Part 3

You return a few minutes later just wearing a towel and tell me that we both needed a nice hot shower to help relax our bodies, to hydrate our skin and just let the water help us feel refreshed.

I struggle to stand, weak at the knees from the experience and also weak at the fact that it seemed we were about to shower together.

You tease me as you use a finger tip and run it over the towel line running across your chest.

We eventually arrive at the shower and you give a naughty laugh and tell me that this would be the last tease of the evening, that you wanted to make sure that i felt better after the last few hours. You tell me to step into the shower and to face the corner, to leave my eyes open, to focus on my hearing and to stand still, not to turn around.

I hear a towel hit the floor and you step into the shower, i am so excited at the prospect but dare not turn around. You then call me and begin a sentence, i begin to turn my head slightly to pay attention and you say uh uh uh, naughty pet, face forward, just listen to my voice and slap my bum for the slight disobedience whilst giggling.

You turn the shower on and we are both enjoying the warmth of the water and steam. You tease me asking if i enjoyed the running of water down your body as much as you did, whether one day i may be allowed to turn around, with many mmmmm and ahhs, i hear a bottle open as you lather up, i hear the soap and bubbles forming and foaming, listening to your hands running over your skin with the sound of sliding and softness.

suddenly i feel your hands on my shoulders and back, you are kindly lathering me also, i stand dead still and close my eyes, so close yet so far, so much had happened today, i dare not upset our closeness and bonding, your hands come around the front and you lather my chest, stomach and legs. Your hands run around the back again and you give me a few squeezes over my bottom and tell me to part my legs, you reach beneath and runs both hands one after the other over my sack, gently yet firmly, just enough to remind me who they belonged to.

You turn me around and take my hand and place it on your body, i have no idea where you have placed my hand, i turn red and a shiver runs down my spine, you tease me with what could be soft and help me scoop up some soap. You tell me that you would like to watch me wash my remaining member and i quickly wash over my penis not to spend to long to suggest i was taking advantage to masturbate in
your presence without permission but not to short to suggest i was unclean. You giggle and tease me with a few short mmm's and then take my hand and guide it over my penis and help me form a grip with your hands, again so close, you grip hard using my hand at the base and stoke up very firmly, bringing all the lather up and to the head, watching the head swell as the final upward stroke ran over the top resulting in a ache. You laugh and tell me how much you love to tease me. I'm turned around again and we let the water wash all the soap away.

The water turns off and you help me out of the shower and into my room, you leave telling me that i could now open my eyes and was allowed to get dressed but i was not allowed to wear any underwear. You leave and enter your bedroom.

I slowly get dressed, still aching and gently sit myself on the sofa.

Several minutes pass and you return in a lovely black knee length dress. "Come on my pet, we are going to go out for dinner and celebrate your experience, you did incredible well for your first time" with a naughty smile to add.

We arrive at the restaurant and take our seats, i suddenly realise how sore i was as i sat upon a wooden chair. You notice and ask if i was OK, i tell you that i was still sore and that i was OK otherwise, i slowly get comfortable and the pain subsides. You smile and tell me that i would be sore a few days at least on and off and that it was normal. We enjoy dinner, sitting side by side and enjoying one another company and begin to feel like i had stepped out of the
session and this was a nice dinner with someone wonderful.

Now all comfortable and feeling like i had done well for the day, unaware you slip a small shade of ice into the back of my trouser, it slips into the opening oh my belt and shirt and lands right between my bum cheeks, the ice cold makes contact with the tender opening and i jump up, hitting the swollen erect head of my penis under the table, yelping in agony again and sitting suddenly, once again yelping in the agony of my tender bum.

You cannot help but laugh as i wait for the pain to pass and i continue to go red and ache. You apologise and say that this would be the last of it and that you were not laughing at my pain but at my expression and the sequence of events. You take my hand and ask if i was OK and if i wanted to leave. I manage to whisper out an OK as the pain runs between the two openings of my now aching pleasures.

