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I currently live with my room mate Magnolia. I was bad and went snooping in her room. I found velcro cuffs and a breathable ball gag, also closes via velcro. Guess she is a sub =( |
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I can't answer every message. This is literally impossible. |
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So, many people have told me if I want to be a good girl and continue training as a slave, it is very important that I answer every message.
From the time this is written, I will do exactly that.
Can anyone else think of other house rules I can follow to help my submission while I don't have an owner? |
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I'm no longer living with Mistress Jessica.
I have a new room mate. She doesn't know I'm kinky and I have no rules to follow at home.
Am I still required to answer every mail I get? |
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Mistress Jessica is on this account and accepting questions until 8 PM PST. |
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Ball gag until midnight wins. |
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Vote count is 4 Ball 3 penis
Everyone seems to think I need to wear a gag...
Voting closes at the change of the hour. |
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I have a lot to update, but can't do it right now...
Needless to say, Mistress Jessica enjoyed the vote I did on here, so She wants me to do another one...
This is for the rest of this evening 08/26/2015:
Should the slave have to wear a gag?
If yes, Ball gag or penis gag?
For how long? |
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So a lot of you have chimed in with your thoughts on the matter of responding to every mail.
This message in particular encompasses about 90% of the response I have received. I guess I am to answer every mail, and be polite.
Dated: 8/15/15 5:25 AM
If a Master or Mistress messages you, a polite reply must always be made. You are a slave and must always show respect. You must be grateful if a Master is gracious enough to send you a one liner! |
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Voting for new rules is over. People seem to want Miss Jessica to have control over what I wear outside the apartment as well. I will bring up this idea to her when it is a good time.
What I need now is more input on if I should be responding to all mail, some mail, or... else. Do I need to respond to -every- mail? Even one liners? Do I need to be polite to one liners?
Very few people have given me input on this. Please share your thoughts on what this Asian submissive is to do. |
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I'm feeling brave enough to suggest a new rule to Miss Jessica and see if she likes it! But just one though. Here are some of my thoughts:
1. Curfew. Have to be home at a specific time each night and in bed at a certain time.
2. Control of what I wear when I leave the apartment
3. Speech restrictions
Vote for one of these, or throw up your own suggestion!
Also, taking a vote on if I should still be required to answer every mail that comes my way. I haven't been able to respond to a lot of mails, but if most people want to make sure I respond, I will renew my dedication and try my best. Let me know! |
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So Miss Jessica has a boyfriend. His name is David.
David does not come around that often. They usually see each other 2-3 times per week, and she usually goes out to meet with him at the pre-planned place. If someone stays over, it's usually Miss Jessica going to his place. Or if he does come here to pick her up, it's literally to pick her up, and go on their date/hang out/whatever.
One day, David came over to pick Miss Jessica up. Miss Jessica was not ready to go, and asked me to get the door for her. I answered the door in my underwear (that's all I have been allowed to wear) and there stood David. He smiled, and asked me if this was a bad time, or if I needed to get dressed or anything. I giggled and told him no, and stood aside so he could come in.
After he sat down, I sat down myself, and told him "Miss Jessica is still getting ready and should be just a few minutes" He turned his head to one side slightly and said "Miss Jessica, huh?" I stayed silent. He asked me how it was going, and we were just talking about this and that, and then he asked me why I was wearing only underwear. I said "That's the rule Miss Jessica gave me." He laughed and said "Aite, this is just funky now, JESS!!"
Miss Jessica came out, looking like a million bucks. He asked her why I am in my underwear and always call her "Miss Jessica" She looked shocked for a moment, then said "Oh yeah! I didn't tell you! Vanessa is one of those submissive girls who likes to be treated like a slave and told what to do and stuff. She asked me to give her some rules she has to follow 24/7" David looked confused for a moment, then spoke up "So what are her rules?" Miss Jessica answered "You've seen them! She has to stay in her underwear when she is home, and call me Miss Jessica"
Long story short, David was asking more about it, and then they left. Hours later when they returned, they told me to come sit so we could all talk.
My new rules for now are:
Must address David as "Sir" or "Sir David" (No he isn't allowed to order me)
I am responsible for keeping the kitchen clear of dirty dishes
I am responsible for keeping the apartment in general clean (living room, bathroom, both bedrooms)
I am responsible for cooking dinner for Miss Jessica anytime she requests it.
And if I am not actively cleaning something, I need to be in heels with my underwear.
I can't say how happy I am that things are progressing. I can't wait to see what the next step is. |
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Sorry I haven't been online, everyone!
I have some new rules from Miss Jessica. I'll tell you all about it when I have more time! |
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Had a dream last night of being in a BDSM prison.
I wish I had a cage. |
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Miss Jessica has stopped by my room a few times randomly. I always ask her if there is something she needs, but usually she just says "Just making sure you're not wearing any unauthorized clothing."
This makes me hopeful for the future. |
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Spoke with my room mate last night.
