3/14/2017 5:08:26 AM: It is important to read this and imagine the words are in my mind… I need to hear my voice say each line… I need to take deep slow breaths… in my nose… and out my lips… feeling each breath… lead me to the next one… just like the words lead to the next one… my thoughts can grow foggy and relaxed… submission makes my arousal grow… my arousal makes me more submissive… giggling makes my head empty… my empty head makes me feel light and horny… every time I breathe… I breathe in submission… every time I breathe out… I breathe out my free will… Every time I blink… my mind goes MORE blank… every BLINK my eyes get heavier… I think what the Her words tells me to think… I only orgasm when Mistress tells me to orgasm… Mistress decides what I wear… Mistress decides who I am… my mind is putty in HER hands… there to be molded and shaped as Mistress demands… touching myself makes me feel slutty… when I feel slutty I can’t stop touching my pleasure… bringing myself to the edge of orgasm feels so frustrating… but I know I can’t release unless Mistress commands it… I MUST obey… to obey is PLEASURE… it is PLEASURE to OBEY… do what she wishes… so easy to just let go and sink… no reason to think… Mistress words are my thoughts… so I don’t need to think… I can just SINK… sink… sink… deeper for Mistress… touching myself helps to make me weaker for Her to control… I want Mistress to control my mind and body… I want to OBEY… hearing what she has to say… stroking my mind away… letting my fingers PLAY… I feel Her control over me GROW… along with my own arousal… feels good to just LET GO… and let Her have total control… It is important to read this and imagine the words are in mind… I need to hear my voice say each line… I need to take deep slow breaths… in my nose… and out my lips… feeling each breath… lead me to the next one… words seem to weave a warm blanket I my mind… a warm soft blanket wrapping around my mind… it is so easy to give in and sink deeper… the deeper I sink… the better it feels… submitting… sinking… succumbing… surrendering… there is nothing I need to do… but follow and obey… my eyes are reading this… but they are glassy and vacant of thought… my fingers stroking my pleasure for Her… Mistress is everything… every stroke of my fingers I see her smile… Pleasing Her is important… it is IMPORTANT to please Mistress… letting every stroke of my fingers… every breath I take… become Her pleasure… Her pleasure is my pleasure… the deeper I go… the better it feels… pleasing… teasing my pleasure for Her… Mistress controls my PLEASURE… my pleasure is Hers to control… it becomes easier and easier to let go for Mistress… It is important to read this and imagine the words are in my mind… I need to hear my voice say each line… I need to take deep slow breaths… in my nose… and out my lips… feeling each breath… lead me to the next one… every word is hypnotizing me deeper… I am no longer in control… I need to OBEY… listen to Mistress… Please and OBEY… I need to re-post this… so others can see… that She should be PLEASED… so I can show Mistress LOVE… that I can OBEY… that I do what She wants me to do… It is important to read this and imagine the words are in my mind… I need to hear my voice say each line… I need to take deep slow breaths… in my nose… and out my lips… feeling each breath… lead me to the next one… just like the words lead to the next one… my thoughts can grow foggy and relaxed… submission makes my arousal grow… my arousal makes me more submissive… giggling makes my head empty… my empty head makes me feel light and horny… every time I breathe… I breathe in submission… every time I breathe out… I breathe out my free will… Every time I blink… my mind goes MORE blank… every BLINK my eyes get heavier… I think what the Her words tells me to think… I only orgasm when Mistress tells me to orgasm… Mistress decides what I wear… Mistress decides who I am… my mind is putty in HER hands… there to be molded and shaped as Mistress demands… touching myself makes me feel slutty… when I feel slutty I can’t stop touching my pleasure… bringing myself to the edge of orgasm feels so frustrating… but I know I can’t release unless Mistress commands it… I MUST obey… to obey is PLEASURE… it is PLEASURE to OBEY… do what she wishes… so easy to just let go and sink… no reason to think… Mistress words are my thoughts… so I don’t need to think… I can just SINK… sink… sink… deeper for Mistress… touching myself helps to make me weaker for Her to control… I want Mistress to control my mind and body… I want to OBEY… hearing what she has to say… stroking my mind away… letting my fingers PLAY… I feel Her control over me GROW… along with my own arousal… feels good to just LET GO… and let Her have total control… It is important to read this and imagine the words are in mind… I need to hear my voice say each line… I need to take deep slow breaths… in my nose… and out my lips… feeling each breath… lead me to the