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I would love to find a nice woman who would like to play nicely with me. No drama not into heavy pain. Clue #1 Not interested in couples unless woman wants to play alone. Clue #2 No photo No response!!!!! Clue # 3 No MEN

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7/24/2011 4:06:02 PM

Hi Everyone. I hope you are all having a wonderful summer. I'm still recuperating from my cancer debacle but am getting back to my same old self. Still MORE surgeries/procedures but I'm getting there. Sorry I don't return emails. I don't know where I'm going to come out emotionally and mentally when all is said an done.

 

Take care and kink on . . . 


1/30/2011 6:59:42 PM

So I have to go to treatment tomorrow and it's my birthday. That totally blows! But I don't usually feel bad after my treatments so it won't be so bad. Then go for my shot for my white blood cell booster on Tuesday and am then being whisked away to FL by the person I love the most in the world - my best friend. That's IF the weather decides to cooperate on Tuesday afternoon. Keeping my fingers crossed. Haven't been feeling so hot lately.


1/26/2011 1:08:30 PM

LOL. I just got a very sweet e-mail from some douche bag called RomanceToo from Medford, NY. His note said, "What a tacky, classless, uneducated slob. How can you live to be that old, and still have no common sense or dignity. DISGUSTING . . ."

It's the same douche bag that sends me hate emails from time to time. Just now I'm going to publish what he says and what the name du jour is.

What a FUCKING ASSHOLE. And if that makes me tacky, classless, uneducated slob, SO FUCKING BE IT. I told him to go back to his refrigerator box where he lives and to masterbate to my tacky classless pictures!

Anyway, thanks for all my birthday wishes!

 


1/22/2011 7:57:46 PM

I'm very ready for Spring. Time for rebirth. Time for flowers to bloom and the grass to grow. I need a couple of mircles to happen and I'm not giving up hope!

 

Nine days until my Birthday! YIPPEE! So my birthday week starts on Tuesday! 28 again! I just hope the Daddies are reading this entry!

 

Stay warm and GO JETS!


1/11/2011 8:53:03 PM

Crazy crazy day! Went to have my blood cell count checked and it wasn't good. Then went to the beach to look at a beach house and found a fucking lunitic living there. Found out that I'm like the #3 woman in someone's life. So that ain't gonna work. BUT ended up having dinner with a beautiful person who always makes me feel like a little princess. Spoke to #1 Daddy who's cranky, sadistic, and perfect! And also chatting very briefly with my Georgia Ice Peach. Started out bad but ended up GREAT!


1/9/2011 11:42:25 AM

Ok. I'm a lightweight! I could barely finish one martini and I hardly call it slamming it down. But it did have one onion and one olive.

 

I'm off to a cocktail party today at my BFF's. All horse people there. No not the kind of horse people who are on here! REAL ones! Should be a lot of fun. He bought me my own martini glass but I think I'll probably just drink water out of it (with one onion and one olive). What  a weenee I've become. No need to twist the tiger's tail if one is not 100%.

 

Strange football!


1/8/2011 10:35:30 AM

I appreciate everyone's wishes for me. The past two treatments have been really rough on me physically. But I'm bouncing back. Everyday a little more appetite and a little more energy. Unfortunately I can't sleep no matter what I do or take. I need more physical activity but just am too tired. However, I am going to dinner tonight where I plan to slam down a couple of martinis. VERY cold with one olive and one onion.


12/31/2010 1:59:04 PM

Ok everyone. What's your New Years resolutions?

 

1. Don't let anyone walk all over me.

2. Kick this cancer crap to the curb and spit on it.

3. Show off my new titties as much as possible after I get them.

4. Start exercising again as soon as I feel better.

5. Try to reestablish friendships that I have not allowed to develop

6. Find out why the Dom from near Princeton didn't like me. I liked him!

7. Get a new coach for the Giants

8. Meet some of my friends on here.

9. Get myself back in the workforce after I've healed.

 

That's enough for now! I'm tired just thinking about all this.

 

Happy New Year folks!

