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"There exists... a pre-established harmony between woman and man; for the former, living means surrender, for the latter, living means taking possession..." -Ortega

Pleasure, serenity, intense feelings, excitement. Do you believe in a deep connection at first sight, about finding out the truth of the universe? I am very deep, and know that the inner world is much greater than the outer world. I seek to meet someone who looks within, who dares to go deep to uncover the truth. One who can open themselves eventually to truly communicate what is in their heart. The mystery of a shadow is not the shadow but what casts it. Sometimes the lightest touch is the most powerful. The master of your dreams walks on the edge of forever. All the most intense feelings are within you, waiting to be felt.

Now, if you're looking for someone to give your 'gift of submission' then look elsewhere. If submission was a gift you wouldn't be looking so long and so hard to find someone to give it to. You'd give it and be done with it. You are not here for another, you are here for yourself. You are submissive. You are looking for a place where you can live your true nature and feel intense pleasure, happiness, and fulfillment.

Sadly many women are jaded and bitter. I can't blame them though. It's squarely the fault of men. Men have shirked their responsibility and let women get away with so much. Like a household where there is no guidance, discipline, and control, chaos reigns and everyone is miserable. You would think that without control and discipline that women would be happy since they are 'free' to do as they please, but instead they're quite unhappy and even resentful, and rightfully so, since those that are suppose to lead don't. Thanks to the so called men of society, misery and chaos are running wild.

Women of today have a difficult task in trying to find a man. Mostly they will find pestering fawning little boys ruled by their desires, or abusive jerks driven by their gonads. In short, they get to choose between boys and bullies.

"To be a woman is something so strange, so confusing and so complex that only a woman can manage to do it." -Kierkegaard

If you find the right man, being a woman is truly wonderful. Opening yourself fully to serving his desires, whatever they may be, brings you intense pleasure... even ecstasy. Just imagining serving such a man, you feel strong sensations stir deep within you. Feeling it deep inside, powerful, strong, intense, a place you feel natural, comfortable, and at peace. A place that makes your heart pound, and your body tremble, sensing the tranquility and most intense happiness that is now within your realm.

"In happiness a woman's true purpose is to lose herself in pure dedication to pleasing a man to the best of her ability and in that finding her greatest pleasure." -Ismachousos

Without a true man, being a woman is difficult, uncomfortable, stressful, and at times a downright miserable struggle as you try to be something your not, a man.

Society has handed women an insidious burden, expecting them to live against their nature. As a woman, do you want to be competitive or supportive? Leading a follower or following a leader? Aggressive or caring? Independent or nurturing? What do you really resonant with deep down? You can feel the true answer, but society will try to tell you otherwise.

"Once made equal to man, woman becomes his superior." -Socrates.

Don't try that 'equality' drivel with me. It won't go farther than a snowflake in a bonfire.
How often in all of history did a group of women get together and build a ship and sail off to explore unknown lands? Whereas men have routinely done such things.

If you believe men and women are equal, then there's a place for you at Disneyland. It's called Fantasy Land. If women were truly equal they wouldn't have to incessantly parade around parroting the group speak that they are equal, whining and demanding equality, and having special privileges, rules, regulations, and laws passed to 'give' them equality. They would already be equal just like men, but they're not. So they try to convince everyone that women need to be men, weak is strong, emotional is logical, and other absurdities.  "There are two ways to be fooled. One is to believe what isn't true; the other is to refuse to believe what is true." -Kierkegaard  Where would women be if they didn't have moron men giving them equality? The only 'equality' women have is what they have been able to connive from others. Society has a lot of horny boys and emasculated men anxious to 'give' equality.

It's a fact of nature that men and women vary greatly not only physiologically but also psychologically.

Women are like fire. Keep them under control and they can provide a lot of warmth and comfort. Let them get out of control and there will be epic grief.

"It is the law of nature that woman should be held under the dominance of man." - Confucius

Many women, instead of accepting themselves, reject their true nature and live angry bitter lives empty of any real fulfillment. Deep down they sense the emptiness yet refuse to face it. Listen to how they shriek in an angry bitter voice how happy they are.

Your path to happiness, your road to fulfillment, your destiny... is a man. The sooner you realize and accept that, the sooner you can move forward to real joy and ecstasy.

"The happiness of man is: I will. The happiness of woman is: he wills. Behold, just now the world became perfect!" - Nietzsche

Unfortunately dear reader your search will not be easy. You will come across lots of little boys and abusers. They scream, they yell, they make demands, they throw tantrums. They drain you financially and/or emotionally and then they run off to the next victim, leaving you a wreck. Ethics and responsibility mean nothing to them. These guys are sick. They use and abuse women by taking advantage of a woman's natural need to nurture and submit.

Then there are those who you think are men but turn out to be polite little boys. They let you get away with so much it disgusts you. He's nice, but you secretly despise him for his weakness. Time and again you hoped he would take the lead, only to be let down over and over.

Real men are rare. Wanna-be men(women), boys, and bullies are abundant.

I'm not into play. I'm into reality. If you're looking to play then look elsewhere.
If your in touch with your feelings and sincerely seek to express and live your feminine nature, your true nature, with someone who is inwardly strong and responsible, patient, makes you feel safe and secure, does not think that cruelty is strength, is practical, can teach and assist, is understanding, and demands 100% control (yes, you read that right, you don't even get 1%), then keep reading.

