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| I am married.
Unfortunately my wife is only into vanilla.
I have been rounds with her to try and get her to do kink. She refuses.
She is alright with me working with someone else to take care of what she doesn't want to.
I am into abdl. I enjoy being daddy and baby both. Thus the switch.
I am also into chastity play with orgasm denial. I really want to learn how to orgasm anally. the reason for this is I don't know if i have ever actually orgasm-ed normally.
I am majorly looking for a dom that can train me, or a switch where we can go back and forth being an abdl. I would prefer them to be within state. I am not looking for an online romance. I will be open with my wife on what is going on but she will not be taking part in anything that is going to happen.
If you are looking for money look else where. I am the sole income of a family of 4. being paid just over minimum wage I can't afford to pay anything. personal supplies are another thing.
As far as i go i am honest. ask me questions and I will answer. I am also a quick learner.
How ever I don't want anything to spill into my work or home life.
Also know i am not your normal milenial. If i commit to something i am committed. I do not try to scrape by doing the bare esentuals. I do not want to have all play and no work. I am not looking for someone that only wants to use me either.
So if you find the above acceptable please send me a message.
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Starting to get frustrated and desperate. I have little intention of trying for an online relationship because they are usually fake. How ever trying to find someone that will work with me or even say hi is almost futile. Well I guess that is what I get for believing there was a chance right.
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Having gone through and read so many profiles I realise how screwed I am. I doubt that I will be aboe to find someone to be my dom whilst married. If you read my profile you know little about me. It doesnt truley speak about what I have have done in my marriage. Nor does it speak of who I am. On top of that not many people like or want anything to do with abdl, littles, diapers. That is fine. I put swith down for the simple fact that i understand there are times to be dom and be strong and there are times that it is alright to be sub. Has nothing to do with comitments. It has to do with be a mature adult. I put bi because realistically trying to find streight only in utah probably wont happen. It isnt that I am confused. I put it becauee I have a higher need, desire that needs to be full filled. I do not want to pay someone for services with money because they should be getting as much out of the repation ship as I am. Paying for supplies is another matter. My wife is not into this sort of lifestyle, thusly I am looking else were. This does not mean that it is a secret from her. It just isnt in her to fulfill what I am needing. The chances of me finding what I need is a crap shot. Not really sure if i should really keep trying or not. Ironically I am on here partially to relieve some of the burden of my wife. It really agonizes her that she cant help me as much as she likes. Oh to feel so isolated. |
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My life seems to be going crazy right now. I am torn between "kink" and my wife. She does not have the want or drivemto do anything with in the realm of it. The only thing she craves is vanila once a month. She accepts the dominent part of me from time to time. How ever she can not seem to handle being dom over me.
I am torn because I have this imense need to be a little and dominated regularly, how ever I do not wish to cheat on her. Yet i cant seem to get these wants and pieces out of my mind. What do i do when pieces with in me are so torn.
At work i have to be strong. At home i have to be strong. I just need a place to be able to let go. at times i want to be padded in a soft diaper and be able to cuddle up to someone with out a care in the world. Other times i want to be restrained and tortured. Be locked away and taut how to have pleasure from more than just the protrufing point from my body.
Yet my moral self tells me that because my wife is unwillung or uncabable to do this i must let it go. What is a person to do. |
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| Age: 18 |
| Kailua,
Hawaii |
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