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RubberToiletMaster
Sorry to disappoint, but I am NOT poly. K.i.K. petmunster Putting this at the top... If I read Your message and do not respond, it is due to a slow connection and being mobile or I am taking the time to think about a response. I promise I am not trying to be rude. Not actively seeking... Sorry, just tired of the fakes, players, cheaters, liars, and role-players... Tired of being constantly hurt. So, I'll live my life without any attachments or commitments... no matter how much it hurts me by not serving a Man... All I will do is push, run and hide if You attempt to get close... I have barriers up... No One has been able to tear them down. Hobbies/Likes/Interests: Including, but not limited to...
  • Animals
  • Art – she needs to practice more…
  • Creating stuff – Photoshop or other like programs. Want to learn how to stitch, knit, make candles, etc.
  • Dancing a little
  • Flea Markets
  • Food - Yes, she's a meat eater!
  • Garage Sales
  • Green/Purple
  • Movies – Everything! :D
  • Music – Almost everything minus heavy rap
  • Musical Theatre
  • Photography
  • Reading –she loves romance and fantasy books. :D
  • Role-playing – Very rarely does she role-play anymore. This does not mean “scene”.
  • Video Games – Final Fantasy, Harvest Moon, Skyrim, etc. Anything MMORPG!
  • Writing – Mostly poetry, erotica, short stories. I don’t write as much as I use too.
Dislikes: Including, but not limited to...
  • Asparagus
  • Flings
  • Insects/Spiders/Snakes
  • Large Crowds
  • Latex
  • Leather
  • People wanting only sex
  • Plastic
  • Seafood/Fish
  • Short-Term Relationships
  • Snow
  • Spandex
  • Spinach
Kinks: Including, but not limited to...
  • Age-play
  • Anal Sex
  • Assignments, Chores, Tasks, etc
  • Biting
  • Blood
  • Bondage
  • Breath Play
  • Caging/Confinement
  • Chastity Belts
  • Clamps/Clothespins
  • Denial/Forced Orgasms
  • Face Slapping
  • Fisting
  • Fuck Machines
  • Gags
  • Humiliation/Degradation, both in private/public, including verbal
  • Interrogation
  • Lactation
  • Name Calling
  • Objectification
  • Oral Sex - Love giving, not so much receiving
  • Pain - Have yet to find my tolerance levels, but maybe one day
  • Pet-Play
  • Plugs
  • Rimming
  • Slave Jewelry - Such as slave bells, chains, collars, etc
  • Spankings
  • Strong Hands
  • Tails/Ears
  • Water-Sports
  • Wax Play

Soft Limits: Including, but not limited to...
  • Ass-to-Mouth
  • Brands
  • Being ignored/silent treatment
  • Canes
  • Diapers
  • Fire
  • Knives
  • Needles
  • Nipple/Clitoris/Vagina Piercings
  • Permanent Property Tattoos
  • Sexual Videography and Dirty Photography
  • Shock/Electric
Hard Limits: Including, but not limited to...
  • Any Blunt Force Trauma
  • Death
  • Forced Alcohol/Drugs/Smoking - Including any illegal drugs and substances
  • Necrophilia
  • Non-Monogamy - Unless He is bisexual and requests a male
  • Other Women/Subs
  • Permanent Damage
  • Polygamous Households
  • Scat
  • Underage/Pedophilia
If Y/you have any questions, feel free to message this girl to inquire.
8/17/2017 2:39:49 PM
Conversation between myself and... I'll just call him "ass". I won't even capilize the "A" because he's just another one of those "demand and get butt-hurt when denied" type of "Domly Doms".


ass on 8/16/17 at 7:46 PM:
hi girl

cravingHim on 8/17/17 at 7:26 AM:
Hello....

ass on 8/17/17 at 8:56 AM:
sir

cravingHim on 8/17/17 at 9:07 AM:
.... and good-bye. Sorry, but to automatically demand or assume i should call You "Sir" throws red flags. The lack of "Sir" is not being disrespectful. It is not a requirement to show respect. Good luck!