A waiter notices my agony and approaches the table, asking if everything was OK, you speak on my behalf and tell him that i had a cramp in my leg and that i was OK, the waiter brings over a bottle of water and recommends staying hydrated and light massage over the cramped muscle out of concern. You thank him and pour a glass for me. You tell me that maybe we should take the waiters advice and try a
little massage, you place a hand under the table and run it up my thigh and over my bulge, you find the head and notice it is incredible swollen, how about it pet? a gently massage?, before i can answer you give a gentle squeeze and then another and i cannot keep it in and beg for you to stop in agony, you giggle and tell me that you quite enjoyed the light squeeze as it was so big and swollen,
you have a naughty but concerned look on your face, you tell me that the swelling was from today's events as well as probably inflammation from the thud into the table. You say how my agony answered your question and that it was OK, you were there for me. You tell me that we would have desert to help cool us down and then head back for some TLC and gentle massage with moisturiser, no teasing, no aching or pain, just a massage to help end the day on a perfect note.

As we leave the restaurant, you tell me that you were proud of me that you appreciated my efforts in wanting to be your perfect sub and give me a deep, long kiss, gob smacked and breathless, You stare into my eyes and whisper the final tease of the day and tease me with the suggestion that maybe i should wear a chastity device outdoors, had i had one on today then we might have averted the additional ache....

With an incredible naughty yet supporting smile on your face we walk back over the bridge.....


It took me a little while to finish this up as every morning i seem to have something new to add, finding it difficult to put it all down into writing, longer and longer, hence the 3 parts. Hopefully you have enjoyed reading it as much as i have enjoyed putting it together.

With a deep ache of my own at this very moment, this is the concluding part of this fantasy.

Part 2...
 
After a moment of rest and hydration. You turn me around and ask me to place my hands on the sofa as i bend forward on my knees, we are side on to the patio glass door. You tell me that this was a moment to see if i was any good at 'receiving'. You tell me to take a few deep breaths and breath with me as the tension builds of what is about to happen next. You tell me to relax my body, to try and stay nimble and put your boot between my thighs and gently push in both directions to place some distance and create a more accepting position.
 
You tell me to relax, not to fight it but to accept this as a gift from you. You squeeze out lube, i hear the bottle squirt and squirt again, you explain that you were using a very generous amount of lube to help it slide silky smooth. You tell me that you will now take position and slowly begin to penetrate and that i should concentrate on my breathing, to relax my body and let it slip in nice and slow. You place Charlie at the opening and gently make contact, you ask me if i am ready? Yes Mistress. You gently push, i feel the cold lube make contact, all of a sudden i notice the sensitivity of the area. You push a little more and i feel the pressure but it is OK. Again and again you push and then stop. You tell me that you would have to open me up a little as i was extremely tight and Charlie may be a little to thick to start with.

You tell me that you were going to start with a finger, then 2 and continue till you felt i was ready. I hear you put on some latex gloves and another squirt and then a second, straight onto the opening, i yelp a little as it was unexpected and you giggle. You use one had to run your finger tips down and around my back whilst the other hand begins to massage the spot and gently push to penetrate. Your free hand continues around my body, under my chest, a gently glide over my nipples and then down and around my penis and sack. You concentrate around the sack and between my legs to help me relax and become supple.
 
All of a sudden i feel a finger enter, i take a short quick breath at the sensation, you gently enter a little deeper and then take a motion of in and out to help. Oddly it is a rather nice sensation, the surface of the inner smooth tissue walls feeling sensitive and cold to the lube. You continue to help me with soft whispers of how i was doing well and now nice and relax. You begin to insert another finger, this time feeling much tighter, it take a few seconds and it is eventually in, once past the entrance a smooth entry and slip in. I can feel i am stretching quite a lot and you leave the fingers to sit inside for some time to help me become comfortable with the stretch.
 
You slowly, very slowly begin to move forward and back with the motions and i begin to realise the stretch has come to ease, 20 mins pass and you are happy that i am now ready to receive. You squirt a little more lube and place the strap on into position, you tell me to stay exactly as i am and that Charlie was no thicker than the two fingers. I feel the head of the strap on at the entrance and focus to stay relaxed. You push and i feel the head making its way forward and within, there is a moment of resistance as we come to the rim of the head, the largest part of Charlies head, you squirt a little more lube and tell me that the next bit will be a little difficult but worth the short agony, how it would please and provide both of us with pleasure, as you talk i relax and without notice you push forward. I gasp as the largest part makes it way through and then suddenly realise the difficult part was over. With a sigh of relief i begin to realise the extent of the stretch, it was greater than that of the two fingers but not excruciating pain, more a enduring agony for my Mistress.

