9/17/2016 3:37:07 AM: My word this site gets altogether more depressing each time I log in. Seriously, half the members would be as well crawling back into the primordial gloop from which they were spawned, it's devolving so rapidly.There have been three LadyAmber's in the last 24 hours, all with the same face but with three different locations and ages, either this bitch is proof we've cracked cloning or there is something amiss. Besides her dodgy grammar.Likewise the random and full on messages from frustrated individuals. Dude, quit it, can you imagine plonking yourself down next to a girl at the bar and telling her all you want to do is get your cock locked up and yadayadayada insert ludicrous fantasy borne of too much hard-core porn and not enough reality here.Desperation is a foul stench and few can stomach it. Reel yourselves in and remember. Oversharing with strangers is one of the many signs of emotional instability. How attractive do you think Norman Bates is? Actually, no one answer that.

7/18/2015 8:26:25 AM: My amusement for the day: Upon noticing a certain female submissives profile declaring that slavery is good if you choose it, oh and she chooses it, I merely pointed out that slavery by definition meant said property could not unilaterally terminate the agreement. That 'choice' that she refers to would be the one we all know and love; ladies and gentleman, put your hands together and let me welcome to the stage: 'submission'. (cue crowds going wild)She then wrote me back a note telling me that once I had been a slave for as long as she had then she would listen to my opinion. That I should go back to nursery. I always applaud enlightened behaviour.Deciding to question her ability to comprehend the term unilaterally, and possibility spell it unaided, I was shocked, shocked I tell you, to find I had been blocked. Ahhh, she clearly took the high road rather than acting like a four year old being explained a relatively simple, yet unpleasant concept, known as 'right and wrong'.Do we wonder why she is still here at fifty other Leishla? No, Leishla, we do not.Have a fine Saturday folks. I'm out bitches... (drops mic).

8/25/2014 7:27:04 AM: In an effort to keep the journal on a positive note, rather than slip into a malaise from the messages beginning with Goddess, Mistress, Princess, Miss, (insert wildly meaningless title here), etc. and how tedious they truly are to a rational individual, how about we have a little think about the bond that should be a beautiful thing. Where the title is a term of endearment and devotion? It's a charged word that you share with one and only one person for the duration of your relationship. Boring? Perhaps. I would argue not as boring as flitting from meaningless interaction with someone who suddenly disappears from a Yahoo/Skype account and is no longer contactable to the next quick, ultimately unsatisfactory, fix.Isn't that the desired goal for most of us? To find and individual who understands our flaws, insecurities, our desires and goals someone to share these aspects of our personality with?Enabling behaviour is easy. Ceasing it is much more difficult. It seems to be the one aspect of life where creating is easier than destroying. Many complain about behaviour from certain parties on here, become frustrated and abusive. I would respond that it is a chicken and egg situation. One does not exist without the other.However, there are numerous much healthier means of finding a partner, if you have become disillusioned or simply wish to actively get involved in the D/s world to find someone who actually cares about you then by all means get in touch for a lifestyle advice session.Yes, this is an advert, make no mistake I do expect reasonable compensation for my time and effort. Not because I am better than anyone else simply because I offer a service. Just like a burger joint, Netflix or anything else the choice is yours as to whether you wish to avail yourself.

8/14/2014 1:22:44 AM: Sometimes I do love the sex industry and my fellow quirky co-workers, in the loosest sense possible, waking up, making my morning oatmeal while I log into AW and the very first profile name that pops up is IEatsCocksAndBrains. I almost choked on a swollen raisin. Clicking onto the profile, low and behold she is Romanian, independent, and has another charming little tagline. 'My room is clean but my intentions are messy'.Considering the usual standard of Eastern European cam workers I feel she should be applauded. After all a little zombie roleplay can be a wonderful thing. My morning may now consist of zombie walking and the occasional cry of.......Braiiiiiiiiiiinzzzzzzz.