next one… words seem to weave a warm blanket I my mind… a warm soft blanket wrapping around my mind… it is so easy to give in and sink deeper… the deeper I sink… the better it feels… submitting… sinking… succumbing… surrendering… there is nothing I need to do… but follow and obey… my eyes are reading this… but they are glassy and vacant of thought… my fingers stroking my pleasure for Her… Mistress is everything… every stroke of my fingers I see her smile… Pleasing Her is important… it is IMPORTANT to please Mistress… letting every stroke of my fingers… every breath I take… become Her pleasure… Her pleasure is my pleasure… the deeper I go… the better it feels… pleasing… teasing my pleasure for Her… Mistress controls my PLEASURE… my pleasure is Hers to control… it becomes easier and easier to let go for Mistress… It is important to read this and imagine the words are in my mind… I need to hear my voice say each line… I need to take deep slow breaths… in my nose… and out my lips… feeling each breath… lead me to the next one… every word is hypnotizing me deeper… I am no longer in control… I need to OBEY… listen to Mistress… Please and OBEY… I need to re-post this… so others can see… that She should be PLEASED… so I can show Mistress LOVE… that I can OBEY… that I do what She wants me to do… I need to keep reading this over and over… letting Mistress take deeper control of me… I want to keep touching myself… EDGING as I read for Mistress… It is important to read this and imagine the words are in my mind… I need to hear my voice say each line… I need to take deep slow breaths… in my nose… and out my lips… feeling each breath… lead me to the next one… just like the words lead to the next one… my thoughts can grow foggy and relaxed… submission makes my arousal grow… my arousal makes me more submissive… giggling makes my head empty… my empty head makes me feel light and horny… every time I breathe… I breathe in submission… every time I breathe out… I breathe out my free will… Every time I blink… my mind goes MORE blank… every BLINK my eyes get heavier… I think what the Her words tells me to think… I only orgasm when Mistress tells me to orgasm… Mistress decides what I wear… Mistress decides who I am… my mind is putty in HER hands… there to be molded and shaped as Mistress demands… touching myself makes me feel slutty… when I feel slutty I can’t stop touching my pleasure… bringing myself to the edge of orgasm feels so frustrating… but I know I can’t release unless Mistress commands it… I MUST obey… to obey is PLEASURE… it is PLEASURE to OBEY… do what she wishes… so easy to just let go and sink… no reason to think… Mistress words are my thoughts… so I don’t need to think… I can just SINK… sink… sink… deeper for Mistress… touching myself helps to make me weaker for Her to control… I want Mistress to control my mind and body… I want to OBEY… hearing what she has to say… stroking my mind away… letting my fingers PLAY… I feel Her control over me GROW… along with my own arousal… feels good to just LET GO… and let Her have total control… It is important to read this and imagine the words are in mind… I need to hear my voice say each line… I need to take deep slow breaths… in my nose… and out my lips… feeling each breath… lead me to the next one… words seem to weave a warm blanket I my mind… a warm soft blanket wrapping around my mind… it is so easy to give in and sink deeper… the deeper I sink… the better it feels… submitting… sinking… succumbing… surrendering… there is nothing I need to do… but follow and obey… my eyes are reading this… but they are glassy and vacant of thought… my fingers stroking my pleasure for Her… Mistress is everything… every stroke of my fingers I see her smile… Pleasing Her is important… it is IMPORTANT to please Mistress… letting every stroke of my fingers… every breath I take… become Her pleasure… Her pleasure is my pleasure… the deeper I go… the better it feels… pleasing… teasing my pleasure for Her… Mistress controls my PLEASURE… my pleasure is Hers to control… it becomes easier and easier to let go for Mistress… It is important to read this and imagine the words are in my mind… I need to hear my voice say each line… I need to take deep slow breaths… in my nose… and out my lips… feeling each breath… lead me to the next one… every word is hypnotizing me deeper… I am no longer in control… I need to OBEY… listen to Mistress… Please and OBEY… I need to re-post this… so others can see… that She should be PLEASED… so I can show Mistress… that I can OBEY… that I do what She wants me to do.

2/10/2015 4:20:41 AM: So pleased to be home soon. Now I can finally relax for a while.

1/10/2015 8:08:54 PM: I should not be waking up standard 4am. I need some soothing sounds to help me sleep

7/7/2013 10:57:22 AM: You can press the button as fast as you want but its not going to come any quicker

6/29/2013 9:36:57 AM: If you love yourself, you will have a lifelong romance - Brian Blessed