You stop, allowing me to get used to the new stretch, you comfort me with your free hand as your finger tips and palm, stroke up and down my neck and spine. A soothing touch and contrast to the massive stretch i was enduring. You slowly blow cold air through your lips onto my skin, such a lovely feeling. Your free hand continues and then reaches to the underside, over my chest and between my legs. Some time passes and the sensuality begins to change to take effect as aid to comforting the experience. You gently slide in deeper, ever so slightly and then back the same, this continues as i feel the depths of my insides coming to contact with Charlie. I begin to moan softly as the sliding becomes deeper and the lengths of insertion and depth becomes longer with each movement, the ache deepens yet becomes bearable as time goes on. I listen to you enjoying each slow and gentle hip motion. Soon enough these slow motions turn to waves as you gain momentum and we moan in tandem, the agony begins to set in as the initial ache subsides, tissue stretch turns to light pain but we both keep going, my endurance to please you and your endurance to the same effect.
 
The waves turn to thrusts, long deep and fast movements, they keep coming and my ability to keep my agony insides begins to subside and my light moans of enjoyment turn to gasps of pain and ache, the louder i get, the louder your sounds of pleasure become, the more torment i endure the more pleasure you seem to enjoy. Soon my gasps turn to yelps of pain and you sense that i have hit a physical pain barrier and you begin to slow, telling me with your shortness of breath that i did well and that we will now warm down and it will soon be over. You eventually slow and then stop, leaving Charlie inside, you lay over the top of me with me still on all fours, wrapping your arms around me to comfort my new experience and new level of agony and pleasure for you.

You slowly pull yourself out and i cramp in my lower back and suddenly my thighs feel very heavy, you tell me to stay as i am and not to move. As i shake all over from the experience, i hear you walking away and then returning, you tell me that you know just the thing to help with my pain, i feel a sharp and ice cold touch and i tremble all over for a split second, you tell me that it was ice, unconventional but it will help me. You continue to run circles with the ice cube over my lower back and use your other hand to gently massage my thighs to life again.

A drop of ice cold water run down my back and into the slip between my bum cheeks and i suddenly yelp as the coldness runs over a ripe and tender opening. You laugh with pleasure and then giggle with a supporting note of the ice cold water drip not being intentional. I cannot help but smile and feel supported at my new ordeal, something new, limits of pleasure, pain and endurance pushed and both of us smiling at the end of it. You help me to stand but my legs are asleep, you help me stretch and sit up onto the sofa as i feel the sensation of pins and needles forming, a brief sigh of the odd sensation it brings and further smiles and giggles to you as you enjoy the expressions on my face. You tell me to sit and rest and that you will be back shortly.

To Be Continued...

Another morning, another fantasy, perhaps more of a conscious one than a dream this time...

Its late afternoon, we find ourselves in a lovely log cabin in the woods, feels like a Center Parcs kind of surrounding.

I'm sitting in an open plan room between the kitchen breakfast table and the living room space in front of the fire place. You are already standing in front of me, wearing knee high leather boots, a leather skirt with fishnet stockings and a leather waist coat.

My hands are tied behind my back with a silk scarf, kneeling with a straight back. You walk around me once to examine my body. I'm told that today was a day of testing new limits, you ask me if i was ready, if i would be willing to give and receive, we would do something new, my excitement begins to run rampant, that we would introduce someone new.

At this point my excitement begins to turn to fear, who could this someone new be? You tell me that he has been a long term friend of yours, how his penis was at least twice the girth and length of mine, that he had more experience than i did. I begin to worry. You tell me his name is Charlie, that he had been your submissive for some time now and that he could be seen as the dominant to other submissives. I begin to sweat, feel out of my depth but i say nothing. You tell me that he is sitting in the bedroom waiting to make an appearance. You ask me again if i was ready, i say yes putting aside any doubts and to put my trust in you as i had always done. You begin to walk way, your heels click from the carpet covered floor to the wooden floor of the kitchen, passing by the kitchen and into the bedroom.

