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Very happy to report that as of May 2016 i am owned and am no longer seeking. Master is allowing me to maintain this profile as a journal documenting His process of molding me into his perfect sissy slut. i am allowed to correspond with people here and will happily answer any questions you have for me, but i am not permitted to share pictures with anyone, nor am i allowed to accept requests for my use by anyone else. Thank you! hello everyone, my name is jessie. I'm a 40 year old very submissive cd who lives just outside of philadelphia. I have many years of experience serving as a sub cd, but am just getting back into it after a long, unsuccessful experiment with vanilla life.

I am very service oriented, and would be interesed in providing the right dominant(s) with domestic and personal service as well as sexual service if that was so desired. My only limits are illegal acts, public exposure, blood, and severe pain. I am open to everything else, no matter how extreme, with the right person or people. I am interested in surrendering a very high level of control within the context of a scene, though I cannot serve on a 24/7 basis. I am not passable, though with your help hope to make myself more feminine over time.

I am seeking an ongoing relationship with an intelligent, creative, controlling dominant individual or couple. My preference would be to serve a dominant couple or single female/tv, but I would be willing to consider the right dominant male. I would hope that you are disease and drug free, as I am. Finally, I hope to find someone who can be patient with me, understanding that I have been "out of the game" for a number of years and am going to need some work to be the sissy you desire.
2/8/2018 11:28:39 AM
Think i am finally recovered from Sunday night; serving Master and about a dozen of His friends at a party He hosted for the big game.  i was kept quite busy fetching drinks and snacks as well as providing other "services" as needed.  i was exhausted by the end of the game, but Master's guests were satisfied and that's all that really matters!
8/16/2017 9:47:44 AM
Another quick update:  life with Master continues to go wonderfully.  i've been on hormones for several months now and am definitely noticing the effects, both physically and emotionally.  my sissy clit does still try to get stiff from time to time so the cage remains in place, but Master has trained me to derive all of my pleasure from His use of me.  i have done so many things that i never imagined myself doing since starting down this path, and have zero regrets.  i am finally living as i was meant to live.  To the other sissies out there who message me from time to time, all i can say is "go for it".  Be careful, of course, but don't be afraid of taking the plunge!
9/23/2016 5:06:42 AM
Just a quick update since some of you have asked.  Master and i are still together; life's just been so crazy that i haven't had time to write much here.  i have been locked in chastity for more than three months now, though Master does reward me occasionally using the Magic Wand.  i have lost the weight He desired and will soon be starting on hormones to better allow me to become the sissy He wants.  i still serve as His maid, His fucktoy, and as entertainment for a select group of His friends.  Life is good!
7/13/2016 6:14:00 AM
As i mentioned in my last update, Master loaned me out this past weekend.  i was given to a dominant Couple who are close friends of His. It was a challenge, as Their style is quite different from His.  Master is very "goal-directed" in his training of me.  He uses punishment and humiliation as tools to mold me into His vision of the perfect sissy.  This couple, on the other hand, are very much into cruelty for it's own sake.  Even now, more than three days after the fact i can still feel the effects of the floggings i received from Them.  They were also quite creative in finding the most degrading ways to use me.  Apparently i did ok though, as They gave Him a glowing report about my performance.  The fact that i was able to make Him proud makes all the suffering worthwhile and i look forward to being to do more of that in the future. 
7/8/2016 5:30:24 AM
Just got a message from Master that he's loaning me out this weekend.  i know nothing about what awaits me; just that i am to pack a bag and be at an address in the distant suburbs at 8:00 sharp tonight. Also, i shouldn't expect to return home until sometime Sunday.  i trust Master completely and know He would never allow me to be harmed, but i have to admit that not knowing what's in store for me is a little scary as well as exciting.  
6/28/2016 5:47:50 AM
i apologize for the lack of recent updates.  i've been kept quite busy between my job and my responsibilities as Master's maid and sissy fucktoy.  He has placed me on a diet and exercise plan with the goal of a more girlish figure, and He has also told me that He plans on making me available to more of His friends.  i am thankful to be owned by such a wonderful Man. 
6/15/2016 11:44:23 AM
Not much new to report lately.  Master has been traveling so i've not seen him.  He is checking in with me though, and i'm being a good sissy since i know He could send someone over at any time to check on me!
6/7/2016 11:45:05 AM
i'm working from home today, and earlier this morning was at my desk when i heard a knock at my apartment door.  As per Master's instruction i was dressed in a short sundress, nude thigh highs, and heels; so this caused more than a little panic.  i froze and tried to remain completely silent, but a minute later they knocked again.  After the 2nd knock i received a text from Master that simply read "answer the door". 