ass on 8/17/17 at 9:46 AM:
sir is common   you bitch  go away dumb ass

ass on 8/17/17 at 9:48 AM:
it weeds out the bitches     thats a fact    only a bitch argues over sir  lol   ya fuck you you dont want to come here talking shit .   im not interested    ill put it in my profile   so many bitches on this site its annoying lol    idiot   im master grip and sir is not earned its common    it also ruines right off the bat  .  youll never get that   because you are a bitch  lol    bye




Mind You, I never responded back. I said my peace and went on. Oh, he also decided to send me a picture of... uhm... well, not sure who. I'd assume he wanted me to believe it was him? But with an attitude like that, no wonder why he's alone, but this is a very common attitude in people when you deny them something they want. Apparently my refusal for calling him a "Sir" makes me a bitch. *shrugs* huh... who knew? Oh well! Maybe he should join the "bitch club". LoL.

7/18/2017 5:17:18 PM
Omg... some people amuse me and seriously make me believe it should be illegal for them to breed or raise children in fear of them spreading their ill way of viewing other human beings.
6/26/2017 5:25:31 PM
Why do Men seem to prefer easy to get girls? Why do Men seem to prefer sloppy seconds? Why do Men seem to prefer those bimbos and doormats? I shall never understand... why any so-claimed real Dominant would prefer any of those kind of girls.... I guess I prefer, "If You can't handle me at my worse, You sure as well don't deserve my best."

A part of me is wondering why or how am I still alive... I have no purpose in this life so.... why I am still here?
6/21/2017 6:30:00 PM

I am coming to the point of my life where I am wondering, "Why bother?" Seriously... what is the point of caring? What is the point of living? What is the point of struggling, hiding every single tear, putting on a strong face, plastering a fake smile to my lips?

No one cares anyway, right? My life matters as little as the next... I will always have this craving inside of me that will not be satisfied. I will never draw attention like these skinny girls that weigh 145 pounds or less; these girls with beautiful smiles, perfect breasts, or flawless skin; these girls with bubbly attitudes that don't know the bitter taste of every day struggles or the pain and suffering that turns makes trusting anyone a nearly impossible mission...

So, why should I bother? I do not expect to ever feel a strong Man's touch, the feel of His hand in my hair or around my throat, to know His every desire without a single word spoken, to complete Him as He does me...

I am not perfect and I never sought perfections... I am just not good enough for Anyone, not even my own family... and it is time to accept that.