I begin to find it hard to swallow, my breathing elevates and feel hot all over. It feels like an hour has gone by as i wait in anticipation. Suddenly i hear your heels again, my heart begins to pound, i can feel it in my chest and in my head. You turn the kitchen corner and introduce me to Charlie.

Its a Strapon !I sigh with relief, you give an almighty naughty laugh and comment how red i was all over whilst running your fingers through my hair. You tell me that this was just a little moment of tease and that i was right to put my trust in you despite how i felt at the time however if it was too much that i should feel comfortable enough to say next time. Still red and heart beating at the new prospect of a strapon, you take your hand and hold my chin and give me an ever so soft kiss to help calm me.

You tell me a little bit about Charlie, how he was 12inches long, almost 2 inches thick, how he enjoyed sensual as well as rough play. How he was your submissive but could easily be my dominant in your hands. It all begins to make sense and finally i begin to feel a little more comfortable.

You explain that today would be a long and slow session as there was much to learn and introduce to a virgin such as myself. You explain how today i would learn how to give before receiving on a new plain of things and how a little humiliation may be in play but it was all your wish and desire.

You put Charlie on and all of a sudden it looks like a monster. We are placed in front of the full glass patio door and roaring fire place but it is dark outside with a view of the woods behind. You stroke the head of the strap on gently over my lips and tease me with its rubber feel. You tell me to taste the tip and ask me how it feels, i felt a little humiliated by the theme but looking up and into your eyes made it all worth while. You tell me to use my lips and tongue together to try and get into sucking and teasing its head. I'm not doing very well at it and you encourage me by placing your hands through my hair and tilting my head up to change my focus to your face, you tell me to forget what it was as a physical object and to focus on it being your property, your toy to pleasure, it helps me relax and i begin to, dare i say enjoy it a little as you give small moans of encouragement.

Sounds of sucking, licking, saliva being drawn back into the mouth, a very wet Charlie. You tell me that i am doing incredible well for my first time and that you would try the next step. We stop and you run a finger over Charlies head and into my mouth and tell me to lick dry which i very happily do.

You tell me that the next step would more than likely be far demanding than what i would be ready for and that i may feel a little nauseous from it, some gagging but it was part of the experience, nothing to worry about and that you were with me every second of the way.

You tell me that you were keen to see how i would do with deep throating. I explain that whilst i may have appeared to have done well to start with that i was not so comfortable but i would try. You are happy that i expressed a concern and that we would take it very slow. You place Charlie in my mouth again and ask me to continue as i first did to pleasure you, to enjoy the moment before slowly progressing, a few minutes pass and you tell me that i should bring myself a little forward, i shuffle a tad bit forward on my knees, i take a further inch or so in and notice the surface detail of the full size of the head and vein patterns. Feeling very uncomfortable you support me with kind words and continued eye contact and brushing through my hair. You notice I'm struggling to breath and ask me to stop as you slowly pull out, my mouth part numb a drip of saliva flows to the floor from the head and my lips, too slow to suck it back in time.

Breathless and red faced we stop and you can see that i was struggling a little from the emotions of the moment and physical draw of it. We have a moment of comfort to help me compose myself and you ask of one last effort, to try and take charlie whole, a full deep throat, not to achieve but to try. I agree and i take three deep breathes, we start slow and you control the motion of inserting deeper, a centimeter at a time, i soon begin to gag and have to pull away. Part gasping, you ask if I'm OK and i nod yes, we try again and soon enough i am at the same position, gagging and doing terrible, i have to stop.

We stop for longer this time, you tell me that we would make one last effort and that i needed to relax, not to focus on sucking or taking in, just to let a gentle motion of sliding continue, to breath slow and to continue to look into your eyes for support. We try one last time, i open and find a comfortable position for my mouth, you gently insert and hold, a little deeper and hold, reminding me to stay relaxed, to concentrate on breathing through my nose, a little deeper, i gag briefly but do not struggle, i feel the head touching the back of my throat and gag a little more but determined to do better. One last little push and it hits the senses and my eyes begin to water and you slowly pull away and wipe the tears from my eyes. You give me a kiss to help support me and we stop. You tell me that considering the circumstances that i did well and you enjoyed the pleasure. Feeling i did well and feeling somewhat drained, you tell me that this was the 'giving' part and next would be the 'receiving', a different sensation altogether. We stop and you help me drink a glass of water

To be continued...