i walked to the door and hesitantly opened it to see two men standing in the hall.  One of them says "your owner sent us" as they walked into the apartment. locking the door behind them.  Each taking an arm, they walked me into my office area and put me on my knees. One of them produced a pair of handcuffs and locked my wrists together behind my back while the other placed a blindfold over my eyes.  i heard the sound of their belts being undone and the rustling of them lowering their pants. One of them brushed his cock against my cheek and i turned my head and opened my mouth to accept it. i obediently sucked him; feeling him grow bigger in my mouth.  Another brush on the cheek and i turned my head the other way to accept the 2nd man's cock.  They took turns with me this way for several minutes, and i could hear their breathing getting faster.  The cock that's in my mouth was suddenly yanked out and he began shooting his cum on my face as the other pulled away the blindfold.  His load was substantial and ended up in my hair, all over my face and in my mouth.  Once he finished, he stepped aside and the other man took his place.  He stroked his cock for a few seconds before repeating the process, leaving me even more covered. He whipped out his phone and snapped a few pictures of me before they both pulled their pants back on and unlocked my cuffs.  One of them tells me that i am not permitted to clean myself up until told to do so by my Master.  With that, they both depart and i am left to go back to work with their cum drying in my hair, on my face, and on my dress.  


Master called a little while ago and gave me permission to clean myself up.  He told me that those two men were friends of his; part of a small group of like-minded individuals that he's known for years.  He was sent the pictures as well as a positive report on my performance. He said that while He has no interest in sharing me with strangers, i should expect to be used by His friends as He sees fit. 
6/5/2016 6:22:17 AM
Thank you all for the feedback.  i'm happy that people are enjoying my journal entries, and i will try to be a bit more detailed as some have requested.  i spent yesterday at Master's house, arriving as instructed in the morning.  After letting myself in, i immediately change into my maid's dress; locking my male clothes, wallet, phone, and keys in a box in the powder room just inside the front door.  i do my make-up then proceed into the house to find Master.

i finally locate Him working at the computer in His office.  After inspecting me, He tells me He has a lot of work to get done and will likely be in the office most of the day.  He sets me to work cleaning His house, but not before lubing up a medium sized plug and working it in to my ass.  Master's a very clean person, so tending to His house is not difficult.  i clean the bathrooms, do some dusting and the floors as well as a couple of loads of His laundry.  He checks my work periodically, and i am only punished once; for missing a stray hair in the bathtub. 

When my chores are complete i report back to His office.  He's still working but tells me He could use a stress release.  He has me crawl under the desk and free His cock from His boxers.  For the next hour or so i worship His cock and balls from this confined space, gently kissing, licking, and sucking him while He works.  Finally, He slides His chair back from the desk and orders me to crawl out.  He places me on my knees and cuffs my hands behind by back.  He proceeds to fuck my face; shoving His cock as far into my throat as He can before pulling it out and repeating.  He cums forcefully, and i struggle to catch and swallow every drop, but somehow manage to do so. 

Once He recovers, He unlocks me, removes the plug, and sends me downstairs to change and be on my way, but not before telling me He has a surprise in store for me this week.  i can't wait!
6/1/2016 12:14:21 PM
i am fortunate in that my job permits me to work from home a few days per week.  Master has decided that i should spend those days dressed as "the office slut".  As such, i've spent the afternoon at my desk in a tight black skirt that sits a couple inches above my knee, a white button down blouse, black thigh highs and heels.  certainly makes for an interesting workday.
6/1/2016 5:54:50 AM
We had corresponded online for nearly a month before finally agreeing to meet for dinner last week. i was cautiously optimistic; he sounded great but i had been disappointed too many times in the past.  We ended up talking for several hours over dinner.  He was very understanding of my situation and accepted that i could not serve as a live-in slave, but at the same time made it quite clear that he was not interested in casual play.  His interest was in owning me.

We made arrangements for me to go to his place for the long holiday weekend as a trial. Saturday morning i packed a small bag with some outfits he might like and arrived at his door at exactly 9:00am as instructed.  He took me shopping to supplement my existing wardrobe but apart from that i spent the entire weekend in his house dressed up and locked in chastity.  i cleaned his house and served him all of his meals dressed in a maid's uniform.  i spent a lot of time over his knee having my behavior corrected or bound standing in his basement while he tormented my nipples or used his crop on me.  He also made ample use of both my mouth and ass for his pleasure.  The only release i was permitted came from a Hitachi Magic Wand pressed to the base of my chastity cage while he was completely filling my ass.  i of course had to lick up my mess afterwards. 

He sent me home Monday night still locked in chastity; telling me that he would be in touch over the course of the week with instructions and/or tasks to complete.  i cannot wait to see what he has in mind.  Thank you Master for making me such a happy sissy!
cheekycrystal
 
 Age: 23
 Nevada, Illinois