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I know everybody's life is complex but nothing about me is ever straightforward or simple. I realize further knowing me might render me repellent; it's about an even split between who loves me or hates me. I really need to come with a warning label. That said, I will provide you with a warning label. I am a type 1 bipolar/psychotic/ASPD/PTSD/OCD personality. I am medicated (for YOUR safety *laughs*) and very conscientious about my medication and my mental state. It has taken a decade to learn appropriate emotional responses, and to become aware of everything that can impact me; aka "trigger" me. That doesn't change the nature of my desires; hypersexual it intensifies them beyond my ability to control. This (me) can be a hot mess sometimes, and who isn't, but with me things are amplified exponentially.
If you overlook the deep down crazies, I'm either one of the most interesting people you will ever meet, or the most loathsome. It's a fifty/fifty split.
Dichotomy.
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WOW.
Talk about rejection! I put a warning label on my profile and I can hear the crickets chirping. *laughter* Truthfully I expected nothing less. It takes strength, courage, endurance, intelligence, and audacity to deal with someone like me. It takes a certain kind of madness to willingly walk among the ranks of the mad. I know better than most, I suppose. I'm not disconcerted or upset by the sudden silence in the vacuum left by the abrupt departure. I know who and what I am to the normal-brained, and I get it. I do get it. I wouldn't want to get to know me either, were I among the normal-brained. I would never have asked for the chemical imbalances that cause my issues and frankly the issue is moot. I must live with what the gods gave me.
One thing is certain: I couldn't bore you if I tried. |
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Egads. That's the first time I've written out my entire diagnosis. It's a definite turn off, yeah?
It would be unfair not to be upfront about the nature of my mental illness, against the rules of fair play at the very least. BDSM is based on trust at its core, and anyone that wants to play with me should know this information.
Everyone thus far has been quite welcoming and helpful. I really hope my warning label doesn't discourage anyone. I simply think it is best to know the nature of the beast. |
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I hate labels. The language is often inadequate to the context. I have many lables and many names, and one applied to me often is nudist.
I've never given much thought to the fact that I am comfortable naked. I am actually more comfortable in my own skin than I am dressed, and I am not embarrassed when my habit of lounging around the house catches me in a moment that is awkward.
I am not the uncomfortable person; it is whomever caught me unaware. They try not to look at me, or they stare in shock and THEN try not to look at me.
This isn't about sexuality or beauty. I might not like everything about my body but gods who the fuck does? I'm not any less attractive, because it isn't about only appearances but the total package. If you can get past the dangerously, apeshit crazies, I am all that n a bag o chips.
But the embarrassment thing. Wtf? Why is anyone's body anything to be ashamed or afraid of? Why do people blush and look away, get offended, and even criminalize seeing the human form as it was created to be? Some of us fit the mathematical equation that defines symmetry and attraction and most of us don't. I am not a perfect seven (the number that rates perfect on the attraction scale) but I am still desirable. I find flaws beautiful, because they remind me I am mostly human. |
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An interesting and hectic day.
I should post a warning label on my profile, I suppose. Mi esposo would suggest "abandon hope all ye who enter here"; the tattoo he thinks should be both above my pussy and ass.
We are all mad, here. Heinous fuckery and wicked voodoo lie in wait. I can be no clearer than that. |
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Hmmm. Nothing to say; simply trying to figure out how to navigate the site. |
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| Age: 49 |
| Louisville,
Kentucky |
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