(and yes i am dripping an incredible amount of precum right now)

eroticstrings

Another Fantasy, another location, another theme, new sensations but
only for one Miss...

I woke up this morning very aware at the degree of warmth, a strange state of mind, not something i can quite describe and a swelling below, granted i can generally awake with morning wood but this morning felt heavy, like i had been aroused for some time. To help get comfortable i adjust myself and at the slightest touch, i jet precum, as i straighten it up i find it is sliding in a bank of precum. Something had me up so to speak for the night although this time i did not feel as though i had been tossing and turning, i felt very comforted yet nervous and relaxed. Not wanting to leave the bed, i continued to fantasise.

Its Miss X's Birthday, we come back from a lovely meal, its late and i have one last present for my friend, my Mistress. It feels like we have known one another for some time now as we seem to be in sync, noticing the sparkle in one another's eyes, wondering what one another has in store for each other, a respectful bond and most importantly trust.

Its all a surprise, we arrive at a hotel, i approach the desk to confirm reservation and we make our way to the suite. Once we are in the suite, i explain that i may ask what may seem like strange requests but it was all in good nature and nothing disrespectful.

You hmmmm at me, we arrive at the bedroom and upon the bed you find a silk robe, i ask if you would mind putting it on as i went to finalise preparations for the evening. You give me a look, one of intrigue, one of naughtiness but mostly 'boy whatever you have in mind I'm going to have fun'. You joke with me and ask if i am expecting you to remove your clothing, i blush and say i will be in the other room and will not see a thing. You giggle and say, well if you were going to be removing your clothes then i should too!

I'm instructed, cloth by cloth as you stand in front of me, with one hand on your waist and the other touching your lips. Tie, blazer, shoes, shirt, trousers, socks all removed and it stops there.

You walk forward and remind me that i belonged to you, you tell me to open my mouth and stick out my tongue, you run a finger along my lips and along my tongue reminding me they belong to you, you run your hands further down and runs yours nails over my chest and pinch my nipples, reminding me, they belonged to you, you slow run your finger tips down further and further and back up my thighs and round the back and into my underwear, squeezing my bottom and digging your nails in, reminding me this also belonged to you and finally, your hands run into the front of my underwear and squeeze my balls and run a wet finger over the top of your property's opening and remind me, this all belonged to you, all for your service. I have a shiver jolt down my spine as i quietly whisper, Yes Mistress. You step back and giggle with a huge naughty grin, come on pet, off with the underwear, i remove and stand before you erect, throbbing and dripping precum.

You laugh at the effect you have on me and tell me i was free to continue with the preparations of the evening. I leave and you undress and wear the silk robe.

After some minutes, my preparations are complete except for one. Before entering the bedroom, i ask if it is OK for me to enter, you are standing looking beautiful, with the silk wrapping around your beautiful curves, leaving much to imagine, such a thin barrier
between flesh and naughty thoughts but a respected one, i am spell bound. I ask you to close your eyes for a moment and that i would then lead you to another room, that you will feel nature beneath your feet, feel warmth, notice the scent of spice in the air and it was all part of the evening. With your eyes closed, i lay down the remaining rose petals from outside the bedroom to your feet.

I take you by the hand, with the other hand beside your waist to guide you with your eyes closed. You step over the rose petals, making little sounds as they come to touch and tickle, wondering what the are, we continue to the bathroom where we stop just before the bathtub. You take a deep breath in and enjoy the scent and hints of
spice, you notice the sound of candle flames flickering. I explain your surroundings and help you step into the tub, i ask if the water is warm enough and you reply yes. I slowly turn you around to have your back facing me. I explain that i have my eyes closed now also and that it was time to remove the robe. You laugh and tease me if i really had my eyes closed and i said yes, i promise they were closed.

