what she desires and dreams can be? One does not know what to do no more , to seek to be found... Alone for eternity ? To not feel the touch of love and kindness? Questions one cannot answer ... but maybe one day soon , very soon ... will feel love all the days of her life and she will dwell with Him forever and ever for no other love can match what He has to offer. No other love will she let have her ... for His is true and never ending.... This is what you have showed me....for ever yours Master 💋

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QueenSixx
 
 Age: 33
 El Paso, Texas