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Not only do I need the playful sting of your open palm against my raised ass -
I want your sweet, sadistic voice so close to my ear whispering, "Take it for me."
Not only do I need to have you grab a handful of my hair, forcing me to sprawl across your lap -
I want the warmth of your body wrapping me tightly, owning me, claiming me.
Not only do I need to be bound, held captive, in every imaginable position for your pleasure -
I want you to taste my tears, to strumb your fingertips against my moistened, tear stained cheeks as your eyes drink up my submission to you.
Not only do I need you to taunt me with the sweet sting of your tools -
I want the soft back and forth motion of your hands against the rising welts you have created leaving me barren and breathless.
Not only do I need you to throw me against the wall, in a manner the 'vanilla' would define abusive -
I want your body, pressed against mine, growling in my ear, "My good girl."
Not only do I need to be locked in your cage, counting the minutes, hours, until you free me so that I can feel you, taste you, lose myself in your dominance once again -
I want your complete attention. I want your force. I want your tenderness.
I need you to release what is dark and hidden inside of me. I need you to hold my submission captive for your pleasure. I need to feel I have pleased you after you have exhausted and played me like an instrument at your feet.
I want you to hear me, just me, above all the noise in the room.
Just me and you,
And, your beautiful, sadistic mind.
That's what I want and need.
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