You undo the robe and tell me that it was open from the front, i run my hands up your outward facing hands and find your shoulder line to help slowly lower and take off the silk robe as it runs over your skin providing a sensual touch. My hands begin to shake, i know i have a temple of a body in front of me but i must not break our trust, so close yet so far but respect must come first. I explain that i would like you to sit in the tube and to make yourself comfortable, still having one hand in mine, i gently kneel and turn
you back to the correct position, i slowly lead to lower you as i have an awareness of where the tub ledge and handle was place. You sit and give a little Owww as your bottom reaches the waters surface and realise there is something else in the tub. Once lowered i ask if you are OK and let go of your hand to help you find your own
placement and comfort. You lean back and i have a towel ready to help comfort your neck. I ask if you were comfortable and fully submerged. You reply yes. I step back and kneel beside. I explain how i have noticed of late how life and work may have been taking its toll with stress and how i thought you may enjoy an evening of rest, pampering, a break from the norm, something to enjoy and something to hopefully
remember and that it was OK to open your eyes if you wished to now.

I hold my breathe as you open your eyes and wait. You open your eyes to find you are surrounded by a seabed of rose petals, scented candle sticks around the bathroom, a soft but vibrant bed of colours by the various flames with the light out, a shimmer of reflection across the mirror wall, you laugh gently followed by a mmmmmm, a sigh of relief that it is to your liking. I twitch a little as the cold sweat all over my body begins to drip in the moisture of the bathroom and runs down my back.

You laugh again and tell me that i had done well, my eyes still closed, i hear drips of water hitting the surface of the water and the rose petals moving and swaying to your skin. I hear you take in a deep breathe and say the scent is divine, you flick a little water at me as i try to maintain composure, you notice that its not only my back that is standing up straight and tease me with how someone seemed very excited, hot and bothered and a little leaky perhaps. I cannot help but blush. You ask me to stand, my eyes still closed you guide me to a few steps to the bath tub and i hear the water sway
back and forth, unsure what is happening, my knees go weak for a second, you ask me to step into the tub, i gentle take one step, find a balance and try desperately not to touch you without permission, I'm at a lose, almost confused as i certainly was not expecting for the tables to be turned so to speak. All of a sudden my visual map of
where everything is in the bathroom is lost, overtaken by my nerves and excitement. I struggle at first, you tell me that it was OK, to take it slow, i stand in the tub, unaware of if you are still in the tub, if you have stepped out, perhaps behind me, disorientated. You ask me to lower myself down, i gently move and sit with my legs tucked into my chest, still at a loss of where you are and desperately trying not to touch your beautiful naked body. You ask me to sit back and stretch my legs out to lay flat in the tub. Although i am unsure of what is now happening, i follow as you say, quivering all over.

You ask me to lay still, to brace myself and to try and relax. With all my sense running in overload i feel at a overwhelmed, had i done something wrong? this was so unexpected from what i imagined may happen. You gently lower yourself over me, sitting above your
property, across my stomach, with your back now laying on my chest. I suddenly realise how close we are, never have we been so close, my heart beats at a dramatic rate, you feel it beat into your back and through your chest and reassure me that everything was OK, to slow my breathing, to take deep breathes, a minute or so later i begin to relax, still with my eyes closed.

You take my hands and gently grasp them and take them below the water line and hold them across your stomach, now wrapped in one another, comfortable but my senses going crazy, i feel that you are looking at me, perhaps your head turned to see the expressions on my face. You finally tell me to open my eyes, and my first reaction is if this was OK, if you were comfortable and you tell me to sit back, i take in the scent of your perfume, i can see down your neckline and a bed of roses tiding up and down across the length of the tub straight after.

I thank you for your kindness and you reply with a 'is that all pet?' and i stumble with a nervous Happy Birthday Mistress. You giggle and turn to see my flushed face and tell me to closes my eyes again and not to move. You give me a deep, passionate kiss, with a hint of aggression and dominance, I'm struggling to hold my breath and throb under the water and after what seems like a long moment you quickly pull away. I gasp for air and you laugh and comment how you loved to tease me, you thank me for the effort of the evening and we lay in the tub...

Another very unusual dream, my dreams are usually repetitive in nature and theme but over the last week or so my creative centers have been on fire. Almost like i have a new found bed of fantasies or sources, new definitions to the whole concept of tease and denial.

eroticstrings

An Unusual start to Christmas Day

Twas the night before Christmas,
When all through the house,
Not a creature was stirring,
Not even a mouse;

However my mind had been captured by one beautiful creature,
One so true in mind, body and soul,
I know what i wish for this Christmas,
If i may be so bold...