So far I have two rules. Here is a paraphrase of how the conversation went:
Jessica: Hey. We should talk.
*Both sit on couch*
Jessica: I really don't know too much about this stuff. Tell me what you're thinking.
Me: I could say a lot on the matter, but maybe we just start slow and see how things go?
Jessica: *thinking for a moment* Okay. What did you have in mind?
Me: I could start calling you "Miss Jessica" to show proper respect to auth--
Jessica: Oh yes. We're doing that. We should start that right now.
Me: Yes, Miss Jessica
After having said that, that girl had the biggest smile on her face I had ever seen ever.
Jessica: What else did you have in mind?
Me: I could wear less clothing around the apartment...
Jessica: I don't want to see you naked. I'm not into that.
Me: It doesn't have to be naked, Miss Jessica, but as long as I am wearing less clothing it's symbolic. Like just bra and panties.
Jessica: Oh... I hadn't thought of that... *drifts off into space*
Minutes go by
Jessica: Yes. We're doing that too. You only wear bra and panties when at home.
Me: Yes Miss Jessica. Does that include if anyone is here? What about your boyfriend?
Jessica is silent for 5 minutes
Jessica: Well, you're supposed to be a slave girl, right? What would it matter if other people are here?
Me: Yes Miss Jessica.
*strips to bra and panites*
Me: I'm sorry I wore clothing today, Miss Jessica.
Jessica: It's okay. You didn't know.
*Jessica wanders off to her room* |
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Been almost a month since I moved out of my parents house. It's me and Jessica, my room mate now.
Knew Jessica as a friend of a friend, we seem to get along well.
One day when I was unpacking, I stopped to take a break and was outside of my room. She came in to help me, and found some of my toys. She asked me about them, and we discussed the fact that I was submissive, etc.
She said she may give me some rules to follow, but honestly she does not seem that kink minded, or I doubt she really knows what to do with a submissive. She isn't bi, she has a boyfriend, but having some rules to follow at home would be super awesome.
Anyone have any ideas for rules she could give me? |
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Going to gym later this morning.
Today is moving day... Moving out of my parent's place, and in with a friend... Not a Mistress, not a play partner, just a friend. She doesn't know I'm kinky. |
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Been busy with life things.
Sorry to everyone I have not gotten back to.
And don't worry, I'm still keeping up the gym routine. Yoga pants and all. |
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Been having a real hard time answering mail here.
5 minutes or more to reply to a message. It's nuts. |
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Let's play a game this morning!
I want to play video games, but I need 5 points to play!
Sending me a mail saying I can play is 1 point!
Sending me a mail saying I cannot play (and stating why) is -2 points!
Start! |
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Was going to do some self bondage, but it's too hot... |
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Asking a vote...
Should I keep trying to answer every mail? |
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Had a car honk at me on my morning jog.
That's a new one for me. |
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What do guys most like to see girls wearing at the gym? |
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I failed.
I failed in my mission to answer every mail I get here. So far, I have not received any complaints as to my politeness, but for answering every message, I fell short. I feel badly about this, and don't want it to happen again. Try as I might to check messages, and then save my responses until I am more awake/have more time/insert other excuse here, sometimes I forget about the mail, and then before you know it, I have been a bad girl.
It is my hope that I can only improve in my striving to be a better future slave girl. |
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Still looking for ideas of other things to do!!! See below entry!!!
Did I not respond to your message?
Was I not polite and submissive in my response?
Do you have a general complaint about me?
Please message CruelDaddyMN with your complaints. |
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A good friend here liked my idea of answering every mail, and thought I should be doing more.
I agreed. Here are a few thoughts of other things I could be doing. Can anyone suggest more? (Note: I have not agreed to do anything past answering every mail yet)
1) Start a daily ritual where, at a specific time each day, you write a journal entry here detailing your submissive thoughts for the day. How did you succeed that day in your journey to become a perfect slut slave? Where were your shortcomings? What do you hope to work on next?
2) Ritualize your interactions with others here. For instance, start every conversation by thanking the person with whom you are writing for contacting you and spending time in you.
3) Ritualize your interactions with those you encounter in real life. I understand you may need to pick your spots for this, as it might be difficult in your job or with your family. But whenever it is reasonable to do so, communicate as a submissive. Keep your eyes down and your voice soft. When someone acknowledges your presence, nod in gratitude. Do not end the encounter until they have done something to dismiss you. These don't need to be grand and obvious flourishes. The clerk at the grocery store handing you your receipt is enough to indicate your dismissal. |
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I'm trying something new where I force myself to answer every mail and try to be as polite as possible.
Wish me luck. |
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Just finished my morning run =) |
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No run today, not feeling well =( |
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Are there kinky apps for my phone I should be getting? |
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Can't wait to see what Santa brings me tomorrow... I've been a good girl =) |
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I'm feeling better and I went for my jog this morning =) |
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Not feeling well enough to jog this morning... I am going to get so fat. |
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Should I go for a jog this morning? |
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What are the 3 things you think I should know about kink? |
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