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| Rewriting. More to come later. Had deleted my initial profile due to a few bad experiences. REALLY TIRED OF THE GAMES PEOPLE PLAY ON HERE. If you aren't serious about pursing a relationship, please keep moving. I live in Newport and go to Vegas at least once a month. Possibly looking to relocate there. sadly vanilla men are looking more appealing by the minute. Yet I have to believe there are real Doms (God love the Fake Doms who change their age, height, etc. because I sure as hell don't) out there. Real men seeking a loving at times naive woman, who really gives too much of herself but doesn't know how not to. I am a smart woman with a great deal of passion, high desire to to be in a relationship that is Ds based and possibly leading to a Ms. But if you really want the power exchange, due to my last experience I am ikely to be a little weary at first and hope that you are willing to build trust and be patient. I have been told I am worth it.
DO NOT EXPECT ME TO CALL YOU SIR Or MASTER in our first conversation (likely not going to happen in our first several). If that is something you must have, I am not for you. Is it disrespectful? Just the opposite. Do I ask you to tell me you love me on our first meeting? I value the exchange. I respect the beauty of what is to come. The step by step building of respect and trust. Just because you call yourself a Dom doesn't mean you are. Just because.... When I call you Sir, it will be for the right reason, it will mean something to us both. You will have earned it and I value you. Means a lot more to both of us. It is not a sign of disrespect. It merely means I am real, in it for the right reasons, I am grounded. As in, both feet on the ground, here on planet earth. Make you a deal, I call you Sir on first chat if you promise to collar me by the second. Ha ha ha. Don't you see the absurdity? Likely not.
I know that I am not complete without you. I am apart of a whole that you will complete. A sub is not fulfilled if she is not serving and nurturing her man. A Dom is not a whole if he does not have his one whom he loves, guides, protects and uses. She will sooth his soul. He must have that part of him that has an outlet. She is his outlet... An ear to listen, a heart to nurture and a few holes to use. He is her heart, his body and she looks to him for everything. Secure in herself because she is well loved, well used and protected/safe. need it like I need to give it to you, you will not abuse the beauty of the relationship. Crazy, likely since I am still on here still waiting. Still somewhat hopeful.
You will not abuse the gift and trust I place in you. So I ask for your patience while we work on trusting one another. The right man will own me, lock and key.
I know the right man will come along and be thankful my Failed relationships. For he will be. He will know how lucky he is when he takes the time to get to know me. I will do everything possible to make him a very happy man.
From those failed experiences, I have become a little tougher, a lot smarter and yet willing to give you a chance. i will love you with all that I am, and all that I hope to be. I will make you proud and treasure the gift of us. There is no limit to my capacity to love.
Liars, fakes and players keep on moving.you. I am seeking a relationship, I do not do play dates, couples, women or friends with benefits. No, having sex is not the first step in building a relationship. I have plenty of friends and a vibrator. I need a connection, to begin the sexual part of a relationship. You know you're a fake when you think Ds is just about sex. You've watched 50 Shades of Grey and think you want it.
I know you are out there looking for me, just as I am looking for you. I look forward to hearing from you soon. 👄
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I am asked often what I am curious about and what I am scared of due to my screen name.
I am curious about all things. Curious if what I seek in life and live exists and scared that it doesn't.
Me, I am a lover, a pleaser yet strong. I am a single mom taking care of her family on her own. I have had to be strong. I believe that my strength is an asset to my submission for when the right man comes, we will both be happy. However, I have lost the naïveté of believing that the men I have spoken to here are Dominant. That they are DNA dominant but rather looking for a quick fuck or a bout of kinky sex.
i have made some great friends, thought I was very close to meeting Him, my Man, but really just more wishful thinking.
I may have lost my naïveté but I haven't lost hope.
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It has been awhile since I have posted. Not sure why I am even bothering. Cathartic I suppose. To love someone is a gift for two people. However, to love and have the person treat your love like it is easy to Come by and therefore worthless means that your judgment on loving that person was so unbelievably wrong.
Lessons learned are often painful. But the more painful they are the stronger you become.
I AM STRONG. I am tired of being strong. I am independent by circumstance not because I don't need you.
To know me, is to know that I don't want to be independent. I long for the one I can depend on.
I am beginning to wonder. Where are you? Please find me. |
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I wonder if these are read... I am truly amazed by people on this site. Guys, just because I am on site doesn't mean that I am ready to jump in bed with you.
For many of you, the idea of spanking a gal while you fuck her is your version of Ds. You really need to read up on what the Ds lifestyle is. It is MENTAL first. It is an exchange of power. As in, read closely, I give you the power. I choose, you do t take and you demand it. Study, read, talk but for gods sake don't watch 50 shades.
