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This weekend my partner reminded me it was the one year anniversary of our very first session. During our first encounter there was some testing and tormenting but it was basically a play session. I didn't know he was thinking of keeping me around, so thought i was merely someone to amuse him for the night.
I am in awe of how one year has changed me and how devoted i am to him. I'm his, no question about it. My goal is to know what he wants even before he knows it. I find happiness in making sure every desire he has or remotely imagines comes true.
I am the luckiest woman in the world to have found such an incredible man. At times he is a bit too dominant in some areas and a bit too laid back in others. I know this world is new to him and patience is tested in both directions.
He asked me "Are you being submissive to please me or are you being yourself." He still doesn't quite understand it is my nature to want to please him so by serving him well and making his desires and fantasies come true i am being myself.
I hope we continue to grow this coming year. I know you are concerned you may not be meeting my needs as a submissive; but please be reassured i am patient as we explore a little at a time.
Just remember, i love pleasing you orally as my gift to you; be it for a few minutes or a few hours... I'm yours and i will stay. However, I also love a fist full of hair guiding me, having you push yourself in and holding me there, the feel of a spreader bar, the excitement of ropes restricting my movement, the zap of a violet wand, the tingle of hot wax, being taken over the side of the bed until i can't stand, cuddling in your arms or sitting at your feet.. I'm yours and will continue loving you until the end of time. |
