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Ideally Im looking for a masochistic slave. I have extreme sadistic needs and love to see my slave suffer for my pleasure. Yes Sadism is at my core desire of bdsm. But I dont just need a pain slut. I want someone that is also a reliable friend and good company. I also dont need to be discreet. Id love my little pet to be part of the family with everyone else aware of the dynamic between us. Of course they dont have to know everything we do...

Im a complexity. I have come a long way along this journey and Im still learning about myself as well as this lifestyle. In the past ten years I have had ds relationships with slave boys, girls and play partners. Now Im in a committed loving relationship with my sub, which I could never imagine before I met him. We are deeply in love and both have made great compromises and sacrifice for this relationship.. I also learned so much about myself and about love.

But I still love to hunt. I love to have inspiring conversations with other people and to know their journeys. And Im still open to all sorts of possibilities to experience and explore with the right people.

Im a very easy going person. People always find it quite comfortable and easy to be themselves when they are around me. Im also a loving and nurturing mistress, which sometimes could be confusing to new subs. Because deep down in me is the darkest desire to break and abuse.

If you wish to develop a ds relationship with me, the first thing, you need to be serious about this lifestyle. Because its never a game to me and I invest a lot for this unique and profound mental bond. Also practically, I hope you are single and available for me. Age 40 above preferred for male. No restrains for female.