You would be amazed at the number of self appointed and very dangerous creeps are out there.
Honor the profile. If someone took the time to write something more than a sentence, it is likely because they want you to know or at least attempt to understand them. If for instance someone writes about not being into pain, clearly a maso shouldn't be reaching out.
You don't want someone starting a relationship with you with the mindset that I can change them do you? No. Accept the individual for who they are - not what you want them to be.
There is my rant. I hope that at the end of this message, you read the real message here.
You here because kinky sex is part of who you are or wish to be. Most are on here for the purpose of getting laid. If you are one of the RARE men on here that is a Dom and is looking for the real lifestyle, I would love to hear from you. Truly hoping that this little verbal diarrhea hasn't changed your mind.
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So I talk about learning from my mistakes ... What if one of the beautiful things inside you is the willingness to believe? The belief that there are truthful, real men who aren't here for games but here for the very thing that I wish for... Love, power exchange and yes, great sex. What if that openness and need to serve and love is the very thing that is a constant magnet for liars, fakes and flakes?
Perhaps this is where I get off this train and look for a nice vanilla man. Not as fulfilling but more likely to find a man who is honest and won't take away the very heart of me. My belief and unwavering hope... that there are good, trustworthy men out there. Men who won't exploit or misuse my need to please or my need to love. I am not buying it right now based on who I have met, who I have spoken to and who I have trusted. Isn't that sad?
But I know, I know my One is out there. I'm ready for you. Ready and waiting.
All of me and All yours,
K |
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Life is about learning from your mistakes. It is about love, laughter and the continued and ongoing pursuit of happiness.
It is here where life gets tricky... which happiness do I pursue? We all have options and I am asking myself, perhaps my longing for a Sir (real one)of my very own is because I have either not learned from my mistakes or Ive chosen the wrong option. Food for thought. |
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Okay... Had some really nice remarks on my last entry.
Thought I would add another.
If you across the country, let's face it. A relationship isn't sustainable. I want or better yet need a man whom I can see often. A fuxx date is not courting. A long term relationship whether vanilla or bdsm requires courting. Just because this is site for the sexually kinky does not automatically send you to bed. Doesn't automatically mean fuxxing will even happen.
To the men out there, I will not automatically address you as sir or master. You may call yourself a Dom but that is a self given title likely. Tell me... Would you tell me you're in love with me on the first date? Second? No because you don't know me. Same goes here. I don't know whether or not you are a Dom. You might really hate women and use this as a guide. It takes time to fall in love just as it takes time to "EARN" respect on both sides. Whoever said respect is automatic because you call yourself a Dom was not a real Dom.
I do want to make it perfectly clear. I have had relationships with real Doms. I have loved them. They were truthful, genuine, strong in character and actually never demanded they be called anything. I did so out of respect, servitude and love. They were my Sir without question.
I know he is out there. Longing for me as I yearn for him. He wants to love, guide, make me a better version of myself and use me as the utter whore I will be for him.
I return will live and adore, make him proud to own to me, serve and inspire him to be the best he can be.
Together we will be better than when we are apart. We will love, fuck, be crazy funny, fight (well I will pay for it) but most of all... We will have what makes us happy - each other.
Sappy. You bet. Silly, as often I can be. Romantic, all the time. Sincere with every breath I take.
If I scared you away-wasn't my intention but probably not a bad thing.
Best to all of you who read it. |
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I have been on this site for almost a month... hmmm, not certain if this is the place for me. I guess I would label myself a romantic sub. I don't want to lower my standards in order to meet you.
I truly do not see how in heavens name a inter-state courtship can happen. Technology is great but it still does not take into effect chemistry. You can be the most beautiful person in the universe but if my body doesn't wilt at the thought of leaving your side (or your feet) then there was a potentially huge waste of time. But, I am willing to keep an open mind.
There are some really nice people on here. I have enjoyed speaking to a lot of men. I would like to add that putting down a younger age makes you the fool. Really, you want to start a relationship with a lie? Because, that is exactly what you are doing. If you can lie about something so insignificant, how will you handle really important issues. This is a relationship based on trust and transparency... how on earth are you truthful if you put a decade old picture and fib about your age? hmmm maybe if you look at it from that angle you will reconsider the deceit.
Okay, there is my big rant. You may have figured out I am not big on using cuss words, there are so many other words to use. You will find me using them however, when you are deep, deep inside of me (hole of your choice) and I am so close to exploding that my brain can't think of any other word then please and >>>>>? You want to know, you have to find out the hard (you being very) way.
Okay boys, one last note... I have a son who is almost 30 years old and I cannot comfortably date or play with anyone near his age. Thank you for those of you who have reached out to me that are within that range but really, I can't.
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| Age: 25 |
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