6/18/2017 8:18:01 PM
Hahahaha.... Wanna know the quickest way to tell a fake? Deny them and wait for the name calling and butt hurt attitude.. LMFAO.
6/2/2017 12:39:31 PM
Well, gotta love coming home from work only to start loading up my car in order to move to my new place. X.x Scary...
5/26/2017 7:28:37 PM
Depression sets in... it usually does on any day that requires celebration... I just wish to forget the day of my birth. What is the point? Theres no point in celebtration or rememebering the day a person grows a year older... especially when I nearly killed my mother... the doctor nearly killed me by not delivering me... so either way, one life could have been lost this day in 1990... I honestly wish it could've been mine...
5/21/2017 6:32:09 PM
Well.... my birthday is coming up end of this week.... *sighs*
5/20/2017 3:30:43 AM
I have decided to create mail filters... Anyone without a profile, all females, couples, male submissives and anyone younger than 27 and older than 50 will be sent to bulk mail. Do I check this? Sometimes.
5/16/2017 6:23:36 PM
Why do people claim to be something that they are clearly not? Why do others fall for their lying when it is clear that they are pretenders and are living a lie? I understand that online is a place for lots of people to live out their fantasies or to let off some steam from real-life, but at least be up front and honest about it. Some of us are here to meet our better halves and lead to meeting in person, but all the fakes, pretenders and players make it extremely hard... And then we have those claiming to be a slave or submissive and yet it is always about them... about their wants, needs, desires, etc... and never about the Master's or Dominant's... example: someone's profile claims they are not poly and do not want a poly Master and YET they have a boyfriend and they require discretion. That is the prime example of being a hypocrite and it coming from someone who claims to be a slave. The people on here cease to amuse me and the people who fall for their bullshit even more so amusing. Makes me wonder how dumbed down the human race has become.
5/10/2017 5:50:45 PM
I have always been the type of person to question every single little detail in my life. I overthink, overanalyze, and I overstress. I am not afraid to admit that I am the dependant type. Being independent is great and shows strength while dependence shows weakness in a lot of people's eyes. This is not true for me, however; this is not how I view dependence. As human beings, we are wired to take things in our own hands. We WANT to control it even if it cannot be controlled. We WANT the freedom to make all of our decisions. Dependence is the innocence and strength of giving up complete control to another person; in trusting that person to make the right decisions for you. Their decisions can affect you either positively or negatively. No, I don't need someone to tell me when I need to use the bathroom, to shower, to eat and what to eat, but it is something I desire. There's sometimes in my life where I want to lay everything out and give it to another person to control and maintain. For once, I want the stress to melt away, the thoughts to exceed into oblivion, and the only thing I need to worry about is how to please the One I am with. Dependence is my strength. The ability to give up every decision, down to the smallest of things, up to another human being. To have such faith and trust in them that they'll do the right thing and not to abuse what I have given up to them. It isn't easy, because so many had taken what limited trust I've given them and crushed it. Human beings are known to be hateful, cruel, filled with lies and deceit, but I also know that so many of them still contain their humanity, their compassion, their love and honesty for fellow human beings. That some of them still have that strong feeling to protect and guide. I am trying very hard not to allow the bad ones to ruin my chances with a good one. Here's to the future and striving for the best! <3
4/28/2017 12:51:32 PM
It's a sad thing that I am being brought to do this, but I just have to due to how amusing it is. Due to rules, regulations, and because I am respectful even after being disrespectful by this.... Boy. He requested me to present myself so I sent an image of myself at that time. I even stated I was unsure if it would send due to crappy service. I have boost mobile which does not pick up in my current living area. Anyway, after he read the message, he asked if that was all he was getting. I didn't receive the message but maybe 10-15 minutes after he sent it. He wanted nudes and I denied him that. Then he dares to threaten me, calling me a fake. Here I am, thinking... If I was a fake, I wouldn't have sent a picture to begin with. I would've blocked him right then. If I was not who I claim to be, I would have stolen pictures of a much hotter girl from the internet. I am cam verified. I was cam verified by a female Dominant on another website. It amuses me to no extent how when a person doesn't receive nudes or something that they want, they forget to be a decent human being. Good thing I have experience with these types and can pin point them out easily so much time is not wasted.
4/28/2017 8:55:21 AM
I get asked this question a lot, "Who's Him?"

Him is what I consider my "mythical unicorn" Master. It is complicated for me to explain in full detail, but here I shall try and while many Men may claim to be Him; if there is no connection, then You're just not the *right* Him for this girl and she wishes You luck.

Him is the One that makes this girl's heart flutter and skip beats; the One that can give a single look and this girl will know whether He is pleased or displeased. He is a true born Alpha Male - think Wolf - He is strong, independent, demanding, strict, but He is loving, caring, protective, patient, wise, and will guide this girl to be all she can be and more.

He contains flaws and not afraid to admit them. He is a hard worker and His strength, His Dominance shows in all that He does and has accomplished in life; speaking of accomplished - He is very much so in life. He isn't a leech, a lazy bum, a boy who doesn't know what He wants in life... but He is a true Man that knows who He is, what He wants, and goes after it.

He will not be perfect, but He will be *my* type of perfection, to accept me in all of my flaws, baggage, and have a thrive to break down my mental walls piece by piece and to simply destroy all of the things I've came to know and feel only to rebuild it all in His image.

He is an Alpha. He is not tainted with today's society of feminism or what should and shouldn't be.
lilaries
 
 Age: 21
 North of Toronto, Canada