For those who read my last unedited journal entry, you know that i have already once had my fantasies taken in an unexpected direction however this morning i think I've hit a possibly new silly yet teasingly fun sense of naughtiness.

After a lovely lunch on Christmas eve, we return to an apartment, the curtains are drawn and light shimmers through the opening. You are wearing a knee length skirt with a slit down the side and a red blouse.

Suddenly you tell me to strip and have me naked in a quick second and place a Santa hat on my head, you giggle and there is music, its the Tango, lost and wondering what is to happen next, you take a pose and stare into my eyes. The rhythm of the Tango starting up, you tell me that your property better be feeling strong as its going to be quite a workout.

You take off your panties from beneath the skirt, a slow tease from the outside till they fall to the ground. You pick them up and tease me with their scent, next a turn to your skirt to have the slit across the front, you tell me to behave, to listen carefully and be strong mentally as well as physically, you are wearing heels and tip toe a little and step forward and over your rubber wrapped property and eventually slide over me as my knees go weak and a shiver runs down my spine.

Covered in cold sweats, the main theme of the tango begins and you tell me to follow your lead and hang on for a whirlwind, we begin to Tango, left to right but never disconnect our lock which aches me at every twist and turn, every time you dip back your property aches like hell  but its brief with each quick yet deep dip back, we continue for a short while and you can see on my face that its getting difficult for me. With a smile of support you remind me who my owner is and that i should show restraint and how this was your desire and my wish to obey, a whisper to the ear that i better not cum and how if i did well, a look to new things to come, i hang on and grit my teeth not to get over excited, trying not to realise how close i actually am to you physically, the song stops and you take a huge dip which feels like its going to rip your property off and snap back to force your breasts to my chest tight, followed by a kiss so long and deep, leaving me breathless as precum drips to the floor from beneath your skirt, you tell me that i did well and showed good constraint,  i had reached a new level in submission to you. You tell me to hold steady and quickly step back away as you slide out and away to make me ache one more time, as you step away a splash of precum hits the floor, you tell me that this was the making of our relationship from the both of us, you put your panties back on in front of me and ask me if i wanted to see your temple and before i answer, not yet my slut, be patient and tease me as you put them on. You tell me to clean up the floor splashed with precum.

The Santa hat is taken off my head and placed over your property. You giggle at the sight of me naked, flushed and sore and tell me that it will keep my head warm with a naughty teasing smile on your face, you leave the apartment and remind me to clean up before you return. With  naughty laugh, you wish me a Merry Christmas and that there may be more pleasure to come.

Back to my bed, I find myself stirring and notice a slight numbing yet deep ache. As i turn over in bed, the ache turns to pain and it becomes quite clear, i had been sleeping on a erection facing south, the ability to self right led to a sudden filling, followed by a yelp of relief yet OUCH!. The wetness of precum escapes from its collection in my underwear and runs out and onto my lower thigh.

It is often said that an unhappy state of emotion can manifest to physical pain but this must be the first time that a part dream part fantasy has manifested into a physical sense as it has this morning. Its been almost 5 hours since i first began to gain consciousness and this morning wood had come to light, laying in bed not wanting to lose my thoughts, now with a swollen red nose of my own so many hours later.

What a fantastic way to start Christmas Day.

As i mentioned, a silly part fantasy, part dream and hopefully no harm done as not intended. I find it amazing that my imagination is raging so wildly.

Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays to everyone reading this note.

eroticstrings

A bold fantasy, we are in a red painted room, i do not know where we are, it is not my house, perhaps your home, perhaps a hotel. We have met in person and i am tied to a bed that has been tilted and raised back against the wall, my legs and arms are tied to each corner with silk scarfs, almost like home made suspension or tie up. I am naked and you are there in a corset and high boots/heels to just over the knees.

You have a big beautiful smile with a hint of naughtiness in it. You tell me that today was Ache and Reward day.

For each level of pain i endure without using the safeword i will be rewarded as a result. You tell me that you have confidence in me to do well but i will be tested and introduced to something new, that my obsolute concentration will be needed.

