Collarspace

update 12 Apr 2019

I am 50, an exec with an MNC, in a sexless marriage with poor to no communication with my wife. I am a workaholic and addicted to porn. Generally ashamed of myself. She is 34, educated, sophisticated, extremely well groomed. She is an extrovert and vivacious. She is lonely and we fight often about my weight, introversion, lack of frens and social life.

We have spoke of others and it going beyond sex but it never got real because my presencebeing in the knowknowing the man has always been a hindrance

In summary the needs have been expressed by BOTH but given a number of things on the family front it has not happened yet. She needs what she needs, and it is a fetish for me as well.

My own needs go beyond the ordinary and
- it has to go beyond sex
- must cover some mutually agreed areas
- she is to be controlled and trained to be extremely open, available willing.
- she will not know the details of our conv, until a much later point in time
- we cannot host as we have kids

Based on previous exp I can tell you that the most complicated part is you getting to meet-know her. From there to the point where you fuck her is an imponderable. If you get that far then it will only get easier and dirtier ....