 

{#}


12/29/2010 7:10:43 PM

Any fun plans for New Years Eve? I'm having a quiet but kinky night. I hope I can stay up until at least 9:00. LOL. I'm making dinner and my date is making sure there is dessert. Should I question his intentions? I don't think so. I'll just sit back and enjoy the ride!

 

Happy New Years everyone! I have a feeling 2011 is going to bring lots of good fortune and adventures.

 

Kisses to my friends and friends to be.

 

Deidre


12/27/2010 9:18:06 AM

I'm not looking for a partner right now. I need to concentrate on getting better and reinventing myself when this is all said and done. Right now, I can't possible think about meeting and starting a relationship when all I can think about is how to get through this cancer crap and all of its side effects and other ramifications. I have many people that support me but I've also had many people turn their backs on me. It's a real eye opener. I try not to dwell on those that did me wrong but it's hard not to when your heart is torn apart. I know I'll come out much stronger on the other end of this but getting there is a slow and painful process physically, mentally and emotionally. I know I am not the only person who has been through this but it's still a war I never imagined having to fight.

 

Football is dead to me. I can't stand cold and snow. I'm depressed. But I wake up everyday smiling and thinking of ways to take over the world. Keep the good karma coming my way my friends. And douche bags, just stay away.


12/24/2010 2:56:16 PM

WHY would anyone send me a nasty e-mail who I have never talked to or had any communication with? Oh, wait, I know! It's from someone I know who is using a different name! How original! I hope your email made you feel like a man. Because in reality, you aren't a man. Just a snivelling coward that hides behind a keyboard.

 

ANYWAY, Everyone else, please have a Merry Christmas. Keep safe and be well.

 

Deidre


12/23/2010 4:02:00 PM

I haven't felt so well since my last treatment. So tired and sick to my tummy. I can't wait to get my life back and becoming the craziest woman ever! And I am looking forward to making new friends and not wasting my time on people who just, well, waste my time!


12/19/2010 5:31:38 PM

I had dinner with Daddy Peter tonight - always an enjoyable time. I'm very lucky to have him in my life. He's been such an incredible source of support for me throughout this whole ordeal. As I have said before, he is one of the three most valuable people in my life - each having their own place. I was going a little "batty" tonight (literally) and he came over and gave the bat an offer he couldn't refuse! Thank you Daddy. Now Spencer, Darla, Sylvester and I can sleep without worrying about nests being built in our hair. Oh wait! I don't have any but the rest do!

 

Treatment tomorrow. That means one day closer until it's over!

 

Kiss all your ladies and wish them all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year no matter what spiritual beliefs they have!. And MAKE SURE THEY GO GET THEIR MAMMIES! Remember, I was late getting mine and less than a year. Don't let them moan about how much it hurts, blah blah blah. Trust me, this is a lot worse than 5 minutes of your boobs getting squeezed once a year! Oh wait, some of us do that once a week!

 

Thank you Daddy Peter for a wonderful warm night!

 

Boo giants!


12/19/2010 11:18:51 AM

I am SO GLAD I changed my profile to include out of state e-mails. I'm so close to PA and have missed my friends who are just a few miles away. I never meant to exclude any of you (well maybe a few mutants). In any case, thanks for writing to me so quickly.

 

My cold is not so bad today. Still need to stay out of the cold and away from people. But today is my hydration day. Need to hydrate very well the day before chemo. I MAY sneak out for a glass of vino after the game but need to drink lots of aqua.

 

If there are any subs/slaves out there that wish to help me with some manly man work that needs to be done around my home, please let me know. I have so many chores that I just cannot physically do. It's all inside work.

 

I hope everyone is enjoying this Christmas season. Stay warm and in good cheer.


12/18/2010 9:36:19 AM
I have a cold! Now I have to stay in bed and cannot get out to get my Michael Vick voodoo doll. I was going to go to my neighbor's house and let his rottweiler chew it up after I got done poking it with voodoo needles. Oh well. I'll just have to settle for the Big Blue Wrecking Crew to do it in person!

