I have been going through exploration and self discovery for over 25 years and pursuing some sort of peace within myself. The big question isn't nearly as difficult as the answer and while I wish it were something easy (it's not 42), it remains ever elusive. I have reached a point in life where my ambitions are not purely sexual in nature and I am discontented with giving up 90% of myself in compromises to those who are self serving and cherry pick conveniences and unilateral benefits over growth and those who cannot or will not grasp the seed within the fruit.

 

It is about synergy, the duality of humanity, finding the counterweight to my own presence and to find felicity before the end of it all. I do not anticipate that it will be easy nor do I anticipate that it will be without pain and effort. But I desire to grasp the light and be forged in the fires rather than burn away and let the flame flutter out.

 

What do I offer and what do I seek?

I am seeking counterparts who bring balance and vigor to the dynamic. If you are financially motivated I am disappointed to in you that I have absolutely no interest in a whore. If you are an angry spiteful person, I will not be your vent. If you are a bully, I will hammer the nail flat. I am not a weak person in body or mind, I am not a vain person and I am not a shallow person. I don't have the patience, mind set, or time to pay lip service to the pretentious.

 

If you cannot respect yourself it is quite likely that I will also be unable to respect you. Respect is earned rather than given and as such so is my submission. If you aren't able to invest in me and put out that degree of effort then it is all for naught and you should pass on by. I am not selfish nor are my actions completely altruistic, I seek to bring the same balance that I request of others. Vanity needn't come into play in regards to race, age, body type or any other petty insecurities. It is much less the appearance on the surface and more about the currents that run beneath.

 

I am open to indulging myself and others on occasion to add a bit of flair and joy to life. Impulsive in a casual sense is the same as adventure for me, not all things must be calculated to ad nauseam. I can have an orgasm alone in a dark room, let's discuss something a bit more enticing if you seek a less committed rendezvous. To those who seek a moment of bliss you will find that my submission is tamed and I am open to switching and I have quite the skill set and experience for versatility and satisfaction.

 

The Analysis of My Psyche.

Personality type: INTP

 

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==

100% Degradee

92% Submissive

91% Masochist

86% Experimentalist

78% Slave

76% Rope bunny

66% Brat

64% Non-monogamist

60% Sadist

60% Degrader

57% Voyeur

56% Pet

51% Rigger

50% Exhibitionist

45% Primal (Hunter)

38% Brat tamer

35% Primal (Prey)

34% Switch

33% Dominant

26% Master/Mistress

21% Daddy/Mommy

18% Owner

11% Ageplayer

2% Vanilla