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****NEW PICS**** For Your Viewing Pleasure.... (my pics are for Your eyes only).......
******* NOTE: i have pics....i will send these pics to Anyone who asks....just would rather not post.... so if even just a bit interested....send me a quick note and i will send 5 or 10 pics Your way!!!!!.......
i am pretty bad about going on and on when it comes trying to say whats on my mind, So i hope You would forgive me if i go on too much here however there is only one first impression and with this i hope i haven't already blown it. i wouldn't normally spend soooo much time on something but i am really trying to get Your attention and hope that this risk pays off in the "long run" (lol.... no pun intended)

To start off i would have to tell You how i first came to the realization of my submissive self (even though i really had no idea of what it was at the time). In second grade, in class, the teacher was teaching us about the colonial days and explained that if You were bad or broke a law of the township, for punishment, the person who broke that law was put in the stockade located in the town squire for all to walk by and see and gawk at. Well listening to that, my little sub mind pictured myself as that law breaker and placed in those stocks NAKED. With that fantasy, i had my first erection. Not knowing what an erection was, i thought something was wrong and it scared me a bit....but at the same time felt really good especially when i rubbed it against the underside of my desk. From there a sub was born....lol!

my next enlightenment came from finding my dads stash of Magazines (maybe 6th or 7th grade). He had the vanilla normal playboy and penthouse, but also at the bottom of the stack was a somewhat mild bondage magazine that had all my attention! The magazine had pictures of various Women in various poses tied up. i remember wishing the pictures were of guys tied up with strong Women standing tall over the men. So my fantasy's pictured myself as the women tied up. my adventure and fantasy's continued to grow....

At 17, i found a national publication with Domme/sub personals paper at a local (downtown) adult bookstore and to my luck it contained a few local KC Dommes searching for subs. I was sooooo excited i answered all of the ads by mail (in 1981 a computer was something out of a scfi movie...lol). Since i was living at home i had to get a PO box to receive mail because i did not want my parents to find out about this. Anyway, i remember how excited i would get just going to the mailbox every day.... full erection and butterfly's for and hour before and after just to look in a stupid mailbox...lol. Well i think i answered five ads and eventually received one here and one another day and so on. The first through fourth came back with nice words and advice but the same message was that i was too young but a very handsome picture and to write back in a few years. You could imagine my disappointment! The last response didn't come back... i kept going back to the mailbox with high hopes but it continued to be empty. However about a month later to my surprise there was the last response.....
Someone had interest! She was much older than myself, 42 and i was only 17.... ( i know, sounds like that show on NBC to catch a predator, only i was the prey....lol. but it was not like that at all). She included a phone number and i called as soon as i got to a phone and we chatted for a bit and got to know each other. at the end of the call She asked me if i had plans for the next 6 or 7 hours and i replied no. Then She asked how sure it was if this is something that i wanted and i said yes more than anything in the world. She then told me that i am to do exactly as i am told and gave me my first orders.
She told me to go home immediately and take a long shower and then dress in a suit without any underwear and to drive to Her home (about 30 miles from me). She gave me an hour and a half to complete this task. She instructed me not to be late, not a minute early and not a minute late. She instructed me to ring the bell with my back to the door and when she opened the door i was to back into the house with my eyes closed.
When i finally arrived at Her house 10 minutes early i had to wait in my car as not to be early (it was the longest 10 minutes of my life!). Per Her instructions i rang the bell right on time (so i thought) and stood with my back to the door and my eyes closed and waited for probably what seemed like another 10 minutes (lol probably 20 seconds) until She opened the door and led me from behind into the house. I was instructed to then remove all of my clothing and put on a blindfold located on the chair beside me in the dark room and stand in the middle of the room with my hands behind my back and my legs spread wide.... i did as i was told!
In after again what seemed as an eternity, She entered the room and hand cuffed me and began to inspect me and touch and probe me. After She was satisfied with Her new property, She explained that i was probably excited and didn't really understand how serious She was when she said not to be EARLY or late and that now i was going to learn how to follow directions better. She said that this first training would be a lessen in following directions and listening. From this lessen, She said, She would decide if there would be a second visit for me.
She put leather cuffs on my hand and feet and tied me spread eagle on Her floor, She tied me very tight and i could not move. She then told me She was going to play. i was ordered not to move or tense or tighten any muscle in my body at any time. i was not to speak or make any sound at all. She explained that there would not be any major pain involved if i follow these instructions however if i didn't all bets are off. She asked me if i understood this completely and to ask now or not at all if i had any questions. I said no. That's when i felt the first sting of Her crop! She asked again and i repeated no. i felt the crop again and then She corrected me with NO MA'AM. i caught on quickly and repeated ... sorry Ma'am ... no Ma'am. At that point the training started.
She told me She was going to tease me with touch and feel and with light whipping and cropping. She said that She will bring me to close to cumming over and over for the next few hours but i am not allowed to cum. If i did cum before i had permission i would have to lick it up and i would have to go home with only my pants and no other clothes...and i would not be invited back ever. She also explained that again i am not to move a muscle or flinch or tighten up even if i was about to cum or i would feel the sting of Her crop. I told Her i understood and the training began!
It was the best 3 hours of my sub experience to this day! sure i felt the crop over and over (it is almost impossible to not move or flex any muscles when excited and fighting the urge to cum but i did pretty well) but i did not cum until i was given permission! when it was over i was told to stand up and wait for Her to leave the room before i removed my blindfold and to get dressed. She also told me to wait to leave with my face to the door and my eyes closed. After waiting on Her for a few minutes, She came up behind me and whispered in my ear that i had done a good job and that She was pleased with me. She also said that She would decide later if She desired to have me back again. She said that if so, She would call me anytime She felt like, and i would only have an hour to be at Her door each time! (She did also add that She knew that there is a real life out there so She would work with me if i could not make it) but for the most part that i needed to be there when She said! With that said and a kiss to my neck i was shown outside with the door closed behind me without ever seeing Her face or body!
WOW..... i don't think i slept for 2 days after that i was soooo excited i must have masturbated 20 times with the experience fresh in my head!
This relationship went on for about a two months or so....... with the activity's always changing but always blindfolded and always without movement or sound from me. it was about the 2nd month when She decided to let me see Her. i know what You are thinking.... wow, she must look like a monster...lol... two heads, hump back, no teeth, who knows a guy maybe? But no.... She was beautiful.... yes a bit older (hell i was only 17) but beautiful all the same. It was great... the time we had together was out of this world! But at the same time it was exhausting. You have to understand that i was an active 17 yr old with other real life things going on. School, football, part time job and friends and family.... it took sooo much out of me to make everybody happy including myself. unfortunately it was too much and the relationship solely based in BDSM died a slow death. As though the relationship ended on good terms, i learned a lot about myself and started to learn more of what i wanted and didn't want in this lifestyle. So with this i have to say that this was my best and worst relationship based in BDSM.
Like i stated before in my profile, because of soooo many factors one being the so few Dommes in this area and also a major factor trying to find a Domme that is also trying to find the balance between vanilla and bdsm, the struggle to stay in this lifestyle is hard. That is why i seem to always resort back to the vanilla relationship with some effort to steer it towards the bdsm.... and that never seems to work! i am now starting to understand that a Domme/sub relationship can be 24/7 but with subtle ways around the public's vision and that is what i seek!
So here i am.... writing You.... in hopes that maybe there will be a connection or Chemistry per say..... hoping that You might be my needle in a haystack.
i know this seems like a lot to take in but really want to be upfront with You in my hopes and dreams and what i am seeking in a relationship. i think it might be easier to find out more of each other by phone, sometimes its a good (or i should say better) way of judging a persons personality and character? i would love to chat by phone if You have the time and desire? also would love to know what You thought of my pics... i would love to see Yours also if You feel i am worthy?