You stand and stamp your heel down and hold out a flat wide leather type of whip and stretch it between your hands with a brief whip to the floor to make the sound echo. It is short and flexible yet sturdy. You then take a cock ring and place it over your cock and behind your balls. The effect starts to come into play, within seconds a throbbing erection is in place with your cocks head hugely swollen, you step closer and hold your balls in one hand and give them a gentle squeeze and then stroke your cock with one finger over the head and down, the lace gloves providing a comforting feeling yet a frightfull one.

You tell me that its good that i was swollen for you as it will help provide you a better sense of pleasing as i endure. You whisper the safeword 'water' in my ear and then pull away.

You tell me to be ready and to ensure i endure on all levels of what will happen next, that i must resist any temptation to release, should i pass then i would be taking a step up in your books. You flick the leather strap over your cocks head, it stings sorely, i yelp in ache and you ask if that hurts, i nod in pain and you tell me that i did well and it was level one. You then ask me if i was ready for the reward, Yes Mistress, you gently kiss from afar towards your cocks head, part tease, part wishfull thinking. You ask me if i am ready for level two, you make two strikes with the leather strap, i am in stinging agony and you laugh, you then kiss the tips of your fingers and pat the top of your cock as a reward.
 
Level 3 - three strikes of the leather strap, i am hanging and in ache, your cocks head is changing colour and you apply the most gently kiss on your cock, barely touching as a reward.

You ask me if i was getting the idea of pain and reward and i nod yes. You tell me that there are 20 levels and that Level 20 would be one of incredible erotic pain but incredible reward also, one that i could only dream of and maybe a reality when and if i ever reached the stage of control and readiness.

Level 4 - 4 strikes of the strap, one after the other, at this stage i am really beginning to feel it and began to drip precum to the floor, you laugh and tell me that i was doing a good job and that i would clean it up later. As a reward you kiss the head of your cock gently again but with a little more touch.

Level 5, 5 lashings, although you were striking with the same force it felt more and more painful, i began wriggling with each lash and moaning in agony. You reward by wiping the precum on your finger from the head and place it on my lips and tell me to lick it off, you then flick the tip of your cock head with a light brush from your tongue.

Level 6, 7, 8, 9 continue, i am in unbelivable agony, your cocks head is gliming red and swollen like never before, you smile and laugh and tell me that i was doing better than you thought i might, your reward was a kiss to the head of the cock, full lips but a gentle 2 second kiss, without warning you stop and serve out another 10 further lashing, i cannot take it and shout the safeword on the Ninth of the ten lashings and you stop, i am exhausted, in deep agony any aching all over your body, with no control of your cock, it is swollen with veins visible all over and you smile telling me that i had missed out, that reaching level 10 was a milestone in your books, that i had missed out by one lashing, that the reward was one of greats but i will never know what it was till the next time when you start again from the beginning.

You step towards me and smile at me and gently flick the tip of your cock head with a finger and giggle as i yelp in ache, you gently stroked your laced finger tips over the head and tell me that is warm and it had taken a good serving for you. You tell me that you are pleased and that pain and reward was a symbol of my servitude, a taste of many emotions and sensations, a taste of pain and rewarding for the both of us but more so for yourself as it pleased you.

You gently blow air through your lips onto your cocks head and ask if it helped with the ache, i say yes and you respond with a laugh and tell me in that case you will stop as you wanted me to endure the stings in their full worth and remind me that i had missed out on a reward by one lash. You remind me that the safeword was important and that you are glad i used it when it was needed, you remind me that i have much further to go but i was doing well and that one day i will reach the goal.

You tell me to look up at you and tell me to open my lips and not move a milimeter, you look into my eyes and tell me to close them, you kiss me very sensually for a few seconds and pull away mid kiss. You say Goodboy, i will be back shortly to allow the stinging to clear up and you will inspect me for any skin sores. You laugh again and call me a slut and that i did well to please your desires today. You walk away leaving me hanging at the bed posts with a red headed cock, i can hear your heels step away...

I do not know where this fantasy came from, my fantasys are never of this magnitude, i am generally not very experienced with pain but curious so this will stay with me for a long time to come. Such an intense arousal all over me.

eroticstrings