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12/18/2016 12:45:38 AM
My profile is actually the two journal entries before this one. 

I am done. I have spend close to twenty years looking for the right slave. She does not seem to exist. 

Have a great 2017. I am giving up. 

12/8/2016 9:34:31 AM
Yes, I want to rush into things. This means I am unlikely to ever find what seek.

Girls on this site, don't rush. I can find sub males that would move in with me as soon as today if I really wanted it, but females are much more guarded. 

I don't have the patience for it. I am not looking for love. I am not looking for a girlfriend. I am looking for a girl to own. I don't need to know all the details of her past. I don't need to know her kinks and desires. I don't care to let her get to know me. 

Do we really think slaves back in the 1700's were sitting on auction saying "sorry sir I don't know you well enough for you to bid on me and if you want to own me you have take some interest in me as a human being first" Can you just imagine?

So I seek a slave, a female slave, something that doesn't exist anymore. 

I want to rush. I want to find a girl who is willing to say after 5 or 10 messages "I will be there tonight".

I have been searching for more than 15 years. I won't play the bdsm dating game, so its very likely, I will never find what I seek. I won't settle. 

So I keep the search going, but its mostly futile. Feel free to prove me wrong. 

12/8/2016 9:34:01 AM
Slaves - They do not exist.

Wouldn't life be grand if it were the old days when women were property, but not in the sense of slaves - more of the sense that they simply belonged to their husbands. 

No bullshit about limits. No bullshit about what can or can't be done. If a girl doesn't like something, to bad she is forced to do it. No where to run, no one to call, no threats of law, no looking like a monster to outsiders..... wouldn't life just be so much different. 

I'd still want a girl to take care of me and work and help provide, but I would also not deal with the SHIT that goes on in most couples lives. It exists both inside and outside this lifestyle. If one partner or the other is unhappy they can always leave. There is nothing that prevents that. Sure they could be caged, but that begs to escape. 

In the old days, there was just no where to go. A woman dare not speak against her husband. If he was unfaithful to her, she had to deal with it. She was nothing more or less than property, and like all property - some owners are kind and caring, and others are not. In any event, a woman didn't get to change her mind after the fact. She didn't get to "know him" and then decide "not compatible". 

Thats what I want. I want a slave I can just fuck with mentally, torture, humiliate, degrade, abuse, use, and also be kind and caring, and her just accept it. No fear of how happy or unhappy she is. No fear of her not enjoying the treatment and leaving. Just, her as property - much like very children are property to parents they have no where else to go, they were born to the situation they were born to. 

So I have come to the realization, there are no real slaves in the world. There is no one consenting to being treated this way. There is no one that won't back out if they are not happy or satisfied. There are no people out there genuinely willing to give up every detail of who they are to make the life of another more pleasing. There is always a side tag that say "I'm willing to do this as long as....."

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NyxxRae18
 
 Age: 21
  California