eyesdownbaby86 on Collarspace

10/26/2015 5:21:11 PM

Being a submissive is something I've fantasized about for awhile now,? but I finally? got my first taste. After calming myself and receiving a much needed drink of water and a tour of the home, I was instructed to sit in the playroom,? where Sir played? classical music which put me at ease...I was instructed to undress to were? i felt comfortable,? the beginning of my session was instructional learning proper speech , the proper positions of a submissive, Sir gave a bit of a workout,? I was taught my center of gravity,? self defense tips,? it's amazing how something sexy could also save your life, I enjoyed the moments Sir would touch me or praise me I felt I was doing quite well,hearing Sir say Good girl put a smile on my face but towards the end of my session Sir informed me of my misbehavior both within my session and prior to my session and instructed me of my punishment,? I given a choice of instruments and a durations of time to use them and a number of strikes? depending on what I? choose. I was overwhelmed both by the choices and by the dread of being punished. I was so nervous I knocked several things over , Sir watched me from his chair carefully , he was amused by me I think , he even laughed when I knocked the wand over for third time. On my knees? picking up equipment,? trying to hide my shaking hands, and Sir watching me I knew I couldn't cheat and pick thing I assume caused no pain , I wanted to please Sir , so I choose a small flogger, a small cushioned paddle, nipple clamps, and what looked like a glass icicle with a bullet attached....Sir gave me a choice of where to receive my punishment,? the cross, a? bench, or bent over the bed...I choose the cross....I was instructed to raise my arms and hold on to the? cross...blindfolded and terrified. ...I felt the flogger being drag over my back it sent chills down my spine....I was told to repeat after each lick "I promise to contact my Dominant Trainer everyday" ...I was asked? if I was ready , I answered yes and then I felt the first lick, like small skinny fingers slapping my ass but surprisingly it didn't kill me....then the second lick came a little harder, third about the same ,but 4,5,6,7,8,9,10 came harder than the one before it still they didn't kill me but then I felt the paddle being dragged down my back....Sir was clearly good at this.....I was told to count these links off and just as Sir had done with the flogger each blow came harder than the one before it and surprisingly I was more aroused by it than pain ......extremely aroused I couldn't wait to get the toy inside me, Sir then held me tightly from behind and turned me around,? and asked me to take out my breast......crap......I forgot the nipple clamps,? I obeyed the command , held my breath and felt them being put on each nipple. ....and again surprisingly they were arousing,? they made me aware of my nipple and how hard they were, I felt the sway of my breast and aware of how big they are.....I was guided to the bed and laid across it , I was given the toy and told for ten minutes I had to use it.....here's the thing though I had no idea how to use it, I attempted to insert it into my? pussy but as I can imagine looked humorous,? Sir asked if I needed help......of course I did.....other than my vibrator I hadn't ever used a toy before.....I informed Sir I did need help , he positioned my feet on his thighs, reach raised my leg and positioned wide apart....I was given the bullet and told to us it on my clit and he inserted the toy.......Oh my goodness,? I have always found it difficult to orgasm during penetration but Sir made me climax twice with that device both times surprisingly I knew to ask first ,? afterward I laid there a bit? ...coming down from the high.....Sir climbed on the bed above and? removed the nipple clamps one at a time and sucked each nipple after removing the clamp....of everything that happened this was the most memorable his grip on my breast firm but gentle and he placed them back in my bra.....at that point I realized that I was actually a submissive? and? in this i was proud, I felt Sexy and Sure I am a Submissive,? I eagerly at wait my next session