If you have a list of limits that's fine. Take them and put them under a tree somewhere. Maybe Santa can make use of them. I sure won't. Limits are for play. If you have a bunch of 'you can do this', 'you can't do that' rules to follow then you're controlling things. Don't try to pass that off as being submissive or being dominated. You're just playing.

If you're not playing, there's only one thing you should be looking for, a real man. He will never lead you into danger or trouble but instead lead you to develop, grow, and blossom, finding the happiness, fulfillment, and intensity of feelings you have always longed for.

Always remember, you will reap no greater reward than to fulfill the intense aching desire to please the one you serve.  Gratified by the fact that the demands put upon you please him as you serve and are used in any way he desires. When you fulfill his desires it is the ultimate fulfillment of your desire and purpose.

"And women must obey and find a depth for her surface. Surface is the disposition of woman: a mobile, stormy film over shallow water. Man’s disposition, however, is deep; his river roars in subterranean caves: woman feels his strength but does not comprehend it." - Nietzsche

As you see yourself there, under him, knowing you are there to serve and be used by him in whatever way he desires, you tremble inside... feel warm... fluttery... weak... yet intensely aroused. Your breathing becomes choppy and you start to feel your wetness grow. You know you are at the edge of something very great and can feel it. You feel excitement inside and ache to move beyond yourself into sensations far more intense. Amid the excitement you sense an incredible pleasure and peace that's calling to you, You can feel it, feel it strong, passionately, and many times more intense than you thought possible.

Accept it. Embrace it. Feel the depth and intensity of the pleasure.
It grows and intensifies as you feel it. Feel it spreading, extending deep into you.
Feel my movements inside you, invading your essence, touching your core. Deeper and deeper.
The tension, the stress, increasing the sensation, yet you sense something even greater beyond.
You start to let go.
Feel the touch on your inner most parts. Feel it now deep down, envelop your spirit and spread a fire of passion.
Welcome it, as it moves slowly, surely, relentlessly. Your pleasure growing and intensifying with every breath.
Feel the throb and pulse as it penetrates deeply into you. Feel it touch your core and send a searing wave of pleasure through you.
With every bit deeper it penetrates, you feel yourself slipping away under waves of pleasure, disappearing, letting go.
Every thrust takes you deeper and deeper, melting your will -
until finally, you lose yourself. You become mine in body, mind, and spirit, beginning anew.
You sink into a sea of exquisite calm. So peaceful, so relaxed. Serene in that fact that you have found your place.
A wave of joy rushes through you as your only thought is how to please.
You writhe and squirm, moan and scream in unbearable pleasure as you hear me groan and feel my hot fire hit your insides.
Consumed and overwhelmed, you shudder as waves of pleasure echo and roar within you.
Floating in ecstasy, you faintly hear some words, but you can't make them out. Did someone speak or were they your thoughts. you can't tell.
You drift off to a soothing sleep.

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I am patient and understanding, relaxed, easy going, and have a sense of humor.
I believe in living healthy. So if you smoke, do drugs, drink more than socially, or are overweight, I am not interested.

Well this little micro epic of a profile must come to a close.
If you're serious, or at least seriously curious, write.

Do people really read profiles this long? ...

People do.

 ;-)   If you have no interest in a relationship but are lost or confused and have questions about BDSM, life, or the universe, that's fine too.

"The secret of health for both mind and body is not to mourn for the past, worry about the future, or anticipate troubles, but to live in the present moment wisely and earnestly." - Buddha

"Do not require a detail of the countries towards which you sail. The detail does not describe them to you, and tomorrow you will arrive there and know them by inhabiting them." -Emerson

If you are going to respond, please place the answer to the below equation as the first line of your response to prove you are not a spammer.

(y^3)(log(.45y))+(sin(ab)-cos(b)))/cot(pi/2y -t)+1-tan2(t/2)+sin(ax)[sin(bx)-{cos(ax)cos(bx)}/sin(ax)+1/sin(ax)] = z

Or you could just start with hello instead. :)  

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3/7/2014 10:09:06 AM
Knowing what you are is half the journey, becoming what your are is the other half. So then some day, after a lot of effort, you can truly say, "I have become myself."

2/27/2014 3:36:39 PM
Follow the path of your feelings but temper it with wisdom, until you have lost all control.

7/20/2013 10:57:35 AM

The rabbit said to the wolf, "Why do you chase me?'

The wolf replied, "Because it is my nature."

The rabbit said. "If I were a wolf and you were a rabbit I wouldn't chase you."

The wolf said, "All you know is your rabbit nature. You can't know my nature."

The rabbit asked, "Can you rise above your nature and not chase me?"

The wolf said, "Some cannot. I can. Can you rise above your nature and not run?"

The rabbit replied, "But that would mean I would have to trust you."

The wolf said, "That is true."

The rabbit said, "It's not an easy thing to do. If my trust is unfounded it will cost me dearly."

The wolf replied, "Remember that you never trust another, you only trust your judgements about them. Your judgements are formed within you. To the degree you can trust yourself, you can trust your judgements. In actuality you are trusting yourself. This does not mean that if you trust yourself you will trust everyone. It means that if you trust yourself your judgements will be well formed and sound."

 


4/27/2012 10:41:49 AM

Anyone can act dominant or claim the label dominant. A true dominant is one who overwhelms you with his character and essence and you then can't help but to surrender to his will. A true submissive will revel in this and find incredibly intense pleasure and happiness.


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 Age: 30
 Liverpool, United Kingdom