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Hi all thanks for stopping by!!! So I am submissive in the bedroom ONLY. outside the bedroom I am very independent, assertive and well I just have to be control of my own life... My desire confuse even myself. I want to be sexually submissive, I know that I am for sure looking for a live in situation sooner than later. I have 2 beautiful children which I love so anywhere I go it would have to be child friendly I am willing to move anywhere in the pa.nj area for my Master. I am into adult breastfeeding forced pregnancy hucow rapeplay nipple torture and play bondage prolong orgasm denial bareback sex dry sex never had it but want to try anal sex spankings and the list can go on I have a very low self esteem, I am told it comes from years of sexual, physical and emotional abuse from many partners I have a lot of sexual hangups mainly because over the years its been drummed into my head that I am undeserving of sexual pleasure. Because of this I do not like to receive pleasure. I love to give pleasure though. And yes before you ask I do want release and pleasure its just that over the years I have been mentally trained to feel dirty and undeserving of a passionate touch.. Maybe that could all change with the right Dom! I hate my body and want to lose the weight however I lack the will power to do so. I am weak if I do say so myself! That is actually some of the reason I been told I do not deserve release is because of my size. Maybe there's a Dom out there that wants a curvy sub and not a Big sub and willing to put me on a diet. I do not want to be skinny but I would love to be in a size 14 or 16 Hard limits Receiving oral blood burning scars body fluids feces urine animals underage illegal breath play choking drugs hitting out of anger I HAVE YAHOO AND SKYPE I WILL SHARE PICTURES THERE ONLY MAINLY BECAUSE I dont know how I feel about putting my pics on here yet