Re-Writing this in hoping to find what I'm truly looking for. I'm 30 years old single, live alone in my own apartment. No kids, no boyfriend or boyfriend. Never been married, I'm not opposed to marriage, I just don't think its always needed if a relationship is solid, within its own right, why force some union that may or may not last, just to make some in "common society happy". That's not me, I don't do what's normal to make others happy because I need to be happy with the decision at the end of the day. With that said, I'm not opposed to it, just the timing and the situation would have to be right for me to actually go through with it.
Now I will get to what I'm truly seeking here. I've been involved in the D/s lifestyle for almost 11 years. Now I don't mean I lived my day to day life as a submissive always taking orders from a Dominant or Master in my life. But I've been experimenting in the lifestyle on and off for at least 11 years. I've had more casual relationships and encounters then I want. I'm not that type of person. I prefer to find someone I can devote myself to. Be with on a daily basis and build a life with. I'm not looking for desiring a play partner. I want and need more from a relationship.
I also know my name implies that I'm seeking a Daddy. Which is close to the truth. But I chose that screen name because I like the idea and the closeness of a Daddy Dom/Baby girl relationship. Not because I have any instinctual feelings to my Father or that I want to be treated as an adolescent. It's a mindset and the way I picture the closeness of a relationship. If you don't get that then we aren't for one another.
I'M SEEKING SINGLE MEN WHO ARE DISEASE FREE. UNATTACHED MEN WITH NO OTHER PROSPECTS IN THE PICTURE.
I will not compete for a man under any circumstance. I want a man who can be a Dom behind closed doors and act like a normal sane man in public. But always know he owns me and that I'm completely devoted to him. I want someone who makes me desire to submit to him. I want someone who within bringing me into there lives I just improve it and make it better, same for me, I want the person I'm with and choose to submit to and give my mind, body and soul to to enhance my life every day.
I know in writing this I'm asking a lot and probably kidding myself in finding it here, but I'll never know until I try. So here it is.