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Houseboyjavier
| Gay Male, 50, Puerto Vallarta, Mexico
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After 3 years exploring my submissive reality and trying to experience this possibility without success, I have come to understand what I am looking for, what I offer and what my commitment is.
I am looking for a dominant master that does not follow stereotypes or clichés, or rules created by a fetish. I am not interested in leather, nor in sexual practices, I am not interested in talking about sex, I am not interested in naming him Sir or Master, I am not interested in humiliation or masochism, I am not interested in foot worship or being used as furniture. Nothing that doesn't have some clear meaning interests me. Forced chastity interests me, toys and anal plugs have an important meaning for me. Obedience to practical orders, sacrifice are also significant. I consider the submissive master relationship to be very powerful, one boss and one plan. The master who chooses me must have a plan, an orderly and structured life to which I am going to adapt. The master shares his plans with me and adds me to his life and I reciprocate with my unconditional loyalty and devotion to him. The master decides everything about my future, I am already convinced that he has planned a great future for him. I know that it is in my best interest to obey him. This is how I understand the TPE, it is not a gift without conditions, it is a commitment to obey the boss knowing in advance that everything he asks me to do is part of a higher plan. In the submissive master relationship that I imagine there is no improvisation, whims or superfluity, everything is aimed at maximum productivity. My master must know all my possibilities, my abilities, my talents and he must exploit them to the fullest, my master must ensure that the best of me emerges, my best version. We must achieve great things together. He must feel affection for me in the form of pride. I must feel affection for him in the form of devotion. We are from different categories, our affections are different. My master, being the boss who decides everything, must have a mental state of well-being, feel admired, powerful, strong. To strengthen that well-being, he is going to decide the sacrifices that I must make for him. Chastity is one, the cult of his cock, the fact that I don't have any decision about my clothes, my diet, my image, my sexuality. He is going to decide what he uses to give to my sexuality and I must adapt to his sexual desires, I must satisfy him without paying attention to my pleasure. That show of submission will make him feel big and powerful and that in his mind translates into better decisions. My master's physique and age should not be of importance to me. I just have to make myself available, wait for a master to show interest, let me know, ask me for information about myself. He announces to me that he has chosen me and gives me the first order. My master is excited to have me as his submissive, he will take me as his property and be in charge of me. Whoever tells me “you come to me with your resources” ruins all this, my master by choosing me and being in charge of me is in charge of making me reach him. If he distrusts me it means that he has not chosen me as his. He would just be playing. This is what I'm looking for: a powerful, meaningful and real submissive master relationship. No games . I am available until a master decides otherwise and cancels this profile.
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