well, with that i am sure i have bored You to death with my ramblings... i hope You are having a great day and cant wait to hear back from You,

bye4now,
sub michael

OK, Here is the real me! my last profile did not get the response that i truly was looking for. i was very serious in my search, however what i am looking for is more of a balance between the "Vanilla" world and the collarme.com lifestyle! Sure, the thought of serving 24/7 sounds wonderful, but for me it is not practical... Nor is it something that if put in that position i think that i would like much. i think i am much too independent for that role! What i seek is a strong, Romantic, Beautiful and independent Woman who is seeking a relationship with a sub man in the bedroom. i am seeking a blend of the two worlds. i am seeking a long term relationship with my best friend who just happens to be dominant. i stress the most important part of my search is finding the relationship aspect. The kink is just the topping on the cake. (but what a great tasting cake!...lol). You would not think that this is such a hard thing to find, however, i have been looking for You for ever!!!!! and here in the middle of the country it has been very hard to find that balance. i am very discreet in my vanilla life and hope that You are too. my friends and family have no idea of this interest and wish to keep it that way. what goes on behind closed doors is between us is nobody's business but our own. i love romantic nights out.. I.E. dinner, Concerts, Movies, quality snuggle times, long deep conversations etc. but mixed in with kinky playtime to balance our wild side! i own my own business so while saying that my time is flexible...truth is it consumes my 9 to 5 days (work hard to play hard!) i have had great vanilla relationships that left me unfulfilled. i have brought up hints to the lifestyle and have had no luck within those relationships so the reason to seek here. but on this site i have found just the opposite. most are looking for just lifestyle without the vanilla. so are You seeking the balance that i seek... are You seeking a relationship that is strong... are You seeking romance, laughter, Love, and Kink????.... Here i am! here i have been! i have been waiting too long! Contact me quick... i am a great catch! "YOU CAN'T WIN IF YOU DON'T PLAY!!!!!"! i cant wait to meet You.... its been so long!

Ps. until i find my Mistress right.... i would consider scene play but only after a friendship of sorts could happen.....

My Ideal Person:
The woman for me is between 30 and 50....seeking a balance in Her life. She is seeking a True Romance, a best friend. She seeks someone that will always make Her smile. And, is seeking to do dirty nasty things to me....lol.... Just Kidding!!!!...( or am i? ) by the way....i could be considered a switch even though i much much prefer the submissive role. i have had a lot of experience as a sub.... and know what i like so when topping...i have been told i am very good at it, i know exactly what going through a subs mind at the time... its kinds fun!
What type of scene activities are you active in or would you be interested in exploring?:
Biting, Body worship, Bondage, Genital torture, Hot wax, Kidnapping, Mummification, Physical humiliation, Sensory deprivation, Depilation/Shaving, Spanking, Suspension, Tickling games, Verbal humiliation, Whipping and much much more!

by the way i do have pics to share and would love to see Yours also if there might be some interest between us.... however i did not want to post on here for obvious reasons.... but if we have common ground.... my pics are for Your taking!

thank You,

sub michael
PS. i am not opposed to NSA encounters... short term playing .... even though i do seek long term i am a male and do enjoy the excitement of the unknown. also i did want You to know that i can be a switch at times... have done so many times and been told that i am great at it (being on the other side gives me the best prospective of what a sub loves and yearns for). so if You are looking for a play partner..... please consider me for the role!!!!! i cant wait to meet You!

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sunsanluv
 
 Age: 28
 Statesville, North Carolina