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UPDATE:3.17.18 It's been nearly 2 months since an unfortunate procedure as a hospital patient
Male Submissive, 36,  Los angeles (sfv), California


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Age: 25, Height: 5ft 7in (170 cm), Weight: 122 lbs.
Location: Los Angeles, New York
Last on 1/11/14 at 4:49 PM
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Age: 49, Height: 5ft 7in (170 cm)
Location: Lost in LA, California
Last on 3/16/18 at 10:13 AM










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It's been nearly 2 months since an unfortunate procedure as a hospital patient has left me changed. (To what level of permanence, i am unsure.) The removal of my catheter has left me not only very different in looks, but unable to feel arousal or obtain an erection. This has me obviously reconsidering my plans of not dying a virgin. Also, my participation in this lifestyle. Will i love it like i used to? Are my fetishes rendered obsolete with the lack of arousal?

What about my submissive desires? Will my urge to serve and please be altered at all? Will i become a less desirable slave with lack of possible fetishes/activities to participate in? Just seems like a lot to take in.

** it has been so long since having the privilege of being in the presence of a true Goddess. To serve, worship, obey and take my place at Her feet. Though i can only blame myself for my situation, for opportunities squandered, i am making a vow to learn from my mistakes and to improve myself as a submissive as well as a person in general. Insecurities, immaturity, jealousy haunt my younger days and though it came at a heavy cost, i have learned from it, put it behind me and hopefully get another chance to prove my worth, to find a true Goddess to dedicate myself to. To be enthralled once more and to fulfill my destiny of not just servitude but complete mental and emotional slavery to a beautiful, superior Goddess who deserves everything i could offer and more.***

About me.. i'm honest, thoughtful, genuine and obedient. Have been submissive since i was very young. First discovered "the lifestyle" at around 12-13 when i found a BDSM 'bulletin board' on "Prodigy". Yes "Prodigy", anyone under 30 probably has no idea what i'm talking about. Let's just say it was pre-America Online, when the internet was fairly new and insanely slow! At 14, i learned how to RP and began serving Mistresses online. Was always very curious to try r/t but save a few random femdom experiences, my shyness kept me primarily cowered behind a computer screen until around 18 when i finally served an "Actual Mistress" for the 1st time in r/t. So in person I have served off and on for close to 15 years. When i first begin serving a Mistress i have quite a few "soft" limits which will stretch and dissipate as i gain trust in my Mistress. Hoping someday the right Mistress could convert this sub into a slave, although unlikely, I would need to have not only absolute trust in my Mistress, but to truthfully love her as well. To put in a better context, in my 34 years, i have only known ONE Goddess who could've totally enslaved me with absolutely zero limits. Though i am not very active my search, i am however open to finding my Perfect Goddess.
**this profile is a work in progress**

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Journal Entries:
8/11/2017 10:06:46 AM
Is it just me or has there been a noticeable spike in new fake/bot Domme accounts opened in the past 30 days?

5/17/2017 6:11:34 PM
DomCon blew my mind! So happy i went, talk about sensory overload!

3/7/2017 10:58:55 PM
Who will be at DomCon in May? Msg me!

1/22/2017 6:08:53 AM
I've seen a couple "Dommes" specializing in "ignore sessions" lol.. really? "I'd like to book an ignore session please.. Hello??.. I said i would like to book an ignore session please...hello?? oh.. we just did? Umm ok How much do I owe?"

1/15/2017 9:49:07 PM
I'm proud to say i found a Mistress to serve. After sending Her $1000 to prove i am not a fake or a time waster, She has accepted me as Her slave. I haven't seen a pic of Her yet but She assures me She is gorgeous. She is 5'9'' and 62 lbs, and although Her profile says she is 3,632 miles away, She also assures me that is inaccurate and that She really is close by in Los Angeles. I can't wait to meet, take Her for a cup of coffee and discuss our interests to see if we are compatible. I'd like to do that ASAP but She says i need to send another $1000 to show i am really, REALLY serious, so as soon as i get my next paycheck we can go on to the next step. I'm really excited and have the highest hopes for this to be an amazing LTFLR! Really I am giddy with excitement and wonder how on earth did i get so lucky?

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