12/15/2010 7:48:55 PM
I got through this last little surgery a little sore but pretty much unscathed. I can't wait until this war is over. I know I am going to be fine but I'm getting weak and tired. It's tough battling pretty much by yourself. And now with the port in place, I am faced with new challenges. I'm so blessed to have my Steven, Dede and Peter. Best friends are irreplaceable. Unfortunately, there have been some long time partnerships that have proven to be nothing but fakes and this breaks my heart as I was always there for those people during their rough patches in the road. You just never know . . .

12/13/2010 8:47:46 AM

I wish I could paste some of the e-mails I get onto this journal. The ones from idiots just get deleted and then blocked but most times I get such wonderful e-mails that inspire me to keep going with this war and not to forget that I am a woman inside and out. Yet other e-mails make me almost wet my pants from making me laugh so hard.

 

BTW, if you think that Collarme would be the place for me to advertise for a Sugar Daddy for real, please reconsider. I think I would have much better luck on old-geazer.com. I have alienated a lot of people because of that journal entry and I apologize if that was offensive to you. This apology is only offered to the people who have a heart and not to anyone who is cold and uncaring.


12/12/2010 5:06:33 PM

Feeling a little sick today and a little down in the dumps. I've been feeling pretty well since my last treatment but today it's been a little different. Maybe it's because of the dark and dreary day.


12/9/2010 6:45:26 PM

There are some people on here who are just wonderful. Then there's the rest. I like unusual and odd. I don't like insincere or fucked up. You people who took the little blue bus to school, stay away. The ones that have to tell me how well educated and dressed they are, you too. But my friends who are real, always come to talk to me, see me, play with me, etc. The rest of you mutants, stay away.

As you can tell, Princess is NOT  in a good mood tonight!


12/8/2010 6:29:36 PM

Thanks to everyone who sends me their good wishes and concerns. It is very much appreciated. I find it amazing that so many people who I've never met take the time to send me messages lending me their support. This whole cancer thing has me a little crazy right now. I'm learning to get rid of the uncaring superficial people who claimed to be a friend and just concentrate on the people who are truly honest and real.

 

Take care my friends!


12/7/2010 4:46:48 PM

ATTENTION ALL GAY MEN. I am looking for a late 40's early 50's GREAT LOOKING gay man. Must be in incredible shape and handsome. NOOOO! Not for me but for my best friend. Not too feminine. Someone who will make him want you. No compliments. No sex for 3-4 dates. Not an idiot but not a rocket scientist either. Must like the theatre, music, exercise, the outdoors, dining out, health conscience, doesnt' drink too much, etc.

I know this is the strangest post I've ever had but I love him so much and I want him to find someone awesome. BDSM optional but I wouldn't bring it on real quickly. A spank here and there but I wouldn't try to hogtie him or put a gag in his mouth.

I hope I hear from someone! No bisexuals please. I'm looking for a LTR for this man


12/5/2010 7:27:21 PM

All in all - it was a very good day. Even a little productive. But tomorrow is Round 2 of chemo so I am guessing tomorrow won't be so great. But I thank the Lord every day that I have people in my life who are as committed to this war as I am. I'm going to make it out on the otherside but it's just going to take a while to get there.


12/4/2010 9:20:27 PM

OK. This should narrow down the e-mails I get.

 

I am BROKE. I need a sugar daddy. Don't send me an e-mail and wish me luck! I need affirmative action immediately so unless you are willing to participate, don't bother me.

 

WOW! Desperate times mean desperate measures! I never thought I'd sink this low!


12/2/2010 6:02:10 PM
Burrrr! It's cold in NJ! I'm going to hibernate until April!

12/1/2010 8:44:44 PM

Ok this is really strange.

 

Since starting my chemo, I haven't had an appetite. HOWEVER, my dreams are always of eating TONS of food. Especially cake! I don't usually have a huge appetite but it's all that I dream about. That and sex! LOL. Only teasing about the sex part! Or am I . . . {#}


11/30/2010 6:25:16 PM

My resolution for next year, which is starting RIGHT NOW is that I will NOT be taken advantage of by anyone. Not a lover, not a friend, not an employer. NO ONE! I may be a submissive but I'm not letting any asshole fuck with me ever again. ESPECIALLY ones that don't deserve to even be in my company. Who's with me on this?

 

 


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 Age: 35
 